An Apple And The Pasture

Wednesday, November 28, 2007
[[m@r@+h0n]]

I am not running any marathon soon.
Or anywhere in the future either.
Walking is good ok.

Started the movie marathon yesterday.
I would lose my sense of judgement soon you know,
by watching so many movies.
Deciding that all are good and not crap.
Hah.

Like this song from "A lot like love"

Brighter Than Sunshine.

Watched "I not stupid too"
Right, a relatively backdated movie.
Despite the sensationalization of how Singapore education and kids were like,
crux of the story was well put through.

Similar ideas to Nanny Diaries. Though it was diluted in the latter.

Ok.
I promised to pack my room.
I shall do it now.

Next show : 我在政府部門的日子

Come on people! One last paper! One last obstacle to freedom. Kick it in its ass. (But, must find the ass 1st ) ;)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
[[I]]

It is a crime to be awake at 11am, first exam-free day.
it is illegal to be woken up at 11 am by a sms.
So Jenn ought to be executed.

Ahahahaha.

Nah, quite surprised that he was (despite the twin soul label) the first to actually bridge back contacts apart from msn-ing
Not that it meant something exceptionally good =P

Righty.
Should I procrastinate (again) that long overdued packing ?
Should I watch the movies which I failed to yesterday ?
Should I snuggle into my bed ?

Hmmm.
Suddenly with all these choices, exams didn't seem that tougher.

*Clink* Cheers to life people.

Skip 2 to 1.

Monday, November 26, 2007
[[n@nny]]

Examination ended in a fashion.

Maybe the word fashion was a little understated.

Sorry for the insensitive rage.

Insensitive and thoughtless.

Selfish and self obsessed.

Turned to movies for the night.

The Nanny Diaries.

It's one thing to read the book.

It's quite the other to view the show.

A highly adapted movie. Much accuracy.

It showed a little of the high, charmed life of the mommies in the show.

A stark contrast to how lonely the little boy felt.

Words failed. Or maybe I failed at words.

So it is a must watch.

Not to mention an additional bonus for the girls.

Havard Hottie!

Not him!!! The one below!!

Chris Evans - acted in Fantasitic 4 too.

Havard Hottie! cheers!!

In case if there is anyone aspiring to be an Upper East Side mother,

Try if you can recognize majority of the places and events you ought to know below:

Bergdorf The Mark Four Seasons Gagosian Parent Society Meeting The Met Club Med Collegiate Pissarro show at Guggenheim benefit Bloomberg La Grande Nut Wall Street Journal Financial Times Nantucket Southhampton Cangon Ranch in Lenox

Fifth Avenue

[[b|0m0|]]

I wait in anticipation.
The fact that I will regain my freedom today.
Never have I want an exam to end this badly.

Amidst the excitement comes worry.
This time, (rather quite different),
Worry is coupled with 無奈

Not sure why I'd feel this way.
This might be the downfall of the whole exam.
Not sure either.
We'll see how it goes then.

3 times a day routine.
Somehow I am not sick of it.

“The key to winning is poise under stress." - Paul Brown
Soon. Soon. In a moment.

Sunday, November 25, 2007
[[f|n@|]]

I pointedly refused to eat the tasteless bun.
Okay, not tasteless.
But still.

I reiterate that I did not asked my dad to buy breakfast for me.
Knowing full well that he's sick it would exceedingly 任性 of me to do that.
Naturally, it came as a surprise that he actually did.

I needed no reminders that he's sick.
I needed no one to reprimand me about this.
I couldn't force myself to eat the bun.
I chose not to eat.

He went downstairs again.
This time to polish the bike.
To give up his "老婆" like that mustn't be easy.

To the rest of my friends with more papers to go:
Whenever the horizon looked as though it could never be any darker, have faith.
For those who felt down after each and every paper,
“Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.” - Winston Churchill

“When stress is at it's highest, just know it can only go down.” - Tom Rataj
Keep faith.

