An Apple And The Pasture

Friday, August 31, 2007
[[s@ndw|ch3d]]

Slept at 3 in the morning.
Felt so weak, I thought I'd dropped my dear apple while walking into room.

I need to say...
Thank You.
To both of you for being so honest.

Thank you YT.
I didn't know I could trule confide until today.
Thanks for doing tutorials with me in Starbucks.

Everything was already in a mess.
To go back to YJ was another mistake.
Saw all the teachers except Mr. Sim.

Maroon railings, maroon doors, new General Office.
It didn't changed the fact that I had been there before, leaving my mark.
It didn't changed the fact that I had a hell of a time there.

Playing at CVDs,
Studying in school.
Bullying teachers.

It didn't changed tha fact that I really did missed YJ despite my initial dislike for it.

Life was so simple back then.
Steering clear from people you didn't wish to see.
Talking crap with 124/221
Feeling pissed over PW, and thankfully gotten a new friendship after that.

What they said made sense.
How right or how wrong, I really had no idea.
Could someone just build a time machine ?

I was glad for the walk home.
I knew I'd hurt you.
I am sorry.
I had fun.
I hoped you'd too.

[[Ss@y0n@r@]]

Yuhong should be happily sleeping on plane now, if not busy chatting non stop.
Thanks to him we waited 3 hours. Only to speak to him for 10mins.
Duper busy guy and what Simin said flashed through my mind.
"Just one of their friends..."
Always in denial, but knew that it was the truth.

Airport.
I love airport.
Still remember when I was young, I would hope that my parents will bring me oversea even though I knew we were there visiting.
It signifies a start of a new adventure, or back to the place you call home.

Just got home @ 12.32am.
I was told that my life was very happening.
My life was busy.
My life's a drama.

Thank you for last night.
It felt good to have it sorted out.
I supposed you'd went crazy.
Ahahahaha.
Full stop.
Jia you!

Thursday, August 30, 2007
[[fu+s@|]]

I was late for school.
Woke up at 7.32am thanks to Mr. YCWN's call.
Sorry I had to pang seh you.

Took cab. Total damage = $20. Quite cheap IMO, but everyone told me it was ex.
They said my mother was cool. To put in BRAND's Chicken Essence for Kids.

Just realized perhaps I should listen to YT n SY all along.
Marketing lecture was fun. Econs lecture was interesting.
Seemed like I seriously should take all these logical stuff.
They seemed so logical.
Urgh.

Went to watch Futsal.
They won third n second.
Good match though. I never exactly watch matches, but yep these 2 was interesting.

I freaking tired.
Blog tml.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007
[[w3|rd]]

Weee, both Brian's and Roy's team won Futsal =)

Nothing much could be said about MB103 except that it's over.
Ahaha. I heard loads of "F/U" s instead of "S/U" coming out of SiMin's mouth.
She actually teamed up with Khai to ka jiao me. Grrrr. Rah!

"因為你的voice很好listen“
“你的華文不及格“
Orh ok. I would remember that.
Ahahaha. But the game was fun right ? (Say yes) Nudge nudge, pull pull, shake shake, sleep sleep.

I should not have visit Liying' blog. I saw my name!! and I have to do this. Not that I am complaining =)
Since I have absolutely no idea how weird I am, I shall use other peep's blogs as reference. Bah!

List 6 things you hate or weird things about youself, and tag 6 people to do the same thing on their blogs.
#1: Ｉhate 面包
#2: White. Strictly only pure white.
#3: When I want something, I make sure I get it.
#4: Things have no repeat telecast.
#5: Surprise surprise surprise
#6: I hate to make friends. Ahahaha this reminds me of my initial thoughts toward Simin. AGAIN. Hilarious!!

I shall be kind and not sabo 6 people.

Tin was right in saying Uni had changed me abit.
Frankly, it's a lot.
I had not have a PMS week without me moodswinging.
Crap, I had not have a month without me moodswinging for days.

Smile smile smile.
Laugh laugh laugh.
No wonder they say Uni life is fun.

