An Apple And The Pasture

Friday, September 29, 2006
[[busy]]

Friday supposedly is a relaxing day for me. NOOooo... they had to make me run up and down the school. Later they told me they cant see my concept. Ok I am too abstract now ? Too chim for the norms? Oh wells. They broke the news saying the datelines have changed, do I want to have another shot ? Sorry no. I can't think anymore. People, you should know that no interest = poor results. Then again, 100% interest nt = good results either.

Whatever it is... NO. I HATE THE THEME. SHUT UP.

Many thanks to the following people when I was rushing like a maniac :

My dad ( Kept him up too late ytd, he is slpin now oops)
My brother for his wonderful set of teeth
Melvin ( though both of us are equally stupid with the equipment)
Meena n Reena (scrap paper and geography =p )
Siew Ying ( my hair!!!)
Yang Thong ( always there with me ... sounds so gay >.< )
Ken and Jia Hui for their senseless humor. Note : SENSELESS
The cleaning auntie!! for her beautiful but covered legs and mop

I think that's about all.

Oh yes, did i mentioned MS stuff came today and SY was so damn excited about the ....pencil. Hahas so are we. So much so that I managed to flick Jo's blanco cover into the drain downstairs. Oopsy.

YT chose a pretty nice n elegant necklace hoho, she got something to wear for prom tada! Finally know how to erm.. twist the hair? Ya should be the correct word.

We ( SY n me) did get some weird glances and surprised ones today. Comments like " act cute" was heard by YT too. Oh wells, I take that these bitchy bimbos are jealous that they could not find these pencils and have too little IQ points to know what is going on.

Not only that, I realised that people of varying age group do stare at the hair with pencil hahahaha. So damn cool. Such... "stunt" is very good for timid people, helps you gain confidence coz everybody staring at you mah, so cannot be shy wahahaha.

Thursday, September 28, 2006
[[y|k3s]]

Ok, I am such a goner. The dateline is like what ? 3 days away and I have not come out with anything decent. I was so damn full of hope thinking that the school wanted to lend me something to use, alas, I was disappointed. Hope the what so ever organisation can "embrace" my nonsense

In despo times, we call for despo measures. Pity the reality does not match with the ideals. The concepts I have in mind was not fully "portrayed" in real life. Well, lease bro gets to be the model of the day.

In retreospect, my concepts seemed too simple and too well.. lame and nonsensical. I am not wishing for a good comment, perhaps just a humble pass. Let's hope the pail thing will pass =S

Oh wells least i finished my math in school n etc.

N yep, family did came in greatly today. Dad was teaching some more extra but last minute stuff. Helping me putting stuff aside, brother was like brushing his teeth like a maniac just to create the white foam, but ORAL B winnie the pooh toothpaste din allow much of that to happen. At least his teeth would be ULRTA clean today.

Ok, I have a crappy concept, cheesy title. Wish me luck.

Monday, September 25, 2006
[[br0+h3r]]

A quick check through the dictionary I'd got:
bas?tard? [bas-terd]

–noun

1.	a person born of unmarried parents; an illegitimate child.

Slang.

a.	a vicious, despicable, or thoroughly disliked person: Some bastard slashed the tires on my car.

b.	a person, esp. a man: The poor bastard broke his leg.

3.	something irregular, inferior, spurious, or unusual.

A quick search through the thesaurus:

Main Entry:	cad
Part of Speech:	noun
Definition:	lout
Synonyms:	bastard, boor, bounder, clown, creep, cur, curl, dog, heel, knave, louse, lout, maggot, rake, rascal, rat, rogue, rotter, rounder, scoundrel, sleazeball, slimebucket, stinker, worm

Main Entry:	despicable
Part of Speech:	adjective
Definition:	hateful
Synonyms:	abject, awful, base, bastard, beastly, cheap, contemptible, degrading, detestable, dirtbag, dirty, disgraceful, disreputable, down, gross, grungy, ignominious, infamous, insignificant, loathsome, low, mean, no-good, pitiful, reprehensible, scurvy, shameful, sleazy, slimy, sordid, vile, worthless, wretched, yucky

My conclusion ? It was a powerful word enough to descibe the worthless brother of , sigh, mine.

I was being kind, being grateful, offering that pair of movie tics for my parents to go and watch. It had been donkey years since they watched movies together without interruptions from my dear sis n me and that maggot.