Saturday, November 24, 2007
[[+3@rs]]

Year 2007.
God knows how much tears I weeped this year.
And the volume is still increasing.

Earlier on I was complaining about me not being involved in other people's lives.
Being super out ever since I went university.
That gave only a guilty feeling.

Yet being out on family news brought so much more.
I just heard the news that my dad is selling the motor.
No wait. He sold it already.
I only knew it now.

The tears blurred not only vision, but also the intention of them.
Am I crying for the deal or what ?

Looking down at the carpark, where my dad was giving it a final wash,
I realised I was crying again about my dad.
Being exceptionally silly I know.
Couldn't help it.

What's the intention for selling it?
What's the intention of being so active in trying go overseas this year ?
Couldn't help but think that it was a one last stance to bring the family together again before in a few years times.. we go our separate ways.

I really love my dad.

長大了。
在乎的事，多了。

人老了。
容易滿足，感動。

如過說現在的眼淚是因為以前很少哭而欠下來的，
現在讓我一次哭夠。
以後。。。可以。。。不再哭了。
可是。。。好像沒那麼簡單吧？

[[dr|v3]]

Trying to find the drive to end the examination with flourish.
Trying.. Trying..

Still trying.

104.
What's so difficult right ?
Stupid structures here and there.
Senseless function to remember.
Easy like 123.
Even this can't psycho me.

"Miss. You have 2 days to the end of exams.
Then you can nua alllll you like.
You want what time sleep also can.
What time wake up also can.
Don't want wake up also can. "

"Study. Please.
Finish this with a nice little full stop and not exclaimation mark."

So much for my self-psycho.

Tie the "必勝" band to our heads and let's pia!

“Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out It's all about timing.” - Stacey Charter
我們很吵

Friday, November 23, 2007
[[p@mp3r]]

Life....

Life officially begins at 1530 hours 26/11/2007.
Life involves going siao at Jurong Point Zone X arcade
Life means going to kor's house and play the whole day with Ryan.
Life includes reading the whole Book 7 again at kor's house
Life entails going out to Coffee Club, to Esplanade
Life refers to me being social incast
Life implys more gatherings :)
Life brings sleep, comfort.

Last but not least.
Life bring pampering!

Sent my orders for pampering already.
Shall receive a week or 2 later.
Woots!

“Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.”

Thursday, November 22, 2007
[[post103]]

One word to describe MB103.
Luck.

One word to describe post MB103.
Pain.

Never had I felt so nervous for an exam before to feel so happy after that.
Finally a nice turning point.
Maybe because of the nature of the questions.
Maybe because I s/u it.
So for once I needn't care about grades.

It felt good.
Damn good.

Not to mention the fact that I could write 5 pages worth of content just simply by smoking through and needn't care a hoot about which comes after what.

Have I seriously chose the right course ?
This question have been playing inside my head since... ya.

I love marketing.

[[pre-MB103]]

At Yt's hall....
While I was tempted to sleep early on (and I did), I am not tempted now.
" 睡意全醒"

Panic!!!
" Pride comes before a fall"
Exceptionally true in this case, when I realised my marketing book is a goner.
There is really a difference between Introduction and Principles. Shit.

Is's 45mins to the examination.
Never been so scared of an examination before.
Consider the irony that I have actually s/u this.
I wonder how other people who did not s/u are feeling ?

On a brighter note, 1 more paper after marketing.
Right.
收拾心情.
Bring out that faux-confidence.

It's really no fun hiding stuffs. Lost time made up?

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
[[BS205]]

Today's study group was effective. (I supposed =P can't give too much credit)

Least I started work earlier.

Hmmmmm.. nothing much to comment.

Just that it was just damn freaking funny about "spoilt plans" ?

Ahahahaha.

Nonetheless it was fun.

Especially when we were looking through my baby photos.

Ahhh!! I am still as cute as ever!

Say yes.

I will not show the strawberry photos

I am not handsome lor!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
[[g0sh]]

I returned from the podcast live update.

