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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
[[acceptance]]

It's with a night of thrashing and crazed yelling that I came to light about certain things.

I could hate all the people I wanted for telling me that CBC801 is easy.
I could hate all the people I wanted for convincing me not to SU this electives saying that I'd score for the exam and such.

I could hate the lecturer for his love of googling crappy stuff and thus leading on to crapping examination questions.
I could hate the notes that he gave, the numerous pdf uploaded.

I could hate the whole world for everything that's happening right now, but there's one more person I forgot.


I forgot to hate myself.
I forgot that it was me who ultimately decided to not click on the S/U option.
That it was me who stepped into his lesson and disregarded everything thinking that I have known all these all along.
That it was my complacency that put me where I am right now.
That I was so blinded with my hatred for him that I failed to see the hard work he'd put it.
That while I knew these facts since yesterday afternoon, I chose to go the easier way - pushing blame to everything under the sun and even the sun except me.


It's only a few hours before the paper, and I will work my best for this last paper.
It's never too late.

I remembered I said I want it.
Because I know I can get it.

And yes I will prove it.


*****Edited*****
Eeks!
Look at the tofu designs!!!
Ahhh~~~














So nice~~~!!!


Monday, April 28, 2008
[[w3333]]





When I reached home.. I got this :D
Thanks to some fp -er who is willing to give it up for free!
I got this for free!

So happy!
Coz the original cost is $10 USD.

Hoohoo.


Ok, I shall zzz before starting CBC801 =)


ONE LAST PAPER!


Sunday, April 27, 2008
[[closet]]

Whoops, being a closet mugger these few days and I forgot about doing up a comic for bms102. (Edited: It's BMS101. [5days]停。听。黑夜白昼。shattered dream~ says: (12:06:08 AM)
and for a thousand and one time
[5days]停。听。黑夜白昼。shattered dream~ says: (12:06:12 AM)
is bms 101

How can!

Anyway, this one is in Chinese, seeing that the subject is in Chinese anyway.
Entitled " What you need to know to be a TCM physician"
Kids, please do not try this at home, especially the needles, it will cause your dog endless pain.
Good knowledge on the 2000years of TCM history is needed before one can anyhow poke people. (Or dog)




Enjoy!


Saturday, April 26, 2008
[[煩]]

很煩。
想法一個接一個的侵入腦海。

唯一能給的理由是 Reality bites.
因為得常常顧慮現實,人就相比較冷漠多了嗎?
還是。。。這也是一個借口?



Never wanted to believe in this quote I seen long time ago,
"True love is real, it's very real, but it has one enemy and that's life"

Isn't it the case for everything ?

When's the last time we meet up with our long lost friends without a thought that we are busy?
When's the last time we willingly spent our time on phone listening to a friend's problem no matter how much we wanted to sleep or talk to our significant others?

When's the last time we truly buy things for our partners just to see them smile?
When's the last time we pop by people's house hoping to give them a surprise, at the same time not wanting a rude shock?

When's the last time we know what we wanted and go ahead and get them?
When's the last time we truly enjoy each other presence?

When's the last time we tell someone "I love you" and truly meant it?
When's the last time we say "Thank you, for being there for me" ?
Or is there even a last time ?



Nothing could be as real as this
'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you
should say it a lot. People forget.'


I could'nt believe I am quoting an 8 year old kid.
Or maybe that isn't real too ?


'When
Someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know
That your name is safe in their mouth.'
Billy - age 4

'Love is
When you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without
Making them give you any of theirs.'
Chrissy - age 6

'Love is
What makes you smile when you're tired.'
Terri - age 4

'Love is
When my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to
Him, to make sure the taste is OK.'
Danny - age 7

'Love is
When you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want
To be together and you talk more. '
Emily - age 8

'Love is
what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and
Listen.'
Bobby - age 7

'Love is
When you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'
Noelle - age 7

'Love is
Like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.'
Tommy - age 6

'Love is
When Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.'
Elaine-age 5

'Love is
when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than
Robert Redford.'
Chris - age 7

'Love is
when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day'
Mary Ann - age 4



When's the last time we truly appreciate people for who they are ?


