An Apple And The Pasture

Thursday, November 30, 2006
[[sIng@p0r3]

"You could take a little trip round the Singapore town
In the Singapore city bus"

We went round SG today, with the exception of going towards Jurong. Met SY @ Wdl. PEOPLE !!!! GO WDL in the morning !!! We had an eye-feast. "Yum"

Took the bus and slowly(actually quite fast) crawled to Tampines. Reached there like an hour early lor... slacked in Mac before gg up the cpf building. When we went for the simple interview, we saw one YJ guy over there(yikes!!) could sense tt he was an extra there. Did practically nothing, walked around touched his tie act suave. Eeks. So much so that, even my interviewer said he is damn irritating.

Went down to Cityhall, and asked cek ark abt the Capitol Building thingy. Abit we regretted going there. Atmosphere and attitude was so damn weird. Shant step in there again.

Quite fun la.. least we crapped like every minute. Made me forget what happened ytd

[[d@mn@+|0n]]

Remind me again what the number 1 thing I hate.

People screwing up my plans

Tell me beforehand can?
Don't last minute say cannot, can?
Understand your ma 1st can?

Stop going out so much can?
It doesn't kill to stay in house for a few days, can?
For once I am with your ma can?
Look what extreme stand you made me take?

I have a change of perspectives.
I used to think the boy-crazed siao kia was impossible.
180 degrees change.

Thanks for spoiling my plans
Thanks for spoiling my mood
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to rant
Thanks for all the hope you gave

I have to thank you sooo much that hey, I don't have the energy to scold
You ought to thank me for that

So there.
I am busy from tml onwards.
Please book 3 weeks in advance.
Don't tempt me with treats.
It. Would. Not. Work. This. Time. Round.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006
[[v|v0]]

Vivo -again. The 2nd time I been there, the 2nd time i said it sux. It seemed that we had to reroute to Orc after trips to Vivo. Apparently the stuffs there ain't served to statisfy us. Oh well.

Nearly committed suicide when Nut was so so so insistent about the pj-style of dress. She found them nice while Mar and me could not wait to get out of the place. We found her @ last a damn beautiful and figure-boosting one,she rejected saying it was black and a tube. Damn.

She finally found 2 retro themed dresses, a black versus white fight. She chose the black. People these days couldnt stick to what they said. She didnt want black and looked what she had gotten? Same case with the few girls as well...

Went Wdl later, got my stuff and psycho-ed them to come to my house. It was already 9+ when we reached. Hoho. Had to send them to the MRT station though ( no Hoho) It was fun la... though not the whole gang was there. Getting more pissed off by one of them. What can i do?

Is only the fourth day of my freedom and I have loads of stuff on hands. Just a simple conversation with that french girl is enough to make me vomit blood. Since when speaking a same langauge means no barriers? I beg to differ. Right... things to do....

Sunday, November 26, 2006
[[wh@+]]

What? It's holidays?

Y didnt I felt the joy?

Did you know that was a hiroshima bomb you dropped?

I really did not expected it, though I should have.

I seriously think I would be better off not knowing.

Such is a tragic case of touch and go

Saturday, November 25, 2006
[[V|v0]]

Vivo city is so not for the poor people like me. The place is ultra big and it can be ultra boring if you can't(like me) or don't wish to spend a single cent there. Perhaps the company wasn't right (though they are fine) which was why i feel that slight awkardness.

While I was conversing with my friends about part-time job in Topshop, one little girl came jumping to me and start talking and dancing. My friends immediately said " Kindergarten teacher". I had no clue as to why did she approach me for a chat, though it was quite a fun one, until she realised she lost her mother and start crying.

Like my toopit brother, she also liked someone from her class. Sigh kids these day, liking each other as though as it is perfectly normal. At 6, i was still busy fighting with the guys la...

Took a detour back to Orchard and Simone tried on a $909 dress. It looked great on her thought the price is very complex :P

So much so for the anticipated trip to vivo.

[[r3f|3c+|0n]]

Still cant believe that yesterday was first day of freedom. That 7 months of "nothing-to-do" . It seems like a routine to slack like siao. Such a smooth transition makes me wonder whether is there any transition at all.

Papers and files. Books and notes remain on my desk and everywhere else, reminding me to clear them, reminding me the stuff I wrote in them. Reminding me how I took them like babies treasuring every content.

Supersitious i might be, but these stuffs would not be gone before March. I fear that I can't make it. I fear retaking of exams. I can't imagine the helplessness without these notes. Admittedly, I have not studied as much as I did during prelims, or perhaps due to the long break in between each papers, my efforts seem diluted. I vowed not to touch the com, but temptation sets in.

I did not think that I could not pass for a second. I simply worry how high could I score. Never before seen an A or a B in my major exams without marks being adjusted, you cant blame me for worrying.

Everybody thinks that the whole exams was fine, much easier than college paper. That point alone did not help to soothe the throbbing nerve. I felt sick to the pit everytime someone says the paper is easy, with marks adjustment again, how could i scored. Really worry that history will repeat itself.