Was it me ? Or just everybody ?

Somehow I was so deep into my own life that I failed to recognize other people's.

Apparently the wedding 風波 had not yet ceased.

From there, and my aunt's attitude, I could only agree with " Precious Family"

"父母對子女們的愛，永遠是單戀的。"

Not that my 3rd aunt's house was in any way peaceful.

Nonetheless, it changed my opinion about my 2nd brother again.

Again, for the better.

家合萬事興

When ?

I am so glad for my family.

Love them.

[[s+@+s]]

If I have known this, I would have updated my firmware long ago.

Yay! I need not blog in html form anymore. Though I liked it.

And and! There is auto spelling check everywhere =)

Spot checked on friend at 8am, before going back to sleep. Yawnz... thanks to my cousin's sms, I wouldn't be awake now.

Decided to dedicate some time yesterday on MSN. I must say it is good ? In a sense that I've got to know things I never exactly knew before ? That we were all so upfront for once ?

"Be candid with everyone" - Jack Welsh.

Yes I will try.

I'm waiting to see whether would I have my cupcakes in December.

I guess this is it.

Monday, November 19, 2007
[[h@ppy]]

Shan't complain much about 101 yeah ?

Meet up with friend on the way home.

It's been some time since we last met.

Reckoned the time is just perfectly sufficient to catch up ;)

Happy ?

Or deliriously so ?

Right. Back to studies. MB103!!!

Apparently, I am not willing to study. Nvm!!!

A smile playing on my lips

[[BS101]]

Thanks boss for the early message that was supposed to send yesterday =P

Tried hard to wake up after the sms, but ended up sleeping till 8.25am before another call at 8.28am.
Effectively, ahem, you owed me 5 mins!! 5 minutes!!! Is. A. Lot.
Nonetheless thanks.

Okay, hours before 101, still at a lost as to what I don't know.
Though I must say it is less than before.
Let's hoped I have enough strength for my plans later after the exam.
It's enough.

Ok now what did Charles Darwin theroize ? Duh, Evolution. Natural selection.
In ?
*vaguely* The 1800's
Whatever.

2 weeks. 2 long weeks. 2 more weeks. Let's beat this

Sunday, November 18, 2007
[[|nsp|r@+|0n]]

A little toilet motivation.
After this BS 101 I can breathe better.
Slightly but better nontheless.

Came across that song cuister sent long time ago during the dark times

Secondhand Serenade

I like this song

BOB, BOC lessons resume right after exams, no sleeping allowed. Your call.

Saturday, November 17, 2007
[[自戀]]

Allow me to 自戀 a bit.
That's where I get my self esteem.
Ahahaha.

(Editor's note: It is not ghost. Someone should know precisely what I am talking about. ahem.)

[[sc|3nt|s+s]]

Thanks to the forwarded mail by Irene, I've got rebuttals as to why scientists make a good boyfriend too.
My comment ? Okay lor =p

Dreams are getting weirder by the day.
Nonetheless some possible hints
Third orbital's name is Mark and he's a policeman
*chortles*
Someone must be positively flipping.

Song of the moment: Natural by S Club 7

I want this. Now.

There's swings in Sembawang. Ahahaha

Friday, November 16, 2007
[[同纇]]

同纇: 風停了又吹，我忽然想起誰？
世界有時候孤單的很，需要另一個同纇

Been listening to the past album of Stefanie.
Nah, not exactly lonely, just exams and all.

It's been a week plus already.
And I did not realise.
Sigh.
Thank goodness for modern communication services.

I want dinner
I want a developed mid-point

Thursday, November 15, 2007
[[@g@|n]]

I scarcely remembered that I have 4 more exams papers.
Maybe that's why I followed the rest to the arcade.
I was soooo tempted to shoot some hoops.
Too bad, my veins are complaining.

Nonetheless, I have to reiterate that I did not spoil that bishi bashi button.
I did not

Oh yes. Interesting call #2.

