An Apple And The Pasture

Thursday, June 29, 2006
[[0v3r]]

Yes! Finally all blk tests r over! 4 days of holiday awaits. Wonderful life.

Screwed up @ math (Expected?) Totally panic @ one moment, those adreanline rush (nt a good 1 thou) . Heart pumping violently. Well ,it sort of just sent me back to those good old days whr i had a phobia for qns i duno how 2 do.

The panic attack took a real long time. There wasnt enuf for me 2 calm dwn, thou eventually i did. That wave of calmness came too late,thou i did finished all qns, obvious more crosses than ticks.

Bio... was fine. Thou my ans dun seemed tt bio-ish. Hand went into auto mode for essay. IT COULDNT BEND. My goodness, i had a much relaxing time writing 7 essays for geography back @ sec 4 O's . N this was like wad ? A 2 essays? @ 1st chose liver for the qns. In e end , ended up wif kidney. That stupi liver qns abt erythrocytes was too short to be awarded 10 marks. To tink i have jus another 33% to go.

Organisation of the kidney qns was freakin bad, but din even bother to write a draft for it. Damn. Thou thank goodness , it left with wif 20 mins juz 2 dream (abt? hmmm) and CHECK my work obviously.

Makes me really wonder wth I spent a wk (ok nt long enuf i guessed) chiongin math.
Makes me wonder y did i spent a wk(too long liao) on chem
Makes me wonder y i spent my wkends on bio.

now tt is over.
the results would be out soon.
Sorry Mr S, i cant strive for tt A
Sorry Ms L, i cant maintain tt B
Sorry Mrs S, i am nt sure whether did i improved.

Is over. Why did i felt tt extreme happiness tt i always did ?

Wednesday, June 28, 2006
[[bd@3]]

Happy birthday to :

Yi Ting
Yi Ting' sis
My own sis
Ryan
Teck Hao
Ah Xuan

Treay of versailles signed on this date , nt tis yr obviously.

After a havin a triumph win over chemistry, i felt tt i am gonna screwed up for tml.

I wondered how much of the bio contents r in my head.

I wondered y my mind juz went blank moments ago n i cant seemed to solve any of the problem i solved b4. Really need tt luck now. Sigh. Wads e use of gettin a better grade in one subject, whr it leads u to flunk the other 2 ?

Hate these panic attacks @ nite.

Monday, June 26, 2006
[[eX@m]]

Ok, its exams i shuden b here, den again i shuden b tokin 2 my sis till like 1 odd ytd on e eve of exam.

Totally awed by the flair of language, the simplicity of e complex argument, e logical and analytical prose.Made me felt like crap.

In e end ? Sorta wrote sm crap abt science.

Hod sci , Mr chua bcame VP for RV. Good for him, boo for us? Gd ones left n bad ones enter. Ok, shuden b so pepsi n use tt "yi gen zhu da fan zhen zhou " concept.

Bored. shall shutup

Sunday, June 25, 2006
[[b@i]]

Went Bugis with sian 2dae. Mar suppose 2 cm, in e end ps-ed us.Nvm. We had fun as well. Went to bai bai @ the guanyin temple. Of coz being sua kus like us, or rather pampered kids, we had no idea how many joss sticks to take or whether to put back tt "qian" after it dropped out for the 1st time. So as 2 have equal probability for the 2nd time ? Oh wells. We decided to be fair. ( Kinda ironic when it's supposed to be e gods 2 decide)

Both of us qiu for 2 qians. Of coz 1st is studies 1 la.. Hers was so damn freakin true. Coz tt toopit nvr study, so OBVIOUSLY the results would nt b tt nice. The interpretation was smth like "Water freezes and ice melts again, no use changing it, it would be futile" so depressing yet so true. Mine was sama the same as last time. Be happy with present circumstances. Thou the extra one was, smth like u will do wrong tings if u listen wrong advice. (aka. tr sae wad i shudnt trust ? HAHAHA)

2nd one... =) Thou i cant distinctly remembered the qns (i spoke in my mind 0.o) asked, bt so long i tot of it can le la =). Somehow i really want to blifed tt it would b true, but @ present times it seemed impossible. Nvm. Blif in mircales =) . Dad os said this "qian" gd thou he assumed tt its for my studies. (Horrors! pressure) Budden obviously nt.

