An Apple And The Pasture

Thursday, January 31, 2008
[[br|d3sm@|d]]

27 dresses.

Much anticipated (at least by me).
Left me with some disappointment.
Draggy at some point of time. Lack of development at the others.

Nonetheless, it's true to what reviewers said. Throw in some handsome and pretty actors. A relatively decent plot. Oh yes, and a must: The ambience. You'll soon have couples flocking into the cinemas.

Then again. It's so cool to have 27 gowns.
Just imagine the cost *drools*

One thing I have to agree though, is what Jane and Kelvin liked about weddings.
I think I might just like that too.

Kevin: What about you? You don't have any needs?
Jane: No. I'm Jesus.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
[[??]]

Came across this,
People will always find excuses to fulfill their hidden motives.

Reckon this might come into play in the near future.
Best to jot it down aye ?

Nothing much to type on, considering the past days had been all mundane studying. (Hell, just thinking of it made me bored)

Right.
Back to my mundane life then.

Monday, January 28, 2008
[[b3au+|fu|]]

What a beauuuuuutiful day.
Did you take a look at the clouds this morning ?

Alas,
I have an impending flu.
Thankfully though, with the sore throat dying down.

Oh yes, I am also thankful that I am out of the situation, that I might otherwise get stuck in if I persist.
Once out, I see more things.

Step out.
Stop putting your head into things you don't belong.
The more you do, the more uncomfortable you will get.
Be yourself.

We will always welcome you.
Think and reflect, is that how you want to be ?

Saw somethings much to my dislike, but nonetheless I have to accept it.
It wouldn't go away with much begging or whining or cursing.
Let it be. Let it be.

!!! I forgot.
I had a fun time with a baby girl on train just now.
So sweet and oh so long eyelashes *envious*

I had my 1st installment paid to me yesterday.
In the form of live mp3.
Tsk tsk.
The mp3 was spoilt.
Couldn't make out the lyrics.
Limited songs.
Must be like...
24MB ?

Why did my ma 愛烏及屋 ?
Aiyer.. 忘恩負義. Cornflakes not chao da can!

Sunday, January 27, 2008
[[不想懂得]]

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是幸福的

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的
我愿意一秒钟放弃全宇宙
只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得多不懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得多不懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的

[[f0rg0++3n]]

Do we truly forget the past, or let it sit snugly in our sub-conscious mind?
Snapshots... take the best moments in our life.
Videos, record every minute between the snapshots.

How would you view your younger self when you caught it on screen ?
Was it just the cuteness ? Or how sweet your voice sounded ?
I saw things I didn't knew were there at that point of time.

If I have known, what happened later might not.
For the better or the worse.

Take my sister for example.
If I knew back then, she idolized me so much, that small fight wouldn't had happen.
I would have been able to bridge the gap much sooner instead of last year.

I was always the one in charge.
Of my sister.
Of my brother.
I didn't knew then.
I thought it was a privilege of being older.

What feelings that were hidden, were all uncovered. Exposed.
What little memories I had of the past, surfaced, to the extent that I could even remember how was it like back then, what was I thinking back then.

How do you see your past ?

Saturday, January 26, 2008
[[cvd]]

噢，沒有人在家。
周末下午，難得的時間。
收拾心情的時間。

SY 的一針見血。
YH 的 auntie 風格。
Simone 的默默陪伴。

一時也講不清。

腦裡有很多想法。
Blog about CVD later then.

***Edited***
Didn't have much positive things to blog about CVD, so I shall just end this post with happy snapshots.

SIck.
It's there something like an anti virus software to clear it ?
Yes.
I think there is.
It's call mindset.

[[h+h+]]

2008 started off weird.
Good weird. Bad weird. What have you nots.

A new status to my name, gotten people to shun.
Saying that "Three's a crowd"
Does that rule apply even in big groups too ?
I seriously wonder.

Had the htht I wanted.
Finally.
It's been a long time since we last talked.
Felt nice, to have someone older to talk to.
Have no qualms as to the language I used.
No matter how blur you were.
Or how slow. lol.

Some issues to address.
Agony aunt for some, it seemed.
Must start to charge already.

To the one who have no life.
Get a life.
Korean at NTU as promised.
See you soon

To the one in "rut"
You are not in rut.
I am sorry I couldn't be of much assistance.
Secrets and Present will help. I'm sure.

To the one tangled.
Let's hope you will get over it soon.

To the one "itchy"
Itchy crash course! Ahaha.
Else SM liao Wahahaha.

It's official.
I have sorethroat.
And I am still up ?

Say Hi and Smile!
Ok in this case. Good morning =)

Thursday, January 24, 2008
[[r@nd0m]]

Saw this in the newspaper.
人們或許可以選擇不記得，但無法選擇遺忘

There's lots more random things I would like too post up.
Since it involved multiple characters, i would get confuse when I refer back to this time again.

Urgh.

Hand itchy.
Couldn't stand it.
I shall type some random words.