Her: Sigh.
Me: Yes?
Her: I want a boyfriend
Me: What ? ( distracted)
Her: I want a boyfriend.
Me: (incredulously) You want a boyfriend ?
Her: Yes, I need it.
Me: (sacarstic) Then go and buy lor.
Her: You don't understand.
Me: I don't understand ?! Mind you, your last relationship is only a few months ago.
Her: Yes! Is a few months ago, that's why I need one now. That guy suck. Let's not go into it.

Me: (die die also want talk about it.) You chose him. What's more, what makes you think your new one will be great?
Her: I will open my eyes big big, stick to my criteria.
Me: Or rather, what makes you think your so-called "the one" wants you ?
Her: Why am I even talking about this to you ? You are so mean.
Me: Because I always speak sense, and you refused to listen. (Editor's note: Right I know this sounded bhb. )

Me:(serious) Look, you WANT a bf. You DON'T NEED a bf.
Her: (impatient) NOOOOOO I need one. I need someone I can rely on, someone I can talk to...
Me: About what ? How sucky your past relationships were ?
Me: For goodness sake. Stop this. How many times must I say!!
Me: If you can't even take care of yourself, can't even muster that self confidence what makes you think people are going to like you ?
Me: Have a little more self-respect please, and not look all thrashed out and weak like those abandoned animals and wish that someone will pick you up.

Her: (after some contemplation) Sigh. I still want one.

-End-

I thought I'd not have anymore such people as friends.
When are they going to learn ?
Fwinnnneeeee!!! Everyone's been treating my words like rubbish.
Nonetheless, I hoped (sincerely hoped) that at least some of you agreed with me that, the lead female character(is not me in this case hor!) is a ......
a......

Desparado.

More interesting conversation coming up. Stay tuned! ( I guess.)

[[BS103]]

Trying to remember zillion of reactions with their arrows flying here and there in just less than half a day is not enough.
Remembering meaning of Absolute configuration to Zaitsev's rule requires slightly more time as well.
What about those carbon-carbon bond formation reactions ?
The ones that take 2C or less like Acylcation (dependent on ur R) or that which takes more like Wittig.

Was nearly on the verge of exploding yesterday, with the ultimate stress.
Thank goodness there were people to pacify me.
Of coz, irritants who told me, try not to forget.
I frigging can't control all right ?

多麼希望我能從容不迫地幹掉BS103
展示你感覺不到的那份信心，借此希望你會最終擁有那份信心。

I will give everything just for that extra day.
Well, ok not everything. 90% ?
Things like friendship, family I can't give.

Magos. Bloster. They are just not the same.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007
[[HE191]]

In about 13 days time this would be over
In about 4.5hours time I would be in Nanyang Audi.
In about 3 minutes time I should have blogged finish.

In about N-years that perhaps would be over.

Nice way to start the day.
Rain.
Cool weather.
Just enough for me to snuggle back into my bed, talking on the phone.
Weird dreams about gangsters and ballerinas.
Couldn't make a head or tail out of it.

Wrote this comment to my gang:
Ok.
What's wrong with me ?
I have econs exam tomorrow and I am still on friendster.

To be fair, all 5 of you are receiving the same message.
In a personalised way.

XXX同學(I seriously hoped I got your china name right) (and by this I meant personalised)
雖然你有可能（probabilty not high though)為考試擔心，
也許準備的不夠多。
請不要灰心！！！

全力kick examinations in the butt!!! Whack the paper!!!
YEAH!!!

All the best =)

We will regain our freedom this end of NOV !! Woots!

I always have this habit not to reply to any of those "good luck" and "all the best" messages.
I exceptionally dislike writing them as well.
So to be fair, it is really almost the same for all my gang mates.

Instead of making everything sound so fake and copied, i chose to send to specific few =)
and I am sure that yours is the most personalized already.

