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Friday, May 30, 2008
[[urghhh]]

"And she asked him, quite irritated, " Can you ever say how you really feel ? " He finally broke up the long, tense silence by saying, " I am jealous as hell."
- Chasing Liberty


So here began my exciting day. Slightly more exciting than any other as it started of with me blasting off a pissed off email to the Finance office. 
How could it be possible to say I didn't have Giro when they could deduct money every semester ?

Oh, she told me she didn't have access to that system which deducts money.
It told me two things 
1) School just love deduct $ and never liked putting $ into student's account
2) The office is apparently too big as she needed to take more than two weeks to reach the other system. 

Next, something nice happened on MRT.
A baby vomitted right in front of my Keds.
Ok, centimetres away actually, the puke didn't managed to reach me thankfully.
Really could not understand what's in the crazed mind of the mother to actually bring a sick baby out. 

The ride wouldn't be comforting for the baby as well as the other commuters. 
I knew I was mean by not helping, but I wouldn't be touching people's puke any day now. 

Move on to the good thing ya?
Again, my conviction of LOA returned, full blast.
I sold 16 phones, way over weekday target.
I sold phones which I never sold before.
One of my "wants" when I was bored.
Hahaha, damn fun. 

Of course there maybe other factors, like for example the puke is good luck etc. 
Doesn't matter, I got my want in the end. 


In between busy times I was dreaming of the day I could finally enter the lush greenery with company. Before that, feasting on our favourite soup, topping off finally with a nice Japanese style dinner. 
That's 2 months odd away. 






Thursday, May 29, 2008
[[8]]

" She was always with people, yet she felt alone. It's a wonder how she could survive this loneliness, having no one to talk to. An invisible hand seemed to grasp hers, leading her gently into the day. Day by day it went that way, till she finally discovered the owner of the invisible hand."






Couldn't embed the real mtv. Damnation.


Sold 6 phones today, could have sold more never mind.
I was being very lazy today.
Play games on handphones instead of serving people.
Ok, let's put it this way, if they looked I serve, if they walked past I didn't bother to even lookup. 
Hah! I was too engrossed in games.


Anyway, more to the point I was mean today. 
It's like if you were interested in a phone, you probably get the information from friends or internet and somehow knew how to use it. 

So.
I didn't give a damn to people who wanted to try the smartphones.
I was kind by helping them unlocked for the past few days, but I didn't today.
Sadistic really.
But it was hilarious to see people trying all sorts of way to unlock phones.
Some succeeded, most didn't.
I didn't really care about sales at that time so I just laughed darkly inside =p


Wait!
I was kind too. 
I donated $5 to 512 earthquake and the horrible business in Burma.
I hoped our $$ gets to the people safely.
I knew it isn't much but it beat going down to NTU to donate. 



See!
I can be kind too =)


 Does that mean if you are in France you are an ang moh ? Or that you are 12 inches ? Hmmmm *sniggers* I doubt it =p , especially for the latter's case hohohoho


Wednesday, May 28, 2008
[[omni]]

" Even when she's busy, even when she's exhausted, somehow it could find a way into her mind. It impersonates people, a lingering look at them and she's gone. It hides in the darkness, ready to devour her whole. It must have a gleeful expression if only it has a face...  "


I had a wave of de javu after I wrote that.
Somehow that involved Brain scolding me through skype.
Hmmm.


Anyway, miraculously I sold 5 phones today.
I love ang mohs really!
One even let me chose the color of his phone (ok, lame)

Oh yeah!
One person thank me for my services.
The other ask for my name to thank me personally.
Felt so on top of the world =D

I am appreciated.
Appreciated
Not an emotion usually felt.



Anyway kind words of advice to people who wants to buy phone.
a) Unless is of urgent needs, please don't be stupid enough to buy phones from the brand store.
b) Next, if you are bleeding poor right now, kindly not even consider the installment plans for the phones. It will SUCK knowing that you increase your monthly expenditure.
c) If you have used the brand's phone before, irregardless of model, please don't act stupid and not even know how to unlock the phone.
d) Please don't criticized people's English when yours aren't that brilliant at all. AT ALL


I have a big issue with d)
I serve customers from different countries, I kinda DON'T tell them to speak properly English, instead made an effort to understand.
Just because you are a rich aunty doesn't mean you can insult me by saying I am not a Singaporean.
Wtf ? A few more steps means legs will break ?
Show me, I would video it and perhaps earn $.