台階。
下台。
判斷。

思想。
推測。

要求。
失落。

Oh yes.
There's this one funny thing about us.
When we keep on insisting that this is the truth of a particular incident when it isn't,
The lie becomes the truth.
We think that it is the truth.
That's scary.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
[[l|f3]]

Derrick said, " No life."

Life starts then.

Tired.
Too tired.

What's the purpose ?
What's the point of even mentioning ?

Laugh when cue.
Talk when needed.
Otherwise, keep quiet.

That's the way.

[[心碎]]

何曾聽過心碎聲？
我第一次聽到。
響亮得很。

女孩子
口是心非
又知多少？

The ability to self heal is considered as the utmost importance.
Mechanisms vary.
Each, having its own surprise ending.
Before I am accused of thinking too far, too long again.
I shall end here.

Sunday, January 20, 2008
[[n3op3+s]]

" Ahh.. people can sometimes be stupid about their pets" said Hagrid wisely

It's apparent that I was freaking bo liao la.
Awww... my Kacheek has eyelashes! So kawaii can. (Cue:Bimbo!)

This Korbat is supposedly a brave knight but was unfortunately trapped.

It seemed that I have taken vain to another whole new level.
Right!
To sleep!

[[sund@y]]

Lazy Sunday.
Activities kept me sane.
Music kept me lucid.

Delving of self.
Those what ifs question ?
Those whys?
Those why nots?
Those whats ?

.I need that assurance.

Saturday, January 19, 2008
[[p@s+]]

Olympus sent me a letter.
Apparently that was the letter I need to declare my taxes.
Stupid adult world.
I still have to declare even though I practically have nothing to my name.
Eeks.

On a brighter note, I saw Zi Qing on train yesterday.
Brought back those memories of CC'06.
Sze Hong. Cheng Han. Wen Jie. Nelson.
Hah.
Those name sounded so foreign.
Not to mention the shit work Luppy and I did.
Oh, what about the fleeting crush ?

It's been 2 years already ?
Time really flew.
CC'08
With ZQ as the co-ordinator.

That phase of my life is over.
Moving on.

Friday, January 18, 2008
[[cr@mps]]

Didn't think I had to be all evasive about cramps on my own blog.

Mother of all cramps I should say.
Combined that with sore legs, nausea and light fainting spells.
Excellent recipe for torment.

I swore I wouldn't eat whatever stuffs that incurred the wrath of the cramps monster.
That's slightly too difficult.
First, I had to find which of the stuffs are forbidden.

If anything, the cab ride home brought another organ to pain.
My heart.
I officially owed Thong Thong $10 and the whole ride cost $17.
Never had I seen the meter beat so fast.
One moment I was sleeping ($2.80) the next it became $4.00.

Uninterrupted sleep till 7.30pm made me felt better.
And worse at the same time.
I missed lecture.
Thanks to the monster.
Damn it.

Reckoned I should be well tomorrow.
Not in any position to go out though.

Sigh.
It's hard to be a girl.

Thursday, January 17, 2008
[[sm1|3s]]

The afternoon today was freaking hot.
Studied the chinese module with some interruptions.

It was supposedly a much more exciting day, but somehow I am having writer's block now.
So I shall leave it as it is then.

Nearly White Houses
Nearly.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
[[15012008]]

First birthday celebrated this year.
Due to the Prima Deli incident, we switched to Swensen's cake. (I knew 8 years old ain't anything important hah!)

Posted up a single decent shot.
The rest was...
hmm.
Indescribably disgustingly hilarious
That sounded about right.

I liked today =)
CBC801 should be the only lecture I liked.
Coz I had it with my gang. ^^

It takes time to know people.
Always had to constantly remind myself no one could have tolerance level that top theirs.
That didn't mean I was fault free though.

Right.
Guessed not much elaboration is necessary.

[[a|r]]

Things to blog:
Bro's birthday.

Since I didn't upload yesterday's photos.

Here's a quickie on latest Apple product.

Macbook Air.
Boasting a thin size of:

Height:
0.16-0.76 inch (0.4-1.94 cm)
Width:
12.8 inches (32.5 cm)
Depth:
8.94 inches (22.7 cm)
Weight:
3.0 pounds (1.36 kg)

My Macbook suddenly felt ancient even though it's barely a year old.

Prices from USD 1799
Anyone ?

Tuesday, January 15, 2008
[[3@r|y]]

This is what you get when you woke up earlier than you are supposed to.

See See See!! Click here!!!

Hoops and Yoyo.
It gets me everytime.
I love hoops and yoyo!
No matter how annoying they are. Hahaha.

That freak 107 REFUSED to post any lecture notes nor tutorials. Despite the fact that today is 107 day.
Rah!

What should I do now ?

Sunday, January 13, 2008
[[@|t@d0r]]

3 times.
Slept late.
Pillow wet.
Cried before I slept or cried during my sleep ?

Road to "hell" is paved with "good intention" ?

When I repeatedly said something,
shouldn't that be taken as utmost importance ?
Just like lecturers do ?

Nevermind.
It's over.