I am getting high again =)

Sunday, August 26, 2007
[[w@v3s]]

It's like waves. 一波未平，一波又起.
In a single morning I've received several sms-es.
Of which forcing me to wake up.

Mircosoft should freaking think before they change the office file format to suit the new, "oh so glamourous and classy" Vista.
What's the fun of making people, Mac or Microsoft users alike to dl file converters ?
If they wanted people to change to Vista, then please don't provide the converters.
Then, they are scared of losing revenue since no one will use Office 07.
THEN DON'T FUCKING CHANGE THE FORMAT CAN!

Nah, not that pissed, worldly news are not a concern to me most of the times.
Such an irony is that it was a Mac use (me) who saved the .pptx file that was sent to me.
I'd laughed if I wasn't woken up from a badly ended dream.

Speaking of which, I had no idea what I dreamt about.
Damn it.
Something about racing I think.
Not car races, but yeah races in general.

Nonetheless, Peabrain had survived 21KM for AHM.
So proud of him =)
He's got to rest well now
Ahem, Tin, you saw that ? REST!!! and try and recover from your sickness!!!

A tool so powerful that no one knew it when I used it.
A tool so powerful that I would not try it in the near future.
It's never the same again when things were brought to light.
We just have to make to do with present circumstances now.
That's where I come in.

Some stupid thing from book that best summaries all the things that happened today.

Right, I shall brush my teeth now.

Saturday, August 25, 2007
[c3|3br@+|0n5]]

What a week!

Wednesday
Coco's birthday celebration as said before.
Some pictures here =)
Disgustingly taken.
Sweetly remembered

Ingenious birthday cake.
Uni people are poor.
We have no money for 1 big cake
nor money for candles.

It's just a nice joke =)

Cek ark is currently having his exams... so....

Thursday
A celebration for Ailin and Jessica birthday @ IMM Cartel.
It was 11 odd when I reached home.
Felt so damn guilty as my mom cooked all my favourite food for me
Nonetheless I had fun.
ISIS!

Friday
Futsal day.
Skype day.
The latter was freak funny.
Simin! You are officially in the bimbo group.
Who ask you laugh so siao with us in hall 2.
Yangthong! I love your room can!
I shall be a long term squater =P

Shopping at Jurong Point was... hilarious.
Glad that both team won.

HTHT was a dangerous game.

Today
Watched "License to Wed" @ Vivo with Mr. YCWN.
Very meaningful and funny show.
Had Sushi Tei, Coffee Club foodie.
Butties rule!

Luppy, I did NOT abuse Mago.
She wanted to be there.

A warm up... to see whether the butt fits...

Yoga guru!

Died.

Thursday, August 23, 2007
[[f|us+3r3d]]

Day started off quite well, with the suan-ation of Mr. Yu Chou Wan Nian.
Gang celebrated Corinna's brithday with a small slice of cake and some.. unexpected twist of events (pictures.. tml)
Mr. Cek Ark couldn't be present for obvious reason.. or unobvious ones ? Hmmm..

It's a wonder how could I even survived till now with the long day in school.
The only escape was dinner and tou lan ji.

Met with so much dead ends whilst doing the project.
So much so that I was rude to Mr. Yu Chou Wan Nian when he tried to help =(
Sorry =(

I will prove it.
I will prove that I can do marketing.
And do it well.

Happy 19th Corinna =)

Sunday, August 19, 2007
[[+u+0r|@|]]

Ms. Cher today, as promised, woke at 1pm thanks to her butties.
Ms. Cher also dutifully did her econs and bio tutorial. With much effort.
Ms. Cher nearly fell asleep while doing the tutorials as she slept at 5 am in the morning.

This sleeping early habit of Ms. Cher must changed.
Ms. Cher had been sleeping at odd hours.
Much thanks to her butties as well as an ultra lagger.
So, Ms. Cher please change!!

That's the unexciting, but fulfilling Sunday for Ms. Cher.
Ms. Cher would like to thank her butties for give her such high compliment.