If you want a Hp pouch, jolly well say pouch, or casing.
It is not a god damn cover.
Cover is the one you use to CONCEAL the battery of the handphone.






Bloody bitch.
Read up on your ABCs.
I hope your handphone scratch like hell.
No. I WANT IT TO SCRATCH LIKE HELL.



[[meet]]

ASSHOLE



Nothing changed since my dislike for him started.
Hmm. Abit.
It got worse.

Not the 1st time plans were spoilt by idiots unrelated to me.
And WM, you know who I am talking about, and nope, not gonna apologize for extreme word usage.

Never mind moving on to happier things.
Jason came and visit me ^^
He was such a gem to wait till 3 to have lunch with me.
Hahaha, I bet you nearly died.
P.S card is still too friend- ly
Anyway, I'm sure your girl would love what you did (come on, is YOU)
Anyone would =)



Managed to sell 6 phones despite a lazy Monday.
Speaking of which I bought a KEDS shoe since my shoes spoilt when I was rushing to work.
NONE of the adidas shoes I wanted was in my size =( Never mind. Money saved.


I love the customers today.
Except for one. Because I had to go Paragon and I made someone do it for me =)
I think all of them should know by now how I hate that branch.

One guy just came in and pointed at the pda phone.
Viola! One phone sold.
Love it man.

Speaking of which.
For those who have tried the phone and took a bloody long time to :
a) They knew how to operate the phone and are having fun with it
b) They can't even unlock the phone.

The other couple thought I'd have commission so they bought from me.
Awww.. so nice of them.


Okay! Skyping time!


Monday, May 26, 2008
[[sakae]]

Celebrated Bee Luan's birthday just now at school.
The thought of going back to school puts me off at first, but yep surprisingly I had a great time.
Not that I fitted in perfectly, at least I could understand some joke and people bothered to talk to me.

Aww... I sounded so lonely =P
Nah! I did had a fun time, not as crazy as ISIS, but we might have found ourselves a potential David Gan, more of the hair please.


Thong thong came over and plucked a few strings of my guzheng while I figured out the wireless network. Suspect there's tapper. We went on to buy things from ON. Hohohoo.


Suddenly missed Brian with the stolen time I seen the 2 couples had during the celebration. Ah wells, many more skyping days to go.


Okay, I need to shit.



[[rah]]

Sold over 20 phones yesterday.
Woohoo!
I thank those rich tai tais =)

Nonetheless, one full-timer made me mad.
It's a no-brainer that he didn't like me, though I knew I had done nothing at all to annoy him.
And so he made me go Paragon to get a phone for some other people, knowing full well that some other people could and should get it by themselves.

It's not as if Paragon and Wisma were side by side or there's a direct underpass you know.
It's not as though it's winter now and I wouldn't sweat can.

Never mind. Still 20 over phones.


Finally had an off day.
Guess what ?
I spent it on household chores.

The clothes have been up for 2.5 days.
No one kept it.

The curry have been there for 2.5 days.
No one kept it.

The spaghetti have been eaten and someone kept it. ( I mean the pots and pans)


Nice....
Know what's going on now ?


I truly understand how @#%$% is to be a housewife.
You know when people say good luck to the guy who's marrying Cher.
They should change the name.

I have a even bigger slob at home.
That kind that only does things when in a desperate situation (ie. no pot/pans, no clothes to wear)

So I had to:
1) Take down all the dry clothes
2) Wash pots and pans
3) Put plates and bowls into correct position

I am already so god damn tired.


Speaking of which.
Brian Teo, I want a bigger kitchen sink next time.


Sunday, May 25, 2008
[[hp]]

"Upgraded" to promote handphones today.
7 out of 10.
Not bad for a first timer already =P

Things could get crazy and gone all down in a matter of minutes.
Seemed like a trend.
The shabbier you looked, the more money you've got.
Heard of how rich people went into Vertu in shorts and slippers, but seeing it happening today, well, let just say the shock wore off sometime later.