When's yours ?


When's mine ?
If words could smudge on the monitor, I am sure loads of the above would have smudged


Friday, April 25, 2008
[[shit]]

I AM SERIOUSLY BORED WITH STUDYING BMS102


Thursday, April 24, 2008
[[ON]]

And so... I got my super mini black skirt.
Okay lar, not so super mini, just short.

And then, Mr. Postman came and handed me my Old Navy dress.
I bought girl's size L
AND IT FIT!!!
Weeee~~~


New clothes new clothes!


And I got my events job!
Something about Tax-Free thingy at Suntec.

And 2 more papers before I am free!!!


Can't wait!



Kenji's





Wednesday, April 23, 2008
[[t0fu]]

Miss Tofu have shifted to a new home.
Byebye Ms Tofu!
Thanks for letting me kick you(!) I mean cuddle you.

Ms. Tofu said she will miss me.
I sincerely hope that the new owner would not abuse her.


Though judging from the new owner's "acting innocent" look.
I still get worried sometimes.

Please Mr. BTF, do not! I repeat. DO NOT!! 吃它的豆腐.



Grins


Tuesday, April 22, 2008
[[counter]]

Pretty stunned when I see the visitor count for the blog.
Okay, I shall make an effort to write proper English, though it is much proper than before already =p

Interesting to see that I have overseas viewers!
Fairly amused that there were people who spent more than an hour on my blog, I presumed they forgotten to switch off the tab.
What sent me laughing was someone actually typed my name(!) to hunt for the blog, ok this means I have to get it down, else it would be like self-publicity.
(Btw, let me know who you are, I just know you are a starhub user, oh and you are window vista user and yep, you use IE 7 at the time of browsing which is....18 April. Quite recent)


Anyway, I here to post up my new comic, yeah!
"Things to do when you are stressed over BS107"







Disclaimer: The abuses are done solely for the phototaking purpose. No stuffed toy is harmed during the process.
This product is meant for entertainment purposes only. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead is purely coincidental.

I overdid this time round and had a 2 pages comic!
Nah, coz there wasn't enough space.

Anyway, 2 more comics to go and that marks the end of exams.
Hohoho.


Enjoy!
( And so gene regulation includes...)


Monday, April 21, 2008
[[thoughts]]

What is your propelling force
What is your why ?
Why is a power word to find your propelling force
If I were you, I would want to find my force right now

In a sense is good, it meant that you lived a well-taken care of life


Given some thoughts to what Tin had said and yes, Time is definitely not the excuse to stop me from finding my force.


But rather than wanting to do a slip shot job, I'd rather do it properly.
In the meantime, I would have to fill my fuel tank as I go.


So what's my propelling force now ?

Because I want it.

And Why do I want it ?

Because I know I can GET it.



P/S People are missing my comics aren't you :P
Will post one up tomorrow.


Sunday, April 20, 2008
[[shit]]

To say I fully understand BS109 is a lie.
To say I have loads untouched is an understatement.
To say that BS109 would seem harder than 108 to me is a truth.
To say I'll blow this semester....



Is a fact.




I can't even conceive the idea of taking BS107.
Let's not go down the lane.


Back to work people.


Edited
While learning about actin cytoskeletion, my curiosity got over me and I wiki-ed shmoo and this is what I get.

A shmoo is shaped like a plump bowling pin with legs but no arms. It has smooth skin, eyebrows, and a sparse moustache, but no ears. Its feet are short and round but dextrous, as the shmoo's cartoon adventures make clear. It has a rich gamut of facial expressions, and expresses love by exuding hearts over its heads.

Capp ascribed to the shmoo the following curious characteristics. His satirical intent should be evident:
They reproduce asexually and are very prolific. They require no sustenance other than air.

Naturally gentle, they require minimal care, and are ideal playmates for young children.