And to those who thinks that their English is very powerful, butties not equal butts and it is certainly not an English word.

[[f|r3w0rks2]]

Ok. I am a sucker for fireworks. I know.
While I have not got over yesterday's fireworks.
I went today again!!!

Prime seats.( not the floating platform but...)
Thanks to the rain,
no one came as early as I did. 4pm can...
We went Ichiban to eat anyway.

AI peeps were less high than ISIS,
but more HTHT.
Less people..
but more memorable.
Cos we have came a long way through =)

The fireworks was amazing as always...
though it wasn't quite worth the lengthy hours of wait.
Spain's much nicer...
Nonetheless.. it's fireworks!
How can I not love them =)

Again, I have no pictures of fireworks but have pictures of us =)

Ok, I lazy to edit the rest... that's it!

Saturday, August 18, 2007
[[f|r3w0rks]]

The Spain fireworks was really spectacular.
It outshone all the fireworks performance that was held in 2006.

Being a typical kan chiong Singaporean, I made my friends rush down with me to the Esplanade.
When we reached there at 6pm......

There was hardly a crowd.
%^&%*(^&*$^&$
They also $%^$%&%^*$%& at me.
I don't care.
Ahahaha..

3 sites to see,
it was hard at 1st considering that I didn't know which side I should look at, fearing that I would missed out another part.
Nontheless...

It was breathtaking.
Combined with super enthu friends.
Friends with common thoughts about the whole thing..
The experience was amazing.

It didn't matter that 3 hours we waited.
It didn't matter when they had some technical errors.

The whole performance cancelled out whatever opportunity cost present.

Thanks to these people who made it fun for me:
1. Liying!!! ( We had 婚外情）ahahaha.
2. Xiao Yun!!! (Thanks for my foodie!!)
3. Denis!!! (Queen Denise with a generation gap problem) ahahaha.
4. Roy!!! ( Everything I guess ahahaha)
5. Derrick!!! ( For Nintendo and sharing cab)
6. Zhao Liang!!! ( Super Zi High can!)
7. Wee Meng!!! ( Foodie!!)

ISIS ISIS!!!

Super high can! Ahahaha.

*No pics.
I don't have skill.
I don't have DSLR.

This is call enjoy the moment.
Should not hide behind the lenses.
Ahahaha.

Yay tml is AI day!! Wooo!

Friday, August 17, 2007
[[sKyp3]]

Super hate skype today.
It's a great channel to discuss homework.
And it's down today.

Dang!
We talked on phone instead, and it's EVERYTHING under the sun except homework.
Ahahahahah!
SlackerS' world.

I shan't complain much about graduate students as teachers, personally I thought that it was a horrendous mistake.
Enough said.

Horoscopes
Test test test....

Thursday, August 16, 2007
[[sch00|]]

"How's school ?"
Thanks, to those who asked me this question.
Trying very hard to get back on track after rotting for almost three quarters of the year.

Core subjects are still quite okay.
It's the electives that are causing trouble.

Hectic life.
God, I am begining to sound like YH.
No. Cannot!

Ok. I just finished my tutorial.
I just had a almost 12 hour school.
I am officially brain dead.

Thanks to Liying & Derrick,
for my short addiction at the arcade.
It destress-ed me, though I am stressed again.

Monday, August 13, 2007
[[s3n|0rs]]

Seniors made me go crazy.
Just like I made some go crazy (ahahaha.)

I just wanted to have a quiet meal, after surviving MB103.
All they could talk about were school and SBS comm.

Then, met some other seniors on train.
and all they could talk about were SCHOOL AND SBS COMM.
*slaps head*

Nonetheless, I survived MB103!!
At first or rather.. I had no appetite throughout the whole day.
It felt as though I would vomit anytime.

Thank god I saw 1 familiar face in there. John!!
In addition, there were a few BMS people which... I freaking didn't recognise any of them.
So far, my group looked quite ok.
Let's hoped I needn't S/U this, though I got a feel I would.