Turned out that people weren't getting smarter with pick up lines.
Guy: Erm, can I know how you get your job here ?
Guy: Are you like a part timer?
Me: Yes, you actually need to ask... (looks around)
Guy: (very quickly) Is ok, I am just asking

*Guy walks off*

3 minutes later...
Guy: Actually I just want your number.
Me: Sorry, I can't give out

*slaps head*
I am kinda like an auntie to them already lah!

What's worse?
The customer next to me sniggered.
She must be thinking: " I wore such low cut tank, with my boobs practically falling out, why did this flat-chested GIRL got picked up? "

It's weekends, we've got all the weirdos.
Nonetheless it was quite fun~ I mean the job, not this stupid incident.


Felt like rushing home the moment the shop closed but couldn't
Is like freak dinner time right now in France.
Translation: I have to wait to skype.

Speaking of which Skype irritated me.
Nonetheless I shan't complain, that's the only service we had now unless... any kind souls to sponsor our talk time?


Mom, dad and bro is at M'sia for 3 days.
Which means:
1) I had to let the wasp/bee/hornet has the whole to itself because I don't dare to touch it, but I left a window open, in hopes that it would get bored and fly out. (Which I hopefully think it did)
2) I had to operate washing machine (which I have no idea how and no time as well)
3) I had to do morning praying ritual, which I definitely know how.
4) My sister had to get my contact lens for me since I have no time at all, that meant I had to give her my ATM Pin no.

Feel like popping my popcorn.
Which I shall do it now.

Edited
Just popped the popcorn.
DAMN NICE! IS LIKE CINEMA KIND!!
Ahahaha Mr. Cek ark, my mircowave didn't explode!


Friday, May 23, 2008
[[tired]]

Just came back from work.
Sore.
Sore.
Sore.
Sore.
Sore.


What made it worse was a cheesy cliche KS-er .
It's fine.
I wouldn't want to waste my time on buying things for the sake of design.


Sold 2 cameras. Not bad for a first timer k =P and with the KS-er around.




No time to get my contacts at all.
Damn.
Shall get on Monday.


I need isqueeze



[[work]]

Off for my 1st day in a couple of hours time.
Nervous. Especially so when I don't know who am I working with.

Thanks to you guys who have the intention of dropping by and laugh at me =)
The notion was sweet.
Buy something from me right. Like laptops, camera, tv ahahahahah.


I could stilll feel the disgusting chocolate brownie in my mouth.
*gags*
Reaons why I hate pastry.




Yesterday night was phenomenal.
Finally we were on the same platform, looking forward to the same thing.
I thank you for being as equally honest as I hoped I'd portrayed myself as.


I got a new chit-chat mate.
Hahaha, MARIA!!!
Ok.. Jason!!!! *waves hands frantically*

I shall bug you when I get home tonight.



Ok! Makeup time!


Thursday, May 22, 2008
[[continuation]]

I am really glad the job starts tomorrow.
Sometimes I really wonder why the fuck I care so much.
Tell me when I am out of line, because I still wouldn't call my behavior excessive.



Seems like an appropriate time to continue the forward mail.

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好, 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前,当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候,她说要吃十只虾,我就剥二十只给她! 现在,如果她要我帮她剥虾壳,开玩笑!我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了,还剥虾壳咧!

*听到了吗?明白了吗?
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱,却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为,婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴,
那么夫妻或是情人之间,
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢?
所以请记住:
有活力的爱情,
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的,
谈恋爱,更是不可以偷懒的喔!

*有一对情侣,相约下班後去用餐、逛街,可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了, 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟, 他的男朋友很不高兴的说: 你每次都这样,现在我甚么心情也没了, 我以後再也不会等你了! 刹那间,女孩终於决堤崩溃了, 她心里在想:或许,他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点,另一对情侣也面临同样的处境; 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头,他的男朋友说:我想你一定忙坏了吧! 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水,并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上, 此刻,女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗?
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间...