Shmoon are delicious to eat, and are so eager to be eaten that if a human looks at one with hunger, they will gladly immolate themselves, either by jumping into a frying pan, after which they taste like chicken, or into a roasting pan, after which they taste like beef. (Raw, they taste like oysters on the half-shell.) They also produce eggs, milk, and butter (no churning required.)

Their fresh pelt is a perfect boot leather or house timber, depending on how thick it has been cut. Their eyes are ideal suspender buttons, and their whiskers are perfect toothpicks. In short, they are simply the perfect ideal of a subsistence agricultural herd animal.

The frolicking of shmoon is so entertaining (such as their staged "shmoosical comedies") that people watching them feel no need to go to the movies or to watch television.



Saturday, April 19, 2008
[[instrumental]]



I just love songs which are instrumental.

I love today :D



[[cell]]

Maybe because I had made fun of BS109, that's why it gave me such a hard time yesterday.

So I decided to make a 2nd comic (Cue: You very eng hor)

Entitled "What you need for BS109"
Disclaimer: Do not follow exactly what is shown there. One would more likely get a heart attack instead of having a better understanding of BS109. That is to say, "The Cell" is not meant for the weak hearted. I put it there to make me feel more intelligent and at least the book had been used as model :D



Mago and Mylo had explicitly told me that they do not wish to see their faces on other people's blog without their permission, so I had to put a watermark there. They said they wouldn't be able to collect model fee that way. Ms. Tofu is their current lawyer if they find any infringement of the copyright.


Without further ado, let's start with what I left off yesterday.


Friday, April 18, 2008
[[18042008]]

這算哪門子的慶生?

壽星累得坐在沙發打呼。
妹妹躺在床上睡著了。
媽咪也病了。

而我。。。從早上心情跟一直下滑的股票沒兩樣。


把好不容易的意志,一次過哭光了。
眼睛腫也就算了,
筋疲力盡也罢了。
所期盼什麼的,沒有也不提了。



徐汶彬!暫時拋開這沮喪的心情慶生吧。
爹地。生日快了!




When will I learn not to expect too much ?
When ?

When will I learn that I am not clever enough to absorb things at one shot ?
When ?

When can I keep my mouth shut ?
When ?



30th April seemed really far from here.
Especially when I am not getting enough.



[[reality]]

You know how we sometimes wish that a small part of ideality, no matter how small can come true ?

Like the scene shown in ads where someone just picked you up and fly to whatever country you wanted to go ?
Like getting a bouquet of flowers sent to your office from your loved ones miles away from you ?

Like when you were a kid,
you wanted your parents to be there at your prize presentation, your sports day, your performances.

Like when you were a constantly-in-anger teenager,
you wished that the whole world could just bloody leave you alone.

Like when you were of age,
you wanted someone to share love with.

Like when you were married,
you wanted kids and experienced the joys of parenting.

Like when you grew old,
you just wanted someone to watch the sunset with.

Like when you were in a new environment,
you wished for someone to befriend you.

Like when you had your cravings,
they just popped out in front of you.

Like when you were afraid or worried,
you just wanted someone by your side.

Like when you missed your long lost friends,
it would be great if they contact you out of a blue.



LOA works perfectly fine when we deal with things that do not have their own mind or character.
LOA flawed when we deal with humans.
Where's the catch ? That each individual has his own thinking.


To keep a balance between logic and fantasy is what all of us have to do.
Too logical, and they say you are too cold-hearted.
Too idealist, and they say you live in a dream.

I didn't anticipate that amount of disappointment I felt.
It caught me off-guard.


It's silly, and I shouldn't even let it get me.
But hey, it did.

My heart was torn between trying to be logical and still wishing for the ideality.
It seems to me that I am always the one thinking of idealities and making them come true one by one.
Irregardless of the consequences.Of whatever disapproval I might get.


Seeing that it wouldn't come today,
Or any other day at all,


I shall just go back to my studies.
And this time, I am not bothered to keep that equilibrium anymore.