Oh yes. Before I forgot.
People taking org chem on Thurs.
Helium has 2 electrons. 1 Quantum shell 1s2.
Neon has 10 electrons. 2 quantum shell. 1s2 2s2 2p6.
Quantum shells must be filled for the element to be inert.
Not sub shell.
REMEMBER IT IS NOT sub-shell

Mago is mine. It's whack. Not wack.

[[w3dd|ng]]

Picture this:
a) You can't go for a wedding dinner
b) You are stuck at home studying Economics, the world and blah.

Here comes a SMS.
Anticipating a message from your loved ones in this lonely (but happily spent) night. Thinking that it would be a message of concern.

In the end....

They sent you an image of your favourite food. Reminding that you don't have the 福氣 to savour it.

When you finally calm down. Here comes another 諷刺SMS

Please don't be jealous of my wacky, fun filled family.
If you are really jealous.

Please take an application form from me to register.
Position currently available :
Daughter - In - Law X1 ( Must not be like Yang Gui Fei)
Son - in - law X2 ( Exceedingly hard position, considering one is self proclaimed "les" and the other one has high standards)

Thank you.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
[[f0u|]]

本小姐is in a foul mood.
Thanks to the sudden realization that I would not be able to watch 致父親母親 on Wednesday.
That is, in case you are too toot to realise, is tomorrow.

What's so special about tomorrow's episode ?
He will be whining about being sick.
AND I WANT TO SEE IT.
Urgh!!

The freaking econs paper ends at 7.30PM tomorrow.
And the examination venue is in NTU.
How the heck am I suppose to reach home within 5 mins to catch the last 25minutes ?

Just how much more must I sacrifice for examinations?

Not to mention the Internet went kooky before I wanted to blog.
And my toot brother don't know what it means by refresh when I restarted the network.
That pissed me off further, how the hell could he use Internet all day and don't know REFRESH
In any case you don't as well, it is a simple click of the F5 button. Remember ?

Now. Who could be so kind as to lend me the VCD ?
I only need episode 57.
Best part is the video ain't available on You Tube. Nor Crunchy Roll. No, not Stage 6 either.

Oh yes speaking of which.
To irk me even further,
tonight is the wedding dinner.

While I already accepted the fact (read: sacrifice) that I would not be there to eat whatever that is good there,
and deciding that night alone at home would be absolutely fantastic.
I forgot about one thing.
That my WHOLE FAMILY ARE HOME RIGHT NOW.
and I CAN HEAR THE FRIGGING VACUUM CLEANER.

Whoever invented vacuum cleaner ought to be shot.

I am officially in my PMS mode.

Monday, November 12, 2007
[[r@|n]]

Before I begin anything. Let me end this with a statement.
Ryan is my nephew
I did not accidentally charm another guy and add him to the queue ( or lack thereof ? you decide.) of love waiting.
*chortles*
*bursts out laughing*

Okay okay, way tooo much exaggeration over my reactions.
Ahem, so yes. Nephew.

Anyway, what a wonderful day to have a bit of lie in.
Sadly I am still on the 10.30am routine. (Which will be abolished with immediate effect on 27.11.2007, I can't wait.)
Went downstairs to buy my lunch.
Walking like an old lady for fear of slipping and falling.

不可以生病，因為有人要管.
That much I'd say.

Seemed like the podcast would not be stopped even after the whole wedding fiasco.
Apparently there are more real incidents which I would not want to linger too long on.

There is nothing to do, but let it take you

Sunday, November 11, 2007
[[g|rls]]

I know I am exceedingly distracted.
That's why I am here again to blog.
Friend called in the midst of me doing summaries for econs.

Him: WHY CAN'T YOU GIRLS SAY EVERYTHING OUT ?! What have I done wrong????
Me: (sighs) What is it ?
Him: She refused to talk to me.
Me: Busy ? Distracted ?
Him: No. It's different, I can tell.
Me: (rolls eyes) Well, if you can tell, you can't tell what't wrong ?
Him: Urgh!