Fine... fine... fine...
Maybe it was just oversensitivity on my part.
Fine... fine... fine..
Maybe I should have taken an indifference approach for this.
Pretend to see what was supposed to be there that wasn't.
For it wasn't mine to begin with, what's the point of me bringing up ?

Something so small to others, sometimes have a bigger effect than we think isn't it ?
Fine.. fine..fine..
I shan't question.
I shan't ask.


I shall depend on what made me survive thus far. " Rely on nothing, until you want nothing"



[[YAY!!]]

AHHHHH Roy is irritating!!
*pokes Roy*

I got a job at Sony, Wisma.
Finally~~ some good news at last.
I was there to replace someone named "Roy"
So ROY purposely told me the environment suck, and yes these few days my brain went on holiday so I fell for it.


Felt bad ps-ing the person at Kelly Service.
Shucks, will my retribution come ?

Pay's the same as what Brian got the other time at the roadshow.
Except less promoting work. (The person said)


6 day work week, minimum 8 hours each... so I guess I can't go for much gatherings unless is at night =(
Never mind!


Bought Freshkon lens for the job, maybe I should change to those GEO etc brands.
*crosses finger hope everything work well*


Oh yes,
Brian is sick.
It's kinda terminal and no one can help him, except himself.

It's called...





Emotional Constipation.
May he get well soon.
Bahahahaha.


Wednesday, May 21, 2008
[[heehee]]

Went out with Ashyura today!
Pushed away my job interview lalala.
See! Friends first.

Saw a number of people whom.. I didn't exactly want to see.
Anyway, icky things aside.

We talked a lot obviously and her test papers were crappish!
eg.

What's the most unreliable source ?
a) Factiva
b) Nature
c) Wikipedia


How I wish I have such papers.




Okay! I bought slippers for FOC.
Haha I planned damn far.
Nah!
It was on sale. $17.90 for the original. Why not?


The 1GB thumbdrive was free.
Mom entered a KOTEX draw with my name.
Should give free sanitary pads right ?
Now so ex can.
ROFL.
There's also a cami, but shan't show something lacy here, since I didn't like it.


I bought popcorn!
Despite the scare by YH.
I would not explode the microwave oven!

" Isn't butter sweet ? That's what make the popcorn sweet isn't it ? I don't want butter flavor, I want natural."
Spoken by yours truly.

Ashyura: I can't believe I am with someone who don't know butter is salty.

Ok. Go ahead and laugh.




Luppy sent this through mail!
I was so amused since he forgot to bring out the other day.
N.B It's said that Huan huan has a "disaster" on her shoulder.
Nevermind! Luppy wouldn't know.


Talked to Ashyura about my indecisiveness.
She was more for pragmatism.
I am still... oh well.

It's tarot again ?


Yay!
Gang had kindly bought me a vest!
Woohoo!



[[crosses]]

Got this from Irene and I was wondering where to post them.
May this be the avenue.

爱的感觉,总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜,
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担,
你终於不再孤单了,至少有一个人想著你、恋著你,
不论做什么事情,
只要能一起,就是好的,

但是慢慢的,随著彼此的认识愈深,
你开始发现了对方的缺点,
於是问题一个接著一个发生,
你开始烦、累,甚至想要逃避,

有人说爱情就像在捡石头,
总想捡到一个适合自己的,
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢?
*她适合你,那你又适合她吗?

其实,爱情就像磨石子一样,
或许刚捡到的时候,你不是那么的满意,
但是记住人是有弹性的,
很多事情是可以改变的,
只要你有心、有勇气,

That was what I lacked previous

与其到处去捡未知的石头,
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨,你开始磨了吗?

很多人以为是因为感情淡了,
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错!
其实是人先被惰性征服,
所以感情才会变淡的。


shall post the rest up when I think is appropriate.

Going for job interview tomorrow, and I hope something comes up.
I am trapped in this vicious cycle as I love to tell Luppy (who then made me shut up)


luppy - I only have one wish for the shooting star - with nothing to lose, please give me strength says: (12:18:12 AM)
at least the old mistress is back

luppy - I only have one wish for the shooting star - with nothing to lose, please give me strength says: (12:18:17 AM)
the one that is independent :D

luppy - I only have one wish for the shooting star - with nothing to lose, please give me strength says: (12:18:21 AM)
isnt it a good thing


Is it?
I said yes the other day.