Yet, who can i blame ? Not the examination board for adjusting marks. Not the rest who studied hard. Nor those who have that sheer luck. Just myself for not working hard ?

I don't know anymore.

Thursday, November 23, 2006
[[A's]]

The end... of another year. ( sounds like Dumbledore) . All the same, the end of another major exam. The excitment or relief after the exams wasnt there anymore. Desensitived ?

Went and fixed contacts with Ashyura. Maybe it was the company( er... effectively only 1 person =.=) I found myself having more guts than I expected when fitting the lens. Calling it "consultation" is a little over. Paying that $10 to listen to her teach me put was a little too much. I was scared initially at the thought of poking my eye. It was in withtin seconds, I was really glad for the company =)

Went all the way to Suntec since we had nothing to do. It seemed funny that we 2 would meet after exams, be it accidentally or arranged. That made me wondered about a certain PS-kia in my gang, I said too much.

Evaluation and post exams reflection ? shall do tml.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
[[m0v|3s]]

Ok A's is like over. Not. I sinned a lot today. By watching 2 movies after the chem paper. When I have like 3 more papers to go. As much as I tried to convince myself that I should not cram my style for A's, tt arguement is still too weak as an excuse for 2 movies.

The Convenant
Those who knows me well knew that I watch it cos of the guys. Those who knows me best knew that I watch it for the plot.. and well... the guys =P . SY n Simone took quite sometime to identify the evil guy. I had to tell them it is the square faced one. The movie was a stupid hollywood one. It seemed that there is thunder and lightning everywhere and it rained almost throughout the show.
The climax was excellent. We merely saw a much tooo long dragonball fight, and the ball looks like water bomb. If not for the not- so- good- but- still- fine effects and the hot guys... it a wonder how did they hit the charts.

Yet... it got us interested in the book of damnation. I tried to google. Nth. Son of Ipswich ? Glitchz. Book of Satan. Ah-ha. As much as I want to get off main-stream, I no longer have the attraction to Satanist views. Not because they are evil, but because the WORDING are too much!! Yeah, black and red might indicates some sort of unorthodox but... my eyes hurt after reading.... so hunger for knowledge ? I am bloated already.

Just Friends
A sudden treat by hip. Though is considered a premiere, the f-ing FM98 receptionist came at 7 ? when they stated 6.30pm. Oh wow thats talks a lot about SG's punctuality. Not even a word of apology for the long waiting line. My bro had to be the 1st 6yr old who watched a NC-16 show.

The movie sux. The lead was gd looking (after, nt before) but Calaeb in Convenant still rocked more =p . Without those mild sexual content and those klutz moves, the movie would not even survive for crying out loud! The whole wooing back the girl was stretched far too long. Guessed the directors and producers werent taught timeline in school.

In fact people laughed more (and louder) during the ads on "Norbit" , new show by Eddie Murphy, and that's a die die must watch show ;)

Ok, for a person who watch 2 shows (& one's a premiere!!) I complained too much. I HAD FUN.

Oh shit, I sinned.

Thursday, November 09, 2006
[[br3a+h3r]]

Finally after this gruelling tight week, I am having break from A's for 5 days !!! That's a lot considering is As , though some of my friends finish next week. Thank goodness for my bio gang!

Slacked the whole night after Math. Fries feast with Simone YT SY, Pinkie ps-ed us again :P
Watched goong and super* , though I couldnt say I have a good voice, I couldnt help but laughed at the guts of some people.

Child of our time rocks! Though I often forgot about the time slot. Kevin is so damn cute !!

Updates :
Petpet just turned into soot. *heartbreaks* (cute nonetheless)
Orders again !! Woot!
Mago got the feather necklace
School tml !

bREAther!

Thursday, November 02, 2006
[[GP]]

Commencement of A's. Lots of well-wishes the day before and on the day itself. "See you at NUS" was my reply to many whom i really cared for. Though whether will they see me at NUS remains an unthinkable unknown.

Unlike other papers or other major years, I did not feel like shitting before the paper. I felt like vomitting. Could not imagine the horrible smell of floss bread + tea + BRAND's. Again, unlike other years, I could sleep soundly only to be interrupted by the sudden heat at 2.38am.

It was all mindless discussion and anxious waiting before the paper. My Adidas watch failed me for a long time and I did not bother to change the battery, so much so that I actually borrowed Mr. David's watch. The screen was damn big, so I could not fob off saying I am blind.

It was really torturing to write the compo, knowing that so many of us round Singapore would be writing on the same question. What made it worst was my sudden change of stand 1/2hr into the paper. Thank goodness I planned fast. It must be a real drama if I would to battle out my thoughts out loud. Oh, how would it stun others if I actually yelled " CHANGE STAND LA, GOD DAMN IT" . Nonetheless it went pretty smoothly.

Paper 2 thrown lots of people off. They were wary of the easy few open ended qns. A bit bothered by the triple summary qns, and totally thrown off by the AQ. Did not have much evaluation as I seriously didn't know what I was writing anymore, though it did fit the requirement.

Oh well thought back suddenly of the sad O's past. Really sincerely hope that history would not repeat again...

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