I wanted to call him wanker, but decided that the 2nd definition was a bit inappropriate since he wasnt coming of an age.

wank?er? [wang-ker]

–noun Chiefly British and Australian Slang (vulgar

1.	a contemptible person; jerk.

2.	a male masturbator.

He had to go to the room crying like crazy as if we just said we want to disown him ( how i wish for that day...) Not only that, he had to screech like hmm Medusa (does she screech ? ) or those desperate sopranos wannabe. Hello ? Ppl are watching TV shows would you mind just to shut the hell up for a while ?

The louse considered lecturing as scolding, laughing as jeering (like another idiot I hate but unfortunately know). The demands he has are out of the world outrageous, and much like I want to give him a tight slap, I cant for he isnt my child.

If ever my child grows up and resemble this wretched uncle of theirs, I make sure he/she would be given more than 1 tight slap.

Which reminds me, some vulgarities are losing the impact here, much thanks to my constant usage. Would anyone be kind enough to suggest some more words that are also found in the dictionary as well ? Many thanks.

Sunday, September 24, 2006
[[fL@shb@ck]]

Ms-ed all of a sudden this afternoon when I thought back those little incidents that happened. Rene reserved her comments, could not blame her for not taking sides since she was not there. I thought I'd feel better after the conversation with her.

Apparently I was wrong.

The more I thought, the worse it became. So much so that I could feel that hatred. Perhaps it is a blessing in disguise that we hardly meet.

Thank goodness for that surprise later on. Found out tt my cousin n ex tutor was in the same faculty and are friends. Pretty stunned in the first place, and could not help remembering that "the world is so small" is an apt comment.

Oh wells, shan't ponder too much over it.

[[m@|d]]

Scraped the whole chicken pie thing and went Mar's hse instead. Met up with Tin to collect my prezzie, so damn funny since the gift would seriously not be any use to me. Went NTUC buy e ingredients for spag and this bimbotic me made sm bimbotic comments and the works..

Slacked around till 5 plus before they starting cooking or rather, cek ark did the cooking. We did the laughing. Not in the position to comment about the spag, so i shant. Apparently the hightlight of the day was me being the maid. Oh wells.

Den we start kpo-ing ppl's frenster or rather irene's ahem. Disappointed though. Reached home @ 11. Whether gg to Raffles was better or what we did today was better... hmmm...

Some things changed. Not for the better but maybe for the worse. Again, not in the position to comment since I might be the one who changed. Whatever it is, it made me felt more appreciative towards those I took for granted. I do however wonder how long will it be before that particular sm1 make me erupt . That day ought not be here, but it should be inevitable.

urgh.on a lighter tone, should i spurge on tt Lin G ?

Friday, September 22, 2006
[[scr3w3d]]

Met Ashyura for lunch today. Was toking to sian while waiting for her. Apparently my eyes are blinded as she was just standing right IN FRONT of me. So yes we were laughing about it for sometime while proceeding to northpoint.

Decided to go Swensens anyway and suprising the service was way better than before. More crowds even. Gosh, 2 waitresses actually serve us at the same time like we were the queens. Ok.. a drastic change for Swesens @ NP.

She gave me a hippo on the basis that its limping limbs are cute. Lol. Nonetheless i am stil waiting for my mago gen 2 (hint hint*)

Ok I should not have open my camera lens ( sounds wrong..) for the EXCEL DAY, now Ms Tay thinks that i am good. After some C&C from some ppl apparently there are smthings normal eyes cant see. She signed me up for e competition and i have absolutely no idea what to shoot. I hate shooting human. I cant shoot human. I am such a goner.

Oh yes HIP is giving free gifts again ! Hahas so cool, anyone Rob-A-Baby movie 27 Sept 7pm ?

Tuesday, September 19, 2006
[[bd@3]]

Mine !!! Finally!! After.. 9mths. Lol sounds like pregnant. Been smiling like an idiot today. All started with the hp vibration which started exactly on the dot @ 12am. Went to school and the day proceeded like any other day... not.

For one i skipped PE =). For second, Mrs Sim actually let us off 15mins from lesson. I was suspicious initially but decided to dimiss that suspicion. Turned out that my initial 直覺 was right. My lovely class actually pooled in the money for a choco cake !!! Weeee. The cake was damn delicious la, thanks to mel mel de mom.

Joked with the trs and said the cake was toilet processed, David was about to eat the cake and stopped in mid-air lolz that was hilarious.