What is it gonna be tomorrow?



[[sigh]]

Can't sleep.


Tuesday, May 20, 2008
[[=.=]]

Sheesh.
What a scare.

The hostel wasn't that bad.
It's better than NTU's.
Though I have to admit the amenities could be better.

Just skyped with Brian and he's still alive =P
At least there were NUS people over there, so there's help if needed.


Okay!
Lunch now.
Hungry but happy. =)


I forgot to mention my ON arrived!
WOOHOO!!
And it fits!!
Yay!

*begs for job so I can buy more stuffs*




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I never thought I would be worried when I saw this.
I pictured myself happy.
For it meant skyping time soon.


So much so that I offered to pay part of the bills.

2 days down, "few" more to go.


Hold on.
Lab would be great.



I just realized with Brian in France, and Luppy heading for camp in June, I have no one to talk to me through the night.
Oh well...


Monday, May 19, 2008
[[cramps]]

Got quite a surprise when Brian called from France.
(See, I said surprise, not shock =P )

Didn't have much time to talk seeing that it was the office's phone he was using.


I got totally stunned when he said the school wasn't wireless.
I thought they were in the same league as the Ivy's in terms of Sciences.
Hmmm.

Nevermind, he was sweet to sms me =)


Vesak day.
Didn't manage to communicate much.
Reckoned it's about a twenty second affair.

Thanks to my stupid cramps,
I felt like fainting upon reaching the place.
Weather not helping either.

Mom made me go home as I was in too much pain.
Sigh, how I can I even show my sincerity.
Never mind,there's time.


Meeting Ashyura this Wednesday.
Major chit chat.



Oh yes, I found 3 movies online. Low quality but still...

Made in Honor
What Happens in Vegas
Baby Mama

Shall eat Korean mee while watching show.
Cramps be gone!



au revoir

Went T3 to send both Brian and Songhui off.
Pretty much a coincidence that both flights were on today, same time.

Spent the whole day at his house, checking and checking and more checking ensuring that everything was right in place.



In any case people are interested in my emotional state, nope I didn't cry at the airport.
Somehow felt more at peace with the whole thing, and when you go and compare the 512 earthquake and this,
this is like frigging peanuts to cry about.
Oh yes, I just cracked the mystery of my emotions

Today reminded me of the time dad was sent off to States for holiday by his company.
3 months.
Maybe I was too young to understand.
Or maybe while playing 3 months flew by damn fast, it was like a snap of fingers and he was back.
I remembered there was a change of lifestyle.
Double, triple checked that what's to be locked were locked since there was no man at home.



So I should expect a slight change this time round too.


It won't be soon before long



Edited 0245hours.

I repeat.
My blog has a secret counter which shows all sorts of details.
Smart enough?
Go figure why I repeat that statement.

Loads of thoughts after reading several statements, which were like bylines
Felt a bit yuan wang, since I totally forgot what I had done.
Either that or it's an attack on the character that I am since eons ago.

Nonetheless it brought to light about several things.
Like sis and me.
Minor adjustments would be done.


luppy - I only have one wish for the shooting star - with nothing to lose, please give me strength says: (2:22:14 AM)
u're so sweet, u know that

Thanks =)
I'm appreciated!


Saturday, May 17, 2008
[[$70]]

Sooooo I easily earned $70 for a day of mere talking.
And not without some questions in my mind again.


Pei Jia: You looked like a NBS student, I was surprised to see you here!
SY : Go take business, you are suited for it.
Liyan: You look like tcm doctor.


Sigh. How many more conflicting thoughts ?
Is like a couple of months before the deadline of changing.
And should I even bloody change ?


Or should I just stick with this and do business next time ?



Is business the right choice in the 1st place.



Out of interest or out of career path ?
Someone once asked.

That's a sodding good question with no brilliant answer from me.




Anyway! I had fun today.
Time flew darn quick. Pei Jia's sis is in uni now!