So thankful for Mr. S and Mr. T 's company for dinner.
Though they stress me, but neh mind =P

I was like this poor kid with all the question marks, watching those senior citizen discuss and debate. Ahahaha.

Sunday, August 12, 2007
[[MB103]]

Principles of Marketing.
I just survived the online lecture.
Pretty much common sense except that nicer words, coherent phrases were used.

Despite my initial hatred for this subject.
I shall reserve my comments till tomorrow which would be my very first tutorial for the whole sememster.
I sincerely wish that I'd have group mates I would enjoy working with.

It's not gonna be easy.
I can predict how many freak articles I have to critque and evaluate.
Not to mention the expectations of us knowing the organisation that the lecturers sprout randomly.
How Mr. Liu survived business is beyond me.
Then again, he had the talent.

A 6am-3pm sleep should let me last today =P
Thanks to Mr. T we had a long chat (crap) through the whole morning.
But it was fun. Ahahahaha.

Saturday, August 11, 2007
[[s|33p]]

The issue would just lay dormant I supposed.

I am a 100% deep sleeper. I suppose I can sleep through a war, or even the end of the world.
Not that it is anything to be proud of =P

I am not sure which sleep debt I had paid.
The sleep debt I earned from late nights and early schooling
or the one that rocked my emotional state.

Whatever it was, at least I paid some back.

I had to finish this by Sunday night.
To express coherently.

Wonder how's Irene doing.
She seemed to be in a worst-off stage.
Pretty unimaginable.
Hope things are well for her.

Wednesday suddenly looked too far away.

Mr. Liu always commented how astrology.com rang true for him.
These few days was true for me as well.

"There's a lot of pressure being put on you today, but the one who's pushing so hard is you! Lately, you've been way too hard on yourself, and you should stop and realize that you're doing your thing in your own way -- and that's good enough. Part of the stress you're going through right now may be due to the fact that too much has been happening in your life, so address that issue and cut out what isn't completely necessary. Give yourself time to get used to the newness around you"

Friday, August 10, 2007
[[tgif]]

Indeed, thank god it's Friday.
It was one of those times when I felt that extreme lethargy. You closed your eyes in hopes to sleep, but no.
Mind's a whirl after reading.
Supposed it's better I had read it last night than today.

Time don't heal wounds.
Time just make people forget them.

It was indeed something fortunate that the Prof today was lame. (At the same time having a duper big ego.)
It was indeed conforting to have the company of Mr. T, walking aimlessly in Jurong, coz the one thing I dreaded today was to go home.

Not because I had an arguement with my parents.
Not because I had homework due tomorrow.

It was because of the places I would get to see when I go home.
It hurt, to see all the places we went around SB.

I often told myself not to bring anyone close to me round SB.
It would make me think of them.
Yet, it was precisely how close I felt with these people that I was willing to walk round SB.

Just so you know - Jesse McCartney

Thursday, August 09, 2007
[[s|ng@p0r3]]

August 9 1965, was a day when Singapore was born. (Not from KK hospital or some others)
After all that colonialism, Japan Occupation, rifes with Malaysia.
It had perhaps became a classic to see Mr. Lee cried when he announced the separation from Malaysia.
Personally, I felt that it was the right decision, one that was supported by the hard work of the older generations to make Singapore as it is now.

Okay, I didn't just woke up at 3PM just to analyze history.
I am here to wish Singapore "Happy Birthday"
as well as to these 3 guys.
1. Muh Rong (My lovely cousin =P )
2. Vincent
3. Andrew

This time round I wrote the names, so don't complain.

Happy Birthday guys!

Tomorrow is my PE day. Yay!

Tuesday, August 07, 2007
[[r3s0|u+|0ns]]

I know no one exactly follow their New Year Resolutions. I don't care.
I just have to make one to start my new school year.
It still feels like holiday to me. Bah! With the exception that I will have a headache sooner or later, just from thinking what to wear. I shall buy 365 sets of clothes =P

Anyway, resolutions!