Me: Like I said just now (scroll below to see), she was hoping that you understand without her saying.
Him: I AM NOT HER!!
Me: That's what happen when we take each other for granted. Yet in essence, that's how girls are. There are just some things they can't say. Just like sexual intimation, you don't expect her to start right ?
Him: Well, it's the 21st century.
Me: (sighs) Not everyone is like that. That's why the label " inequality of sexes"

Me: Why doesn't she talk to you?
Him: (shrugs) I guessed it because I was on the phone.
Me: Shit. I am not the cause yeah ?
Him: She doesn't know you are my advisor.
Me: (growing hysterical) ARE YOU CRAZY ?! Put down the phone this instant, and go talk to her. Or at least try.
Him: SHE REFUSE
Me: I KNOW! Just treat her like a volcano. Tread carefully. Girls bear grudges.
Him: Sigh.
Me: Your choice remember ?

and the conversation goes dead.

If only this was one of the examination questions I would be getting.
I think I would ace it.

It's funny how school does not teach you life.
How it does not teach you social interaction.
You learnt by mingling, else you would be an outcast.

Then again, no one would be that rational if the situation happens to them ?
Okay! I shan't type anymore of the interesting conversations I might be having later.
Advisors need rest. Rah

OH YES!!! Ryan came!
Even though it was only a short 5 minutes.
Hahaha! He is scared of dogs too!
At least that made my "econs" day more bearable.
I LOVE RYAN

[[n|gh+m@r3]]

Reckoned today's nightmare is enough to make me feel lethargic for the whole day.
Not that it would happen to me in real life. ( I think. I hope. I know.)
Nonetheless, struggling even in dreams made Miss Cher tired.

I was hoping that a cool shower would wake me up.
Sadly, it didn't. Bah!

Been asked an interesting question.
This was my answer " Sometimes girls change subject when they have nothing to say about it, meaning they have moved on. Other times, they change subjects even when they have something to say, but just that they choose not to."

"Why not ?"
"Coz they think if a low-IQ animal can understand, why not you ? Or that, it might be something hurtful, so they have to wham the brakes."
"How do I know which case is occuring at which time ? "
"Dear boy, LISTEN."

Enough said on the subject. (Pardon the pun =P )

Yikes! I nearly forgot about my cousin's wedding. (Okay, I forgot)
Sad that I have to stay at home studying the world, while some people in the world are having joyous occassion (i.e. my cousin)
The whole event made me slightly more cynical and skeptical about the idea of wedding. I always knew that it was a chore, but never to the extent of endangering family relations.
Nonetheless, it could be clearly seen that mothers do love their daughters. Irregardless.
I supposed my aunt would shed a tear or 2. Sending her daughter she fed for 3 decades off to her new life.

On a hind note, I should not be too quick to judge on my cousin, who incidentally had been protrayed as the angry, fierce daughter.
Maybe I should have or tried to (though I have no idea how) listen to her side of the story.
Since what's done was done... so... so...
Let's see what happen to the happily ever after. Whoops.

Sleepy and calls don't mix well eek

Saturday, November 10, 2007
[[w3dd|ng]]

Just how much trouble does it takes to bring the union of 2 people ?

Just returned from the daily updates frm the podcast =)

Absolutely disgusted about the whole change of character.
How could there be such radical change ? I wonder.
I shall refrain from commenting, lest I change as well. *Cringes*

Sleepy voice ahahaha

Friday, November 09, 2007
[[m0rn|ng]]

These few days have been a treasure.
Especially so when I need not wake up so early for school.
A bit of lie in before the start of the day.

Hmmm. Nice.

Not to mention the sounds of mornings.
The feeling that you just wished time would stop.

So that you can sleep! Hah!

Just because.