Surprise surprise, my pri sch TUTEE still remembered.
Best part is, we aren't from the same school.
She not only remembered my face.
SHE REMEMBERED MY NAME!!!
Which is a feat I tell you.

Considering I didn't remember either of hers.

Ahaha, she told me, Jian and I looked good together when we were young.
but now he's.. abit weird on the style (design students)
and I have my Brian =)


Hahaha, had fun suan-ing CGL, I am so gonna get marked. *cowers and hides*




BMS Year One. 5


Waited at Mac's for about an hour and I am pleased to announce that I passed the test of "Surviving-outside-alone-when-it-seems-that-everyone-has-company" test. Woohoo!
Reading Bridget Jones waiting for time to pass.


Writer's block again, which shouldn't been there. English ? Chinese ? English. for once and not for the last.


Friday, May 16, 2008
[[stayover]]

Stayed over at Brian's house.
I am so thankful for the air-con back home.

Somewhat like a short getaway before his trip ?
Nevermind, not going down that path.



Suddenly I have a writer's block.
Cant seemed to continue.

Again I shall use comic life to show the crazy photos (or as normal as it seems) we took. (Had to drag my bag to his place, but he was fab to drag it back to mine)



And so they say "Pictures says a thousand words"


Few points to note.

Brian : I very kindly not put your ugly photo online, coz I know you want your "face" (Face. HAHAHAHA)
At first I thought this guy was loud but not lethal, turned out that he's a silent killer, and he liked to choose auspicious time to fart.
And yes I promised.


I love stayover!
When's your turn ?

Oh yes, in the bathroom okay ?
Or with my brother ? =P


Thursday, May 15, 2008
[[whoo!]

Sleep time: 1.30am
Wake time: 3.01pm

Totally cured the sleep debt that I had for the past few days. Though I don't mind if the duration is longer.



Again, just had this sudden thought.

There's like a protocol as to how we can expressed our emotions.
You win 1 million - Feel happy. People would be open-monthed if you felt sad.
You score perfect results - Feel ecstasy. People would slap you upside down if you said it wasn't good enough.

So when we expressed something that wasn't expected of us, one would sense the negative aura around him.



So when can I truly feel what I want ?
When it does not invade others

So when I can stop waiting ?
When I die

So why wait ? Knowing death is unexpected.
Because circumstances present waiting


There's still loads more confusing thoughts that I wouldn't wish to share, for which others might just say I think too much, that it's never necessary.



[[seafood]]

LUPPY LOKE!!!! YOU WERE HALF HOUR LATE!!! (oh ? I complained already =P )

Nevermind, we hada great and filling dinner.
Both for the stomach and mental (i think ? Coz we were laughing like 2 crazy people)

The point was, while I was waiting I was flipping through a bunch of books.



First I read the pictorial bible, until the part after Noah's Ark landed safely.
Set me thinking, if the religion is said to be forgiving, wouldn't something be done to make those evil people less evil rather than "restarting" the Universe ?
And if the people are really evil, why kill the rest of the living things as well ?

I better shut up before I get flamed.


Moved on to read about Buddha.
Basically I chose a pictorial book again, but the photos were gorgeous.
Most temples were in Burma, and the sculptures of Buddha were not only magnificent and also very detailed.


Saw this sentence in the book and it sets me thinking.
Rely on nothing, until you want nothing
One of Buddha's teachings, but apparently it's almost unattainable by majority.
And by doing so, would we lack any concern and care for others ?

Fundamentally, to attain Enlightenment, one must not desire for it.
The basis of desiring has already breached the teachings of Buddha (This is for my own purpose of remembering)

The book also said that we should not engage in philosophical view and something else which I forgot as it will just mess us up ( that's my understanding)
Then I reflect back on how people often described Buddhism as a philosophy and not religion. So philosophy should not be used then ?


Jumped to another book, about how some children could remember their past life.
Set me thinking (again, yes).
If the theory about past life is true, effectively there's a soul that exist and undergo reincarnation.
If the theory of ghost is true as well, evidence provided by people who can see them.
There would be a lack of soul for each new biological body conceived during fertilisation.
Does that mean that some people now exist without a soul ?
Or new souls are created, but how ?