Nothing. Nothing will and can stand in my way in studying.
Nothing



[[meanings]]

Woke up at 9am =(
Nevermind! I had another inspiration again. Though.. how to put it down remained to be seen.

Came across this interesting site :

19 September 1988

Your date of conception was on or about 28 December 1987 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Virgo.
Your Life path number is 9.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Today is a lucky day for those who remain cheerful and optimistic.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447423.5.
The golden number for 1988 is 13.
The epact number for 1988 is 11.
The year 1988 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Bear; your plant is Violets.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Hathys, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 9 Tishri 5749.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 10 Tishri 5749.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.15.6.19 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 15 tun 6 uinal 19 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 7 Safar 1409 (1409-2-7).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1988.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 10 April 1988.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 17 February 1988.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 22 May 1988.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 29 May 1988.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 12 September 1988.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 2 April 1988.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 16 February 1988.

As of 4/17/2008 9:45:07 PM EDT
You are 19 years old.
You are 235 months old.
You are 1,021 weeks old.
You are 7,150 days old.
You are 171,621 hours old.
You are 10,297,305 minutes old.
You are 617,838,307 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Kevin Zegers (1984) Alison Sweeney (1976) Jimmy Fallon (1974)
Jim Abbott (1967) Trisha Yearwood (1964) Joan Lunden (1950)
Leslie 'Twiggy' Lawson (1949) Jeremy Irons (1948) Randolph Mantooth (1945)
'Mama' Cass Elliott (1943) Paul Williams (1940) David McCallum (1933)
Adam West (1928)

Top songs of 1988
Roll with It by Steve Winwood Every Rose Has Its Thorn by Poison
One More Try by George Michael Look Away by Chicago
Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley Sweet Child O' Mine by Guns N' Roses
Anything for You by Gloria Estefan & Miami Sound Machine Get Outta My Dreams, Get into My Car by Billy Ocean
Man In the Mirror by Michael Jackson The Flame by Cheap Trick

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.79843444227006 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Wednesday.
Your lucky number is 5.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
Your lucky dates are 5th, 14th, 23rd.
Your opposition sign is Pisces.
Your opposition number(s) is 3.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 155 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1988 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1988 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1988 in the US there were 2,389,000 marriages (9.7%) and 1,183,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1988 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1988 the population of Australia was approximately 16,687,082.
In 1988 there were approximately 246,193 births in Australia.
In 1988 in Australia there were approximately 116,816 marriages and 41,007 divorces.
In 1988 in Australia there were approximately 119,866 deaths.


Your birthstone is Sapphire

The Mystical properties of Sapphire

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Sapphire is used for clear thinking.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is
Lime Tree, the Doubt
Accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labour, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.


There are 252 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 265 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.



You entered: Cher Boon Piang
There are 13 letters in your name.
Those 13 letters total to 73
There are 5 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
French Female Variant of Cherie 'Dear one;darling'.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9

A Soul Urge number of 9 means:
With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.


http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp for yours =)


Thursday, April 17, 2008
[[msn]]

Lame section 2

boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (10:11:10 PM)
STUDY 109!!!
~b0o p|+~ How we study BS109 : boopity.blogspot.com says: (10:11:24 PM)
cant u freaking c my nick
~b0o p|+~ How we study BS109 : boopity.blogspot.com says: (10:11:27 PM)
I AM RESTING
boonie; the other boonie please study BS109!!!!!! stop typing with your toes. says: (10:12:03 PM)
SEE MY NICK
boonie; the other boonie please study BS109!!!!!! stop typing with your toes. says: (10:12:05 PM)
/haha
~b0o p|+~ How we study BS109 : boopity.blogspot.com says: (10:12:27 PM)
i have such a nice sister



[[t0fu]]

My tofu craze led me to hunt the tofus around the world.
Nah! Only exaggerating =P

This one is quite LE, seeing that it is inside a tofu plastic box!!



but it cost $18 :(

and it's small.