1. I will study. Meaning I shall review my lecture everyday.
2. I will read scientifc journals, as and when I find the title interesting.
3. I will join SBS sub com if ISIS are joining.
4. I will make Friday my PE day, and get them to come with me.

5. I will not make friends with people I don't like.
6. I will not be late for school.
7. I will not hate my electives.
8. I will not have a boyfriend until I can feel. (Read: I can think, I can't feel now)

Okay, most looks simple, except the studying and late part. Hmm.
Mr. Teo had been very very helpful these few days though I hate his voice cos it reminded me of someone I don't exactly favour as a friend right now but Mr. Teo had been a good friend =)

Please don't go and think and think who the hell the person is.
High chances are, I know him, he knows me. And you don't know him.

Oh yes. Thanks to Mr. Tongs too. For being such a trusty alarm clock =D

[[un|v3s|ty]]

It's day 2 in NTU. I mean day 2 of studying.
It still felt like holiday to me.
I shan't talk about today's fiasco. Urgh.
To think they say that the timetable is the most accurate %&%^*.

Add/Drop period sucks.
I wanted to compliment the highly efficient data center that NTU had.
Which was true, see the conference helped =P
I ultra dislike my electives, but wth.
Just whack it.

To think I still planned nice nice.
To think I lose sleep over this.
Nonetheless Mr. Teo had been a great help.

That was for day 2.

As for day 1.....

We had BS101, how exactly was I suppose to link the Big Bang to Biology still puzzled me, but somehow, somewhere there's a link call bacteria I supposed.
While people were busy copying notes (read: 2 full pages), we were actually wondering what's so nice with the nitrogen molecule that made them drew it out as well. Maybe it's the triple bond.
GOD! DON'T THEY LEARNT IT IN JC OR EVEN SEC SCHOOL ?
I don't proclaim that I'm clever, but this's just a plain waste of ink. And paper.

We went to play badminton @ the SRC.
No wait.
They played.
I taught someone the beauty of STARS, and as it turned out, EVERYTHING WAS CRAP *ok, BP breathe*
When I got hyped and wanted to play, the uncle came and chased us out.

Seeing that we had loads of time after lunch, and that Ms. 大小姐 here wanted to play badminton.
We went back SRC again =D so nice of them ahahaha.
Shiyun was a bully on court. Nah, I was just too tired after playing with SM.

Annoncement: SM is SOOOO the chairman for Roy's FC can. Ahahaha.

Saw Jimmy on the way to bus stop.
NTU is so freak big.
And I had to see him again.
I shan't say more.

Friday, August 03, 2007
[[f|@sh3s]]

I asked Mago and she gave me a " I don't know" look.
Sometimes Mago could give me answers to my questions.
But this wasn't one of those times.
Cos even I don't know how to answer.

*************************Digression*******************************
Went Mahattan Fish Market with Pinkie and Simone.
The seafood platter was nice.
Much nicer than fish n co.
But it was freak noisy,just like fish market.
Nonetheless, it was great catching up.
*******************************************************************

It was a question of logic VS ideality.
Sometimes I question why the hell.
But other times I realise I can't control.

It might seemed hilarious having the same topic being brought up twice today.
One accidentally, one on purpose.
One explictly, one discretly.
The former was easy, the latter was hard.
I have sadly yet to discover the best solution round it.

Perhaps I would have no means to know the solution, until I truly accept that I have chosen the logic path.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007
[[s3|fish]]

Such things doesn't even need the slightest reflection.
I have been fucking selfish,thinking of my own interest first.
Thinking that my problems are way simpler to solve, and hence should solve mine first.

If I have ever treated any of you this way, please give me a knock on my head.
I know a certain few, just that they will brush it with a "is ok la" if I ever mention.

Nonetheless, I have to thank my 3 fabulous seniors who have been answering my noob qns over NTU stuffs. I have bombed them enough questions to last the century. It is a wonder, how they never attempt to straggle me (cannot cos, online? ) or kill me. Kudos to Karen, Ryan and Brian =) (I shall treat them ice cream, if they ask :P )

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