I scrolled up and find some of my questions silly, but that was what I was thinking at that point of time.
Tried to read Nostradamus, but failed. The library version was better. Still remembered what he predicted about Singapore (!!)
* Side track, Nostradamus was born around 1500's, so the ability to predict about how Singapore fell to Japan in WWII was really astounding*

I wanted to see if he had predicted about 512 earthquake, but I didn't know how to navigate the book for my usage.

Seeing huge pictures on the newspaper here was really saddening.
The least respect one could show was to photograph the extent of the damage, and NOT of someone being buried alive, take the photo of the face, wasting precious minutes pulling him out of the "past-agony" he faced.

That's really disrespectful, and who wanted to get "famous" in this manner?

2 major natural disaster happened in the region, innocent lives lost, and yet, nothing could be done.
Death is really unexpected.


Okay, so much so for my long post.
No, not turning into a religion fanatic, just some thoughts on them.


I remember: " This shouldn't be a routine, but should be something what we want to do" So how badly is the want?


Wednesday, May 14, 2008

nice way to end the night.

God damn nice.


Monday, May 12, 2008
[[wink]]

And so today passed without any troubles nor excitement except...

1) I mistook a Japanese for a Chinese because of his perfect Chinese
2) A Swiss guy winked at me twice, and later we decided that he had amazing blue eyes.
3) First name of this guy : Bimbo
4) Family Name of this guy: Fucks


Mom bought me shoes yesterday, and hurray! There's no blisters reports for today and the shoes fitted nicely.


Ok, that's about it.
I am really tired.


Sunday, May 11, 2008
[[pissed]]

I am fuming mad right now.
First time this year, or rather for a long time since I had been so mad.
I think the fire proof door would spoil if I slam it any harder.


It's 9.19pm
I just had my dinner at 9.09pm.

It's 7pm
And I am still at Suntec City

It's 2.30pm
And I fucking had not have my lunch

It's 6am
And I have to wake up so god damn early on a Sunday.


Wait.

It got worse.


I have to fucking wake up at 5plus just to reach Suntec at 7.20am
I have to fucking wear that killer shoes, just so my toes can suffer more blisters.
I have bloody waster $17 so that I could walk home exposing my ugly toes for exchange of comfort.


I was so badly in need of people to help me to purchase my flip flops, to listen to my rants.
Guess what ?

Except for Tin who kindly took all the lethal arrows from me.
No one.


I have idiots who run around.
Stupid fools who ask god damn stupid questions.
Low IQ people who complained incessantly about the system.
HOW THE FUCK CAN I CHANGE IT ?
DO I HAVE TO FUCKING LEAVE A FEEDBACK CARD FOR YOU ?

If you are not the one who can make me feel better about my heavily blistered feet, jolly well shut the fuck up.


And I am not sorry for all the vulgarities I have used.


Sai Kang are bloody much worse when you are suppose to walk in heels.
Lup, the sk we did for CC06 ? I never missed it more.


Friday, May 09, 2008
[[wth]]

WHAT THE FUCK HELL IS WRONG WITH BEING NORMAL








Just a thought.
After what I heard today, what I see everyday.






Oh yeah.
I finally exercise too.


Thursday, May 08, 2008
[[sing]]

And so we sing sing sing our way to Chinatown.
Love the $10, 5 hours of non stop singing.
That is not to say we used that 5 hours fully.

Coz they were late!!! (ahem.)

Nevermind.
We had fun.
The fake sharkfin was nice


Some spastic photos ?


I have been much too reliant on comic life.
But ,see!
It'c convenient.


Wednesday, May 07, 2008
[[blessed]]

It's moments like this that made me feel extra special.


It's moments like this that let me know you truly, sincerely cared.


It's moments like this that I know you'd do anything for me.


It's moments like this which tells me the choices I made in life had never been as right as this.



Thank you.


Tuesday, May 06, 2008
[fish]]



It's one thing to be taught "family" from the movie "Pacifier"
It's quite another, to learn values from "Big Fish"


Like Charlotte's Web, Big fish taught believe.
Not believing in what could be conceived in the future.