I want something bigger so I can thump it cui cui.

Er. Did I say thump ?





I mean hug *nods seriously*


No drive to study 109, it was as though exams were over for me yesterday.
Bah! Move on ;)


BS109 comic strip



Study! Don't play!
Else you will be like Mylo and Mago.


Wednesday, April 16, 2008
[[lame]]

The lame things I did:


With reference to the zi lian comic I sent her :
彤 says: (9:46:04 PM)u really very free hor..
彤 says: (9:46:19 PM)cute...
彤 says: (9:46:24 PM)very funny...lo...
彤 says: (9:46:26 PM)haha..
彤 says: (9:46:36 PM)i cant stop laughing...haha

then...

~b0o p|+~ says: (10:08:40 PM)sorry i usin toe type]
彤 says: (10:08:57 PM)very funny hor...
彤 says: (10:09:02 PM)usin toe type..
彤 says: (10:09:04 PM)haha
~b0o p|+~ says: (10:09:19 PM)so gt weird spelling
~b0o p|+~ says: (10:09:20 PM)AHHH~b0o p|+~ says: (10:09:22 PM)cramp!
~b0o p|+~ says: (10:09:25 PM)toe cramp!
彤 says: (10:09:57 PM)serve u right...haha..where got ppl use toe type when they can use their hands..
彤 says: (10:10:08 PM)aiyo...


Conversation with my sis, who was at the living room, teenagers these days connects by MSN even in close proximity
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:27:41 PM)
how's toe-typing?
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:27:49 PM)
cramping
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:27:51 PM)
n not doing
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:28:06 PM)
AHAHAHAH
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:28:06 PM)
how's tutu skirt?
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:28:16 PM)
tutu never reply me =(
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:28:33 PM)
nehh mind, i buy one tutu for you
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:28:45 PM)
i want tofu
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:28:54 PM)
WHOSE tofu?
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:29:23 PM)
you alrdy HAVE a tofu. a pink one
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:29:49 PM)
I want a big toufu
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:30:02 PM)
ok I will ask fdt to zi dong yi dian
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:30:17 PM)
if he zi dong
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:30:21 PM)
i wouldnt tell u
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:30:38 PM)
that's why i will help you hint hint to him
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:31:03 PM)
like next time he calls you I'll shout, "EHH SIS YOUR TOFU DAMN SMALL AND USELESS."
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:33:18 PM)
save a tree-- eat animals
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:33:32 PM)
har?
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:33:38 PM)
buy wil release methane
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:33:40 PM)
not funny meh?
~b0o p|+~ says: (11:33:45 PM)
no
boonie; I love humanity. It's people I cannot stand. says: (11:33:53 PM)
lousyyyyyyyy

Tricky 108.
Nevermind.
I had the above nightly entertainment.

Not to mention being Luppy's tour guide. (Interactive)
(p/s don't use crap again ok :P )

Oh yeah! I brought a tofu, not for myself though.
Damn. I feel like keeping it.


Tuesday, April 15, 2008
[[m@go]]

Mago showcase!

I love my Viewty phone =)





I love CS 2 =)


I love 108!!

Lastest addition HOHOHOHO!

Tomorrow is the start of my first paper.
I know very well that I would not have Eureka plastering all around me through the the whole month of April.
I know that I would not be able to smile through every question.

I shall go in and do my eff-ing best.
Kick the god damn paper in the ass (where ? ASS )

Okay. Enough for now.
I leave the comic as well wishes for those who are going through the same mental torture as me.


30 April quick quick come~~!!


Monday, April 14, 2008
[[yikes]]

It's Monday.
And my 108 is on Wednesday.
I am officially nervous.


That doesn't mean that I didn't have my dose of retail therapy yesterday *cheers*



And I would be meeting the person today yay!


My ON arrived in SG today *cheers*
Luppy is finally back and alive in SG today! *cheers*
(But, I forgot his birthday though :S)


I shall have my lunch and start 108 again!