Thursday, November 08, 2007
[[0|d]]

～當我老了～
當我老了，不再是原來的我。
請理解我，對我有一點耐心。
當我把菜湯灑到自己的衣服上時，
當我忘記怎樣繫鞋帶時，
請想一想當初我是如何手把手地教你。

當我一遍又一遍地重複你早已聽膩的話語，
請耐心地聽我說，不要打斷我。
你小的時候，我不得不重複那個講過千百遍的故事，直到你進入夢鄉。

當我需要你幫我洗澡時，請不要責備我。
還記得小時候我千方百計哄你洗澡的情形嗎？
當我對新科技和新事物不知所措時，請不要嘲笑我。
想一想當初我怎樣耐心地回答你的每一個「為什麼」。

當我由於雙腿疲勞而無法行走時，請伸出你年輕有力的手攙扶我。
就像你小時候學習走路時，我扶你那樣。
當我忽然忘記我們談話的主題，請給我一些時間讓我回想。
其實對我來說，談論什麼並不重要，
只要你能在一旁聽我說，我就很滿足。
當你看著老去的我，請不要悲傷。
理解我，支持我，就像你剛才開始學習如何生活時我對你那樣。
當初我引導你走上人生路，如今請陪伴我走完最後的路。
給我你的愛和耐心，我會抱以感激的微笑，
這微笑中凝結著我對你無限的愛。

Without the show just now, I wouldn't have search for this.
More often than not we failed to comprehend this fact
More often than not we blamed our parents, and everyone else for our rough patches.

I guessed people need reminders every now and then.
To let them know,
How lucky they are.
How fortunate they are.
How filial they ought to be.
How considerate they should be.

More importantly, how much more they have to be.

[[r3@|us|0n]]

More daily updates on my cousin wedding, and marital problems and family problems.
I guess I am the only subscriber to this podcast: My mother.

Not that it's a joy to listen to all these problems.
It just makes everything much more real that's all.

Love is real enough, but the only thing that intrudes is reality"
I would say...
愛情不該因為生活的現實而夢幻化。浪漫就該來自很現實的生活。

Ｍore updates from "My mother" podcast tomorrow!

Wednesday, November 07, 2007
[[un|0n]]

I guessed with the excitement of my cousin marrying this Nov + the hilarious post pinkie put up affected me, positively. Not to mention the harpi bubble that existed for the past few days..

So to all lovers/ soon to be lovers out there :

Oh yes, 幸福雙人床 is another one.

That's also the reason for the change in blogskin.
Good luck to my cousins who would be stepping into a new "life"
For the better or the worse.
Hah!

Sufficient capital

Tuesday, November 06, 2007
[[3v3n|ng]]

Thanks to the friendly reminder that exams start next week.
I was still thinking it is not far from now, but not so soon =.=
Then again, 9 days sounded like you'd more time.

Irritating people who liked to yak non stop in library.
How old are you guys ?
To play "黑白配“ in library...
Oh, poly students, Bah!

Never had I ever in my 12 years of education prayed so hard for Dec holidays to come.
Mainly because I need to hibernate.

Did you see the evening sky today ?
It might not be as perfect as Aurora borealis,
but it's enough to draw the day to a perfect end.

Some people prefer to be last. Maybe Maybe.
"Possibility"

Monday, November 05, 2007
[[h@r-p|]]

Contrary to Monday's blues, my happy bubble reformed!

Sakae on Sun =)
So much crap to er...crap.
Oh the woes of a social incast =P
Nonetheless, I was happy to be that social incast AHAHAHA

Monday!!!
All the trouble we went for the celebration.
All the jokes we cracked.

Cui=Cui double bond
is cleaved by
Cuisease
to form
2 Cuikasi

Cuisiase is part of the multienzyme complex called ISIS

If there is an enzyme-substrate complex,
the MEC becomes unstable
Therefore, ISIS is ALWAYS SELF HIGH!!!
WAHAHAHAHA

Happy advance birthday to Ranjani & Roy !! We hoped you have fun digging out the candle holder =P

tingles =)

Friday, November 02, 2007
[[s|ck]]

4 hours of agony ?
I never knew sleep could be this difficult.
Accelerated heartrate that would not slow down even for a second.
No matter what I tired.
Shiverings throughout the 4 hours.
So many images flashing in mind,
could not even make head or tail out of them.