So freak tempted to say something with regards to neopets.
*sniggers* I shall zip my mouth.
Altador's plot was fun.
But I had to zip my mouth.
Not suppose to disturb.

Conclusion ?
My mouth is still zipped up.

631,XXX
Have or not ?
Wahahhaa.

Saturday, January 12, 2008
[[|r0ny]]

The irony of girls.
Ok. That's just me.

I want to go out.
I don't know where to go.

I want to sleep.
I don't want to sleep.

I want to eat.
I had eaten.

I want to talk to someone.
I might just bite the person's head off.

I want someone to accompany.
I might just lash out on the person.

I want to beat people.
I might ended up kicking people.

I want to buy clothes.
I don't know what clothes to buy.

I want to change this mood.
It just kept amplifying.

I know it's best to leave me to be.
I don't want that to happen though.

It's hard to shift the state of mind right now.
The irony of me in pms mode.

To prevent myself from being a danger to anyone, I had....
switch off my phone.
Appear offline on msn.
Appear invisble on skype.

So there.

Friday, January 11, 2008
[[p@r3n+s]]

Meet the parent session part 2.
Location: My house.
Parties involved: My parent, my brother, my pig sister (who was asleep), Zi Qiang and me.
*guffaws* so much so for the fretting.

4 "course" meal.
My sis thought we would have a good meal, thanks to ahem, important guest.
Turned out it was a disappointment.
That's what you get when my parents guessed that ZQ is my bf eons ago.
See lah! Come my house so many times.
Tsk tsk.

*sniggers*
I love the word "snigger"
My sis told me, that's what my mom did in our room whenever I disappeared into the bathroom for half an hour.

Oh yes.
I made an observation.
Is this the new-age parents kinda thing or was it just our families ?

In the past( okay, from tv shows)
It's kinda like a must to "meet the parents"
Kana grill by their intensive questions.
Fretting over what appropriate gifts to buy.

Now ?
It's like we are practically begging for this to happen.
Best part ?
We didn't share the same dining timing.
No 人口調查。
No fun!
Eeks!

So sian.
Right ?

My mom 人口調查 after he left.
人口調查 me.
When she's supposed to 調查 him.
%^$%&%^*@#%

Nevermind.
She sniggers.
That's all I want.
AHAHAHAHA.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008
[[sh@rkf|n]]

Correction: Not broadcasting, publishing is more suitable.

Impact of Chem on Society.
Nice prof.
Ultra speechless.

Went J8.
Zi Qiang was being so kind seeing that it was my pms week.
Haha.
Fukahire.
Woot!
Damn nice.
Especially when the auntie fill the whole pack with it.

Felt like holidays all over again.
Wahahaha.

I am freaking laughing.
Add me as neofriend ?
*sniggers*
Noob!!
Ok, off to play neopets!

Monday, January 07, 2008
[[0n3]]

Day one of school.
Couldn't comprehend what difference did it made.
Nevermind, it would die down soon. I hope.

醫古文 wasn't as bad as I thought.
Least I could understand most of it.

Tired.
Ok, I shall play Neopets now.
"Trouble at Neopian Bank" is best played with 2 players.

這是一種學問。
如何在對的時候說對的話，想對的東西.
是否深奧得看辯解能力。

這是一種學問。
你學會了嗎？

Sunday, January 06, 2008
[[3nd]]

06012008 marked the end of my life.
My relaxed life I should put it.
Oh the horror!!!
Oh the sorrows!!
Oh the despair!!!
Tomorrow is Monday!!!
Sem 2 offically starts.

13 weeks.
65 days.

Chinese New Year come quick!!

Last day of holidays..
Where were you ?

After a nice afternoon...

I was at Zi Qiang's house.
"Meet the parent" session.
Hah!

Felt so freak uncomfortable showing up with empty hands.
That's the reason for Royce.

Dinner was freakin filling.
My ma lost hands down.
Hahaha.

Time.
Never enough.
Yes ?

Saturday, January 05, 2008
[[s|33p]]

It's... 2 days more to school and I caught a bug.
A bug named " bio clock messing up in progress"
Shit.

I am beginning to sleep later than 2 and wake up at 1 or 2 or 3 (depends.)
This is very bad.

On a happier note, I got the elective which I didn't exactly want but... my timetable looked better with it than any other so... oh wells.
I've got gang's lunch on Wed! Of which we will go for the same lecture! Yippee =)
No words can describe how glad I was when I found out that I have their company.
Needn't care about those people.
Peace.

Righty, onwards to Neopets ?
Or sleep ?

Yeah yeah sue me.
I play neopets.
Hahahahaha, a newly founded habit. Again.

Thursday, January 03, 2008
[[最近还好吗]]

挑一张耶诞卡写上
满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得
一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都
已没有权利表达(没有权利表达)
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬(都还尴尬)
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

Been reading through '06 posts.
Thought of this random song.

With this blog getting more and more views,
With this url getting more and more public,
There are lesser things I could write on.
More. To encrypt.

Even the most trusted, shouldn't be the one you pour all your secrets to.
Right ?

One more thing.
Tag people!
So I know you were here =P