My energy snack...



Gummy bears!
Purposely photoshop-ed

Lala, back to work.

Oh, and Brian, it's UNgrateful, not INgrateful *chortles*


Got my retail therapy!!
Yay!
Lazy to remove with mu remover, so try it tomorrow or something :D

Oh yes, apart from drinking hawthorn to lower cholesterol etc.
My mother made me this :



Hohoho


Sunday, April 13, 2008
[[wuuunnnderful]]

Life is wonderful~
First I couldn't get the drive to study for 108 then...


It rained.
My parents went out.
I have peace.


Then I started this thing about "I love 108" !!!
And all of a sudden, I found that I did (though, it might help if I know what 108 stands for)



Oh!! Is molecular biology
Ah wells, no harm done.


Ate my Hiyayakko again.
Googled it and found...

Tofu - magic for both body and taste buds

Natural refrigerant, anti-cancer agent, cholesterol combatant - the list of tofu's reputed health benefits is long. It is difficult to overrate just how good tofu (made from soy beans) can be for your health.

And it's cheap!
80 cents for this tidbit beats $1.40 for chips.
*nods*

off to bathe now~
I love biology!


Saturday, April 12, 2008
[[£^%^&^&]]

At first I wanted to scold the 4 golden letters.
Then...


Forget it.



Those tagboard posts were really god damn highly random.



In case there are some highly interested people, I have deleted them to save me from moral embarrassment.
One thing I am erm. bit happy about is at least they (he/she) read the posts.
And also, no bad or defamatory comments.



Though it takes some time, I shall and will delete comments from people whom I don't know, or put up stupid nicknames that I don't use with them.
I am seriously praying they are people whom I really don't know.
If they are people from SBS.
All I can say is that, I am extremely disappointed in their maturity level.


Anyway, back to my day.
The super blur me forgot to bring back my pencil case and 108!! lecture notes yesterday.
Went Yishun and met Derrick to collect them.
He looked damn funny with his "just-woke-up" look. *Sniggers*


Oh yes!
I had my Hiyyakko yesterday!
And I bought a new soy sauce -.- when the old one was still... 4/5 full ? Damn. My money!!


Okays.. I shall wait patiently for my dinner to walk back and sneak off to watch show. Or.. study ? (The thought of it scares me.)


Examinations will begin officially on 16 April for me.
One full month of torture despite having only 5 modules.
Ok. Scratch that.
3 full weeks of mental challenge.


When I am out of this,
I will be slightly stronger than before *cheers*

*Scurries off*
*I smell my dinner*


Damn! It's only my sis.


Thursday, April 10, 2008
[[great]]

This is just great.
I slept through about half (or even more) sessions of TCM.
Droning voice + untested content= Sleep.

Then.
I walked home in anticipation that I could finally have my hiyyakko.

NO.
I had CHINESE TOFU at home.
The soy sauce was a pathetic volume.

Ended up having Korean noodles.




Really nice.
Not.


Tuesday, April 08, 2008
[[entertainment]]

This is like the best entertainment in weeks. Read this from FP.

hello!

What i do for my bf include

1) wiping his body after he finished bathing
2) massage for him till he fall asleep
3) wipe his mouth after he ate, then use the same tissue to wipe my mouth again
4) get up early in the morning sometimes to travel from boon keng to bukit batok to surprise him and acc him to work and make break fast for him
5) always feed him food first and feed him the tastier food
6) call him back after he ring finish to save his pone bill
7) blow wind for him when he is hot
8) help him wear clothes after he bath finish


so what about u all?


This is what eyes widen in shock means.



Utterly degrading.
I would be even more shocked if it is a self willing degradation. (Hmm.. reminded me of mRNA degradation)




Anyway, I got something lame from dear too.
He sent me an E-Card from Neopets (we are still 9 years old. Wait. My bro plays club penguin now with all his puffles and all)

Since Easter is coming.
He sent:
" Happy Ester."