I am not that zai.
I did not wake up at precisely 6am.
It's just that I have not slept even at 6am.

Drank tea only to have vomit it out.
God, I really should not have gone to school today.
The school's toilet wasn't conducive for vomitting.
Same logic for people who choose toilet bowls to shit I guessed.

Then again, if I did not go for the lecture,
I would not have force myself out of that amoeba state.
Then I would not have gain 80% of my motor control.

Though... I became amoeba again during the rest. Ahahaha.

Si Min, thanks for the jacket and everything during lecture.
Brian, glad we sorted it out.
Roy, still 很誇張啦！

有人說，只要深信就行了。
徐汶彬，你沒有病。
只是需要休息。

徐汶彬，你不可以病。
有很多事要做。
有很多人要管。

今天開始不顧一切地相信。
徐汶彬，你可以的！

Thursday, November 01, 2007
[[+yp|ng]]

Never thought I could miss typing so much on MSN.
Ever since I whipped off that protective cover, typing was more for summarising notes, typing lab reports, which I am suppose to do now.

But ya.
Whatever.

Much thanks to Song Hui & Derrick today.
Incommunicado..
First impression..
Avoidance ?
Ahaha, nice try.
Good guess.
No.

A variety of response... ahahah

~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:49:25 PM)
rah!
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:49:36 PM)
i am here to increase ur chat log space
luppy says: (9:49:44 PM)
long time no see
luppy says: (9:49:44 PM)
sorry , i dun keep chat logs :)
luppy says: (9:49:49 PM)
so u got urself laid?

Honou... says: (9:49:09 PM)
ya....beri long never see
Honou... says: (9:49:09 PM)
/ha
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:49:14 PM)
ahah

rOy - LiFe~ ~ says: (9:54:28 PM)
OMG
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:54:36 PM)
yesi?
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:54:37 PM)
ahahah
rOy - LiFe~ ~ says: (9:54:39 PM)
haa
rOy - LiFe~ ~ says: (9:54:43 PM)
u r here!!
rOy - LiFe~ ~ says: (9:54:54 PM)
am i dreaming!
rOy - LiFe~ ~ says: (9:54:54 PM)
haa

~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:53:08 PM)
AHHHHH
Peace says: (9:53:24 PM)
Halow
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:53:46 PM)
i reali neglect my friends =(
Peace says: (9:55:05 PM)
Quilty for the charges you committed?
Peace says: (9:55:23 PM)
guilty*
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:55:35 PM)
yep
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (9:55:38 PM)
been for a long time
Peace says: (9:55:43 PM)
its okay

I missed my friends.
Being in uni showed me a lot.
As to who are the people you can finally choose to rely on.
Maybe because they are not involved.
Maybe because eventually all the names meant nothing to them.

I missed shouting over msn at Luppy Loke
I missed listening to long tales Mr. Tongs have
I missed crapping with Mr. One of a Kind
I missed my twin soul.
I missed talking to Tin.

Little things like this:
luppy says: (10:20:43 PM)
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun
uni life is so fun

luppy says: (10:20:53 PM)
sorry, my ctrl+v keys got stuck
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (10:21:47 PM)
TTS HIGHLY POSSIBLE
~b0o p|+~ Long time no see? says: (10:21:50 PM)
GO BATHE!!

Really showed me a lot.

Long time no see.
Touched.
Even though there were more people whom matters to me did not talk to me.
Mainly because they weren't online.

Little things one take for granted.
Really matters a lot.
I was glad there were people who showed me the way.

[[...]]

Tried something new.
I realized I did not like it afterall.

努力配合。
終究想要的，
是什麼？
在哪裡？

Failing to realize.
Failing to understand.
Or rather, failing to comprehend.

累了。