But believe in what had happened.


Senior Ed Bloom: I've been nothin' but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failin', not mine.


Skepticism in your dear ones.
Something that most would have been disappointed about.

Senior Ed Bloom: I've told you a thousand facts, Will, that's what I do. I tell stories.
Will Bloom: You tell lies, Dad.


Yet Edward persisted, and it's only after his death that his son realized what he had said was always true.

And so...

Will Bloom: A man tells his stories so many times that he becomes the stories. They live on after him, and in that way he becomes immortal.


Not to make this movie sound all so philosophical, some quirky quotes
Senior Ed Bloom: Most men, they'll tell you a story straight through. It won't be complicated, but it won't be interesting either.

Senior Ed Bloom: Sometimes, the only way to catch an uncatchable woman is to offer her a wedding ring.

Young Ed Bloom: There are some fish that cannot be caught. It's not that they're faster or stronger than other fish. They're just touched by something extra.



A man sees things differently, at different times of his life...


Catch this fish.
It's worth it.


Monday, May 05, 2008
[[familiar]]

Why does this feels so familiar ?
Oh, it's because I experienced it before.

Except.. there's a little twist now isn't it ?


It's only a mere few days of holiday and I am bored senseless.


It's ok.
I am used to it already.

Going out alone.
Being independent.

What's the trick ?
Just pop your ipod and do what you have to do.



On a brighter note, I made a new friend!
Guy ( Naturally =.= ) from CEE.
Cool.


Okay, back to my boring days.



Things to do when you are bored.

Take photos with your iSight using photobooth







Make them nice nice.
Comic life is like a shortcut.
Post them online.

And wait.

wait.


annnnddddd...



Wait.



FOR?!



people to say you are bhb.


I only took 3 photos you stupid!


Sunday, May 04, 2008
[[friendship]]



Ordinary Miracle - Sarah McLachlan

Whole story about Charlotte's Web revolves more than just miracle.

It's about friendship, promises, believing...



Now I knew why Tin was asking me to watch the movie.
It takes more than words to really expressed everything out, so yes, it's my turn to recommend the show if you haven't watch it.



Charlotte A. Cavatica: No, my webs were no miracle, Wilbur. I was only describing what I saw. The miracle is you.

Charlotte A. Cavatica: Oh, Wilbur... don't you know what you've already done? You made me your friend and in doing so, you made a spider beautiful to everyone in that barn...

Narrator: It is not often someone comes along that's a true friend and good writer. Charlotte was both.

Doctor: There's a name for her condition. And it's called childhood phrase. Sadly, she's going to grow out of it.



[[m@sks]]

Pampering day!

I had been abusing my face since the start of the year (!!!)
Finally had the time to slap on mask on my face =)

Which means effectively I left only about 5 more masks.
Which also means...


I HAVE A REASON TO BUY MORE MASKS!!! WOOHOO!



Watched "Hero" on disc and hmm.. Should Charlotte's Web come next?



Oh yes, I had Hiyayako too!
^^


Saturday, May 03, 2008
[[^^]]

Sometimes, I really love my mac.
No, all the time.
This beats taking the phone and trying to aim like siao.

Though.. quality could be better.
But.
It's enough for now ^^






So we go vivo for ?


Friday, May 02, 2008
[[two]]

It really felt like post exams.
Two full days spent with dear.
It took away all the stress I faced during exams.


Apart from that, it's really a couple of wonderful days.
I hated myself when the end of the day came.
I hated when it's time to go home.



If only...



If I can, I will...





But.
I can't.


Thursday, May 01, 2008
[[0v3r]]

WOOOOHOOOO!! IT'S OVER!
On cloud 9 right now and in 12 hours time I will be seeing dear~

Speaking of which.

I got Mr. Tofu today! (okay, fine. It looked like a girl but nevermind!)



Dear gave me a surprise today!
He popped by my house after his last paper and gave me Mr. Tofu!!!
So very happy and touched after hearing the story of how he pleaded with the store assistant for this one. *sniggers*




And so all my softie live happily ever after.