And so.
I send back
"Happy yeaster" and
"Happy aster"

And then.
He kept insisting that is astAr.

*slaps head*



Much better today.
Guessed is because I had the whole house to myself and there's no school :D
And oh yes! Sprees.


Break time from 107 means a quick look at any new sprees


Sunday, April 06, 2008
[[scared]]

A different kind of fear.
It's a wonder how I managed the distance on jelly legs.


A fear which I needn't have faced.
Now I still cannot relax fully.




Never.
Will.
This.
Ever.
Happen.
Again.


Friday, April 04, 2008
유감스러운

Resounding.

I guessed it shook both of us up.


What we had been through today, was akin to those screened on T.V.



One mistake led to another...
And another.


It's just a mere week gone and something got to happen again.
I thought the worst was over then.
Never expected that the worst was yet to come.



Seeing that exams are nearing,
I shall regressed.
Back to the old me.



those who cared doesn't know
those who don't cared wouldn't ask
they gossip
that's all.



[[.]]

I thought a good night sleep will make everything better.
I thought after leaving it for a night, it would turn out fine.


I still feel oddly detached from myself.
I am still in that "state of shock".
So much so that I couldn't even describe what exactly is my feelings and thoughts.


I thought talking it out would make me feel better.
It just seemed to unrest me even more, making the situation much more real than it should be.



This would be one thing that I have to try my best to forget.
This would be one thing that have to be forgotten.
To put aside.


I have read something about "Dont' take the pencil attitude in life"
It talked about how life is just a unidirectional motion.
That our "eraser" wouldn't be there to erase bad memories or wrongdoings.
That we don't have a privilege of even possessing that eraser and saved it for what ifs.


I liked to turn back time.
I jolly well know that it wouldn't happen.

I liked to move forth.
But it wouldn't happen till I settle this entanglement.
Before it strangles me.


Self-wallowing like any other emotions is self indulgence.
Yet, can someone please tell me how to not think of what has happened ?


Thursday, April 03, 2008
[[choices]]

Been writing the reflection for BMS101 so yep..



What is it about the things we want ?
I wanted this course since I heard of it.
No idea where does it lead to or what can I do after it.


Then when I finally had it.
Finally experience the parts of the course.
I regretted it.

I regretted having this want.
I regretted submitting to this temptation of having a bright lit future.
I began to have thoughts of me disappointing my parents.
I had the thoughts of me being disappointed in myself.


The sense of euphoria, of relief, of certainty weren't there.




That was then.


Writing the reflection made me felt at peace with myself.
It made me realized things that I took for granted then. (like the fact that I knew I will get in)
It was after some time that I was thankful.
Thankful that I am learning this genre of history.

Although I see some uncertainties, like the fact that I breakdown while studying etc...


Ah wells.
Been through this train of thoughts just now.
So... 此物非彼物


Wednesday, April 02, 2008
[[38]]

Derrick told me something that made me felt that I was fated to interact with 38s this coming holiday.

It's not that I position myself somewhere higher than the 38's level (in fact I self admit that I was one and the equilibrium of people liking and hating me is more or less 50%, sometimes more when I exceedingly rude and loud)

The fact that even 38's have different genre matters.



You can't mix 2 different species and expect them to be BBFs.
Some miracles do happen, when one grudgingly allowed the intrusion of space.
Mating surprisingly do occur, though more often than not, resulting in inviable offsprings.



Even at molecular level humans are antisocial.
Look at the way our immune system work.

Even at molecular level self interest come first.



So.
The only type of conversation I would be having with other species of 38s would be,

Can you pass me a fork ? Thank you.





Times like this made me thankful that my species of 38s weren't in endangered or extinction mode.
Drew 3 mice to explain cancer to my gang. Hahaha, for the kick of it.




Maybe I am too picky about friends for my own good.
Maybe first impression shouldn't count that much.
Maybe looks really don't mean much and beneath that loathsome outlook, there might be a pure kind heart.

Maybe.



Somehow I almost always wasn't wrong.