Was smiling like an idiot on the way home, thinking about the day. "Heidi loves her 221" . Got the few messages i wanted to have. Got the delicious cake. Got my wonderful friends. What else could i asked for ?

Oh yes. My family. Even the cake I ate @ home was nice =)

Happy birthday Heidi =P

Sunday, September 17, 2006
[[b0+@n|cs]]

Nice one. Orchard den to Grange den to wad ? Gleneagles Hosp drink tea ? Thanks for the hike.
Went BG wif Cek ark. Started to rain by the time we walked there, thank goodness it was a light rain though the blame had been pushed to me. Rah.

Friends are such funny things. Made it so damn obvious the purpose for meeting me on tues. First is irene den is ash. Sigh... Wad logic sia ? Tues 6.30 den let off how 2 go n play AHHH. Li Hui even worse. Tot today is my bdae n tell me see e sms again 2days later. Grrr. Din do much initially, was busy reply all the msges... gt one unxpected person hu sms-ed, made my day? Hmm.. thinking back.. HE WAS TRYIN TO CURSE ME. Nonetheless... cant fault a person who is superstitious about prelim results yea ?

Cek ark taught me sm stuff abt photography, he also lemme touch his dslr.@ 1st i stil thought he wun lemme touch his baobei. Fun time dere... thou dere are bees EEEE looked more like hornet to me.

The orchids are nice. You can tell that w/o hiding bhind e lens...yup. They got smell too. So nice =) , budden i stil wun wan them for my wedding. Maybe the Sang Woo's one ? I haven seen it thou sadded. I am pleased to say that the Bae Yong Jun's one is so damn ugly. The Princess Diana's one was.. elegant yea yea.

Saw a number of song shu... so ke ai. BG trip ended wif e 2 parrots, owner took care of them well apparently.

Watched "lil man" after that. Not much of a plot, jus senseless humor throughout the show. For those who wish to laugh their ass off can go watch.

Oh yes...my legs are killing me

Saturday, September 16, 2006
[[s+0p]]

Stop it can? I seriously cant stand it liao. Must I report to you EVERYTHING I do EVERYTHING I say ? Must I seek for your approval? Grow up please, times have changed, so stop living in the past can ?

I seriously do not know what you want now. Why do you tell me such things ? Just to get the response you want ? Gaining sympathy or just attracting my attention. For goodness sake I am not a SOCIAL WORKER. I told you what I could, take it or leave it. Whining is NOT an option.

Leave. Me. Alone.

[[r0und]]

Woke up @ 9 plus all geared up to run round the island. Ok la... was editing pictures when I woke up... my eyes nearly went blind from all the erasing.

Reached JE 1st n passed the stuff to Beth's frens. Took the train dwn to Bugis to meet up with the other 2.... den back to SB. Hahas I looped rnd half the island :P Got the overstay charge n had to fork out $2 =(

Tml botanics... n wad else ? Hmm

Wednesday, September 13, 2006
[[wh0osh]]

These 2 days went past too slowly. Extremely slow considering that tml is yet another mock exam. 4 more weeks of gruelling exams to go thru. Everytime reach home no energy 1 leh... dog tired? Arugh.

Met up with e person and was surprised that he dun looked wad he sounded. Sounds ridiculous. I mean smth u can imagine how a person looked like by hearing the voice. However it was a one -off for this chap. Everything was so last min, apparently FRIDAY was his girl n his anniversary, now then get prezzie. Tsk tsk, guys. Nvr learn de leh...

Now... anyone can tell me how kidneys aid in excretion ?

Tuesday, September 12, 2006
[[IMF]]

Oh WEEE the delegates are here!! So god damn excited .. not. If I were the delegates, I would not be excited either.

At first I was pretty hyped abt e whole ting.. is been like.. 14 yrs? (if i got it correct) since any major org came here 2 haf meetings and conferences. Quite an achievement for a small nation. Smmore in Asia.

As more and more news of IMF came onto the news... the more embarassed I felt. As far as I agree that security is the top most priority, such extensive planning deserves a pat on e back... but... it gave me the impression that either the delegates are here 2 b endangered animals or jailbirds.

Picture a 10s news report on Singapore 2006 elsewhr. The 1st ting ey see is the gates. N yes.. silver shining gates. Might as well make it gold right ? Comfirm no one will protest since they will be busy scrapping the gold out.

Oh yes... : "I hope Singapore's authorities will change their minds and allow the people in that we have accredited as originally agreed" World Bank President said that.