Went NL (national lib) n study la, of course. This time really gt study lo. At least re-visted the 2nd time math thou..sigh too many qns imposs to finish. Stomach was growling so ended up spendin rest of the time @ suntec mac. Seemed impossible lo. Eve of exam leh i stil go out. If nt for e 2 qians os wun. Thank goodness they were relatively gd ones.

Den sian showed me her eye-candy. Ok la, admit la. Way better dan YJ de la. Sian diao lei, more shuai ones over dere. Tink back YJ ones, sigh (nt tt i m any better budden hao gao wu yuan ma) . Her fren chio thou, thou she told me very blur. Lol.

Dunno how much had i helped her with her sorta depression, budden 2dae laufed a lot so hopefully it helped with relieving the stress of nt studying ba. Thou no doubt another panic attack would happen ltr in the nite for her. But i guess sm stress relieve is better than having none.

n OH YA !!! I decided on one crazy idea. To make a book outta this blog =) [seemed tt i nid 2 have 1 crazy idea during every grad yr. Last one was a foto album] Gonna start huntin for cheaper book publisher. of coz nt sell la, no one wants to see my:

non interestin life story
bad grammar
ultra cyberised wordings
bad sentence structures.

Anyone wans sponsor ? Or even do for me ? Wahahaha. nahz shall do myself "plieb" <---- =P

Oh yea yea ! My "qians" !!! Weee~ Miracles do happen =)

Saturday, June 24, 2006
[[s+uck]]

Shit. Guilt. Told bee cant go sakae on fri wif him le.
Felt like tt monster telling a kid dere is no santa.
Could felt that disappointment.(nt tt i am popular or wadever)
All coz i rushing tt exco day proj(damn it) n stocks.

Felt bad. Neglected our conversation.
Told luppy pick numbers.
Looked @ cek ark webcam.
Ou er tok 2 him.
Shit. Tio left out?

Helped tt cek ark with his tagboard.
Told me he virgin blogger. Chek.
Simple ting os duno. Chek.

Yes la. 1.2 is NICE la
2.1 better be nice lo.
Those pics os nice la.
Stop pointing to those parts la.
I meant those bo gey, and all la.

N those discount stuff
Stop tempting la.
4Gb nano damn perfect la, grrr.
SIGG bottle?
I dun nid it.
Tsk tsk abuse webcam.

Premiere.Sigh wth issit?
Sounds fun, thou is SUPERMAN!
Felt wrong thou.
Tt y call cek ark ask other peeps 1st.
No one den i go lo.
Someone would go i tink.

Oh yes.Thanks 4 tt response
when i asked for an opinion.
I seriously,
dun nid that.
Sometimes wen is time 2 crap
U crap
Wen is time 2 give constructive ideas
U crap
Wen can u ever treat smth seriously here?

Thursday, June 22, 2006
[[smi|3]]

Wad have i done to deserve such moments 2 make me smile ? A comfort for ytd's tots ? A healing pad for ytd's insults?

Postman came 2 my doorstep ! The 2nd one this wk liao, first one was the dhl guy =). Thou the dhl guy was colder than the postman. At least the postman smiled @ me, thou he looked weird, budden frendly lo.

N the other one...__§z3H.n5__ . Asked him wan help out J06 de POC, he tot i asked abt his health 0.o . Way far off. Nonetheless, its been smth since we tok. Aka happy lo .

Been quite some time since i walk n smile @ e same time, felt tt bounce to my feet =)

[[c0nn3c+|0n]]

I always prefer to think of it as a mistake.
What the hell was i tinking to pave back the connection ?
It obviously doesnt pay to be kind.

That was totally disgusting.
Makes my hair stand wen ever tt topic arises.
Stop it would u ?

Is good that we have this distance.
Scram further back would u ?
Dun ever tok abt it.
U knew no art, nor human behavior.
Scram.

One more nosie abt it
I wil scream!
Stop thinking tt u r e preacher.
Always <>
"outsiders see more"doesnt work.

Break. That. Connection.

[[sw33+]]

Woke up by my sis's cupcake ring tone "n i love u so lalala i want u to know" smth lidat la. Noisy yet cute. If i wasnt awoken by that, i juz might haf missed the beautiful sun rise. Okay is 7 odd, the sun is dere n nt rising. Budden is stil a beautiful sun =) .

Couldnt help but took sm pics of it, thou... a 4X op zoom cam doesnt help much. I shall juz view it =) .Tried to get back to slp, successfully or not , till 9 am.

Realised i am dependent on mago, bought her everywhr i go (in the hse) . I tink she is getting skinner 0ops.Thanks lo luppy, for giving her 2 me. =)

[[hum0r]]

Thanks to those ppl hu consciously or unconsciously made me lauf-ed/smiled today on msn.

Bee de diahoerra. Wth, such a erm hmm.. sorta serious stuff can bcm so freakin funny. Still sae porn prof, ethnic leader, political leader. Tok crap la.. Budden funny =)

Genpets lo. Thou abit disgusting, accept tt is really a big advancement in biosci, thou sm -ve feedback bt personally once u get over tt disgust, the curiousity would come. HOPEFULLY. If not, i deemed those as escapist.

Luppy lo. For sayin tt statement abt bring gpets on bus. Thou nt as funny as it is, given my mood is extremely funny.

Cek ark lo. Toks abt resellers n digi cam n e toopit survey.

Always these 3 guys lol.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006
[[crux]]

The crux ? People will always fear the unknown

[[slp]]

Switched off the com around 1 plus, went to bed ard tt time. 2 odd hrs later I was still tossin n turning in bed.

Had a lot of thoughts in my head, yet smhow smway all the tots suddenly gt linked to death. No, nt the methods of dying, no i am nt finding death, in fact jus the opposite. Tried very hard to stir all tots as far away as possible fm death. Think happy tots, yet i failed badly.

That fear tt i din had from young attacked me full blast. Yet I am not a kid anymore yea ? I juz cant go running into my parents' room n told dem wad i tot. Even if i did, it would be fruitless, my dad wasnt there.

Felt like those elastic rubber which was stretched in the morning, only to suffer the recoil @ nite. Woke up @ 1pm the nxt day, if that is the way to b a pig (slpin such long hrs) I dun want it. I rather wan to be tt pig slpin long hrs yet not suffering from tt recoil.

Thou feel like a rubber, being stretched at both ends, i wasnt stretched to the limits as yet. I dun wish to tink of that recoil, nor do i wish for that day to arrive. Juz cant help but tink that the rubber is gonna get thinner n longer with every passing day...

Tuesday, June 20, 2006
[[dr3@ms]]

可能是日有所思﹐夜有所夢吧。
真沒想到竟然會夢到你。
還是在一個滑稽的場合。

對你的思念﹐對NP的想念﹐
竟然會在同一個夢出現。
真希望這個夢永不停﹐
可是夢終究是夢﹐是不能實現的。

謝謝你﹐那幾天的歡笑。
謝謝你﹐竟然想聽我的意見。
謝謝你﹐和我們的合照。

那幾個巧合﹐並不是偶然的。
你欠我的終究會還。
只希望﹐我還能帶著同一種心情迎接那次的巧遇。

Sunday, June 18, 2006
[[p|ss3d]]

It started off as a wonderful morning(earli afternoon) with the exception of the sms-es n smbodi owing me 1/2 hr of slp.

Why must the day end the other way?

My reluctance to express

Your stupidity to detect

Where does the fault lies ?

Everytime I seek
Everytime you aren't there.

Thanks a LOT

Saturday, June 17, 2006
[[sh|+|3ss]]

Scared shitless. Wth... Jus choing-ed finished 2 shows and tis stupi me went and checked those fwd mails. "spot the difference". WAD FUCK. Dropped all guards and went searching for the diff, thank goodness I zoomed in on the swf. N din get to c e whole picture.

All I knew is that my heart beat very fast after that. Grrrr.

Show is nice =). Why nvr air in SG ? Damn feel like buying ... that makes it ... the 3rd ting i want. after tt jacket n earphones.

~感情要忠於自己的內心~ Yes. Certainly

[[|@+3]]

Its... 12.59am. 1 more min to 1am. Yes slping soon. Kept on listening to tt 2 particular songs , made me felt that melancholy is really a cool emotion afterall.

we certainly had to go for coffee smday, nt 2day nt tml, on the day wen $ starts to come in.
my sakae treat = to mine , no way i am letting u get off so easy
not for any, for the gang....tryin really trying
wen i visit boon lay smtime juz make sure tt i can see u
cc08 ?
can we b in the foregrnd ?
wen r u gonna return 2 me tt 3 tings u owed me ?
wen is my $80 cmin back ?
will everyone juz shut up abt those stupi relations ?
can i dun watch green forest ? (thou i did promised)
can u stop neglecting ?
wen can i ever see u ?
Is yishun so big tt we dun even meet ? Must i really step into AJ ?
come out of ur 146 smtimes n stand on the bridge watchin tt 856 pass
take tt 853 wen i am in yck

For those dumb ass out there, there r MULTIPLE characters inside the whole bullet pt ting. IF u tink is u, den is u. If nt den is nt. Ur tots. Ur logic.