Pretty ironic, something that us as citizens should be proud of is getting bad publicity. Sometimes I do wonder is there any sense in the whole thing. They started the whole Smile 2006 thing. Then they blockage almost the whole cityhall. What are we suppose to smile at now? The gates ? I think my teeth not so bright lo.. and the silver is glaring. It is so fucking cold and why dont they might as well build a Berlin Wall ?

I sincerely hope that the delegates will spend more money in Suntec. With all the blockage I think the shops are losing SG customers.

For the sake of security we sacrificed other things... just learnt a new phrase. Opportunity cost. Oh wells, what else can I say ? SG ... no matter how inflexible to the point of impossible is still my home country. What else can I say but " Ok what.. want come SG do the SG way..."

Monday, September 11, 2006
[[ch3m]]

First day of term 4. Sigh. Started to go through all e prelim papers. Chem pissed me off coz of the ambiguity of e qns as well as.. URGH I GT E METHOD N E ANSWER , THE TEACHER GAVE ME ZERO.

WTH was tt abt? If e prelims were to be counted for U, rest assure i would get tt few marks no matter how miserable they are. RAH.

Woke up with a headache, apparently was havin insomia last nite. I tink. Too many thoughts swimming in my head, could not even decipher them. Urgh... oh wells...

Sunday, September 10, 2006
[[t|dy]]

*Groans* Sch's starting tml. Sigh.. which was why I cleaned my room. Yeah. Finally. So damn proud of e Virgo in me HAHAHS. I changed the sheets and cleaned my full of junk desk.
Awww man. My parents bought out e digi cam, otherwise i could show e before and after pictures.

Cleaned out a total of 2 bagful of papers, 2 plastic bags of junk and 2 cardboard boxes. Weeee.
Is like less than 2 mths 2 A's but i dun feel that sense of urgency. Oh shite. I am a goner.

Saturday, September 09, 2006
[[s|0gs]]

Kudos to that 2 sg website giving me that free advertisment space. Things are certainly picking up thou onli by tt little. Got the stuff fm tw le. So happy =)

Have all these fuzzy ideas and concepts in my mind, keep on wondering when I should put them into good use. Catch phrases, designs and all..

Urgh. A's is in my way. Oh wells..

[[m3ss3d]]

Nice time to mess me up. Just one simple qns of " Can you go for ATC " . Despite the mths not in MF, i am pretty aware that manpower aint the strongest term in A3. I am also very aware that sm birdies are just so bloody stubborn n refused to get help.

Instinct tells me to leave them to die. Or rather. Focus on A's. Conflicting thoughts. Conflicting views. I am glad I told that white lie. For it leads me very much to my decision. Thanks to that few night owls who helped me rationalise my thoughts and those who just ignored. Though then again " Advice are smth ppl want even though they already knew the answer"

After A's. Back to NP. Back to MF. How I craved. How I dread. The glory has passed and can never be back. At least for this batch. Sigh.

Thursday, September 07, 2006
[[s+udy]]

Did what I was told. Or rather what I should have done. Miraclously Irene WOKE me up at 11am and asked me to teach her chem. Erm.. I... teach...chem... hmm...passable? Decided to go Ah Li's hse to study... though I knew nth much would be done.

On train, I saw the Nelson's lookalike fm YJ and well.. sian-ed by 1/2 or rather totally. Den after tt waited SOOOOOOO long for her "majesty" arrival. Tt nutty actually WALKED fm AMK bus interchange to YCK. Reason being no straight bus. URGH! Weather is so hot la.. my bag so heavy filled with her chem stuff. RAH. Saw a few lookalikes as well unless... I am god damn blind?

Mr Ong sms-ed and suan-ed me. Lol made a mistake apparently. Today then is his bdae. Hahas old le =P started his teacher preachin on me... eee preach back during christmas ? lol

Sun. Sentosa?
Or not?
Grrr.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006
[[s@k@3]]

Fulfilled Jenn's wish went to wdl Sakae for erm.. "tea" . Buffet style din attract me at all since it is all the same god damn food. Oh wells. I am an angel =P Seemed like everyone's com were sick even his crashed...

Din really eat much since i was not even hungry in the 1st place. We crapped more than we eat ? Yep certainly.. Sat there from 3 to 5 plus. Saw Anqi and Joy. Meeting 熟人 is fine.. but of all ppl this 2 ultra 三八, the minute I saw Anqi stood near my table I knew already. Such fine traits of a NPCC personnel. My 2 seniors how could I not know what were they thinking. Tsk tsk. I rest my case.

Admittedly we had not went out 2gh for a long time... apart from the gang... I guessed I have not been in touch with the rest for quite sometime if you exclude sms and msn. Oopsy. shall socialise once A's over. So apparently I enjoyed today la despite tt.. sakae. eeks.

Is funny how conversation never cease to end with some people. Perhaps only interrupted when it's time to bid farewell. Thank goodness for such people, otherwise I would be talking to myself almost everytime already =)

[[p@s+]]

Mom took out the photo albums and thats when all the flashbacks came. Fast and furious. Too. If you asked me.

Found the photo I thought I'd lost. That one which changed my mood for a few days few years back. Class photo. Pri4/9. That special year. One which I won't want to forget. Bugs and his ah gong specs. Teased him endlessly for months. Ironically, it is this ah gong whom I shared woes and joy with. The main star - nt him thou. My class monitor. Really regretted passing back that diskette. For I lost tt 3 precious thing he gave. Took me too long to realise to admit. Ah well, I was young.

Outings with 3rd aunt. Another thing I treasured. Always on good relations with the people on the maternal side, no wonder I liked Wei Di kor kor so much. Now? I like all of them. Mostly :P
What saddened me was the cobwebs-like relation with didi gor gor. Smth fragile and alas, broken. We used to be good together. Thou I tored his homework ocassionally and in turn being scolded. Affection could be seen through the photos or was I imaging things?

Oh yes.. those times. When my brother was still the angel. When I had a bad haircut and the suxy specs. Angels brought smiles and as did my bro.... last time. We used to go for Swensens. Or rather, I tricked my parents to. As a reward for me taking care of him. From him, I learnt as well not to underestimate the power of genes. We looked so alike as babies, perhaps the only difference was our genitals ? Duh.. Also from him I learnt how demons evolved from angels. Or maybe everyone went throught that demonic phase ?

An entry too long. Words left unsaid for too long. More to come ?

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
[[h|s]]

Today is Ah Ong de bdae.. tsk tsk nvr reply me.. shall go and knock his head during Christmas. Where got lidat de lo.. teacher lai de leh.. or too busy making baby... hMmmmm..

The other "his" is Sze Hong, yep his bdae as well.. Had quite a chat tru sms..hoho.. all mugging for Prelims except me :P

Happy day =)

Monday, September 04, 2006
[[k0r3@n]]

Saw that interview with Kwon Sang Woo. Nearly burst out laughing at his response when that 6 yr old girl said I love you. Least this batch of aunties did not have stamps over their eyes. Kwon Sang Woo is way better that that erm.. shit nt sure how 2 spell either Bae Yong Jun? Wad ever la..

Went IMM @ the wrong time. No... i wasnt squashed by the crowd. I went too early =( lol. Wasnt there to "chase star" in the 1st place... Nearly went to Botanics Garden after the visit to my gma hse ytd. Ey had a orchid named after him... nice name for a flower =P .

Got caught up with the Korean Wave by Channel U. Save the last dance (thou a replica of the tw show.. who copied who? ) n My Lovely Samsoon. My dad had 2 sacrifice his news time oops. My itchy fingers wanted me to buy the books. *slaps hand*

Cant stand the mouse, so we finally opened the microsoft optic mouse to use. Yeay! Too bulky for my tiny hands thou. oh wells the only worry was my bro slamming it on the floor ... so i decide to hide it :P Dun call me petty lo, but is for the welfare of the mouse.

Scare the hell out of me when i tot the comp wasnt intenting to start up window. That happened after my sis touch the comp. Thank goodness for system restore. Ranted a lot abt her to luppy. Ultra hate her @ times... thou the frequency aint that high as compared to bro. Urgh, need I provide more reasons to back up why i need a lappy ?

Sunday, September 03, 2006
[[v|s|+]]

A visit that was long due. Long time no see. Yep went back to ma de 娘家. So happy to see that trio of nephews and niece there. That 2 guys slimmed visibly. Just like their mother.

Urgh. after tt 3 wks break from com, dun really feel like blogging le.. sigh.. later then.

Saturday, September 02, 2006
[[fIn@||y]]

3 wks. Finally. Thanks to these 2 great guys. My dad (ta da!!!!!) n cek ark =)

Rite.. lesson learnt fine?

As promised i changed da song lalala~ Enjoy...

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