Friday, June 16, 2006
[[c0mm3n+|3ss]]

Ms Tay WOKE me up @ 10 am !!! Insisting i reach Yj by 11.20 . 0.o. Toopit excel day. I was supposed to wake @ 2pm ? Grrr. Nonetheless... we got to see her ROM fotos n i took fotos of the sch kitten =) So cute. N of coz sm 1/2 hearted pics from the GoF (garden of life ok ? )

It is one ting to hear tt sm1 got a godsis. It is another to hear that tt godsis "looks" like me. Happy for tt somebody, thou can u imagine tt clash of feelings when another called n told me he felt like cryin juz cos of his godsis, godbro or wadsoever ? All tt helpless while in an attempt of tryin to salvage tt situation n not letting it get worse ?

Kpo-ed rnd ppl's fotos. Some stimulate tt sour feelings, sm led to smiles of course, while the rest... made me felt like banging my head on the wall. Ever really take the effort to look deep into the photos ? Just a note to sae that wad may seems like a backgrd to you, may be of importance to others.

Song on blog. Describe how i always felt wenever i am alone. How apt. Esp the chorus part. =) Nice one.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006
[[s3n+0s@]]

Reached Habourfront about 10 mins later than e rest ? Wad to do ? E train slow =P . Reached Sentosa by like 8.30 , lol we were damn freakin late.. N den met up with those rotary club ppl had sm briefing while we waited for the kids to arrive.

GOH or hu ever la, kept insisting on fotos. As much as i liked it, arranging like 100 odd kids arent really that simple u noe. N the shirt they gave ? " Kids Out 2006" Freakin big. Covered my whole shorts.

From the trip, you could really see the reasons why and why NOT to have kids. Cute as they were, sm realli had tt attitude. N sm stupi ting happened. Some strangers kept on calling my nick. As if ey knew me frm way back den. These 2 girls la. (biatch?) frm ken's grp. Chao Si Ren.

"Green *" consisted of Augustine (IC), sm indian girl (4gt name) , Hui Xuan, Siew Ying n Me. Kids... like ... Ahmad , Vanessa, Li Fen(ultra quiet) , Jian smth (ultra ap) , Samuel (ultra small) and sm more lo couldnt rem liao. Managed to complete onli 3 stations b4 we decided to juz take tt green bus to cc look look. Lol. Couldnt be bothered abt the "treasure hunt"

Went sky ride wif e klz after much fotographing. $4... ok la... nt tt ex , nt tt cheap. Was expecting sm Australia-like experience... in the end... The freakin thing was so damn slow. Den again, if nt slow, i cant take pics. Tot dere would be sm excitement somewhr along it, but NO. It was as slow as ever. N den wen we reached e destination. Those 2 freakin counter ppl ? Nvr come n serve us lo. We wanted to c e pics, budden ey kept on ignoring. Realli damn rude tsk tsk..

Tired but fun. Wished i was a kid again. All the i dun fren you business ? Seemed so unimportant now... sigh...

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
[[s|gh]]

Wth ? *Slaps my big mouth* Shuden have told ma abt the *neighbour comes visiting incident*, now i had to nod my head in agreement to everyting she said. Obviously she is lookin for an ally in the family. Not that she had to look far.

I basically din gave a damn to that neighbour since i agar knew y was she here. 100% guarantee plus chop it is not our fault ! Ok, is someone in the family BUT NT US.

Pardon my language, but wth la, so old liao can be abit more considerate ? Tot the older u get the more sensible etc u r ? Ppl came n complain about YOU, u stil can denied it like nobody's business, worst stil, pushed blame onto others ? HELLO ? *Knock knock? I AM YOUR GRANDCHILD for goodness sake (now u noe hu i am tokin abt) , wads with the blood is thicker than water tings ? Doesn't apply to chinese? Or wat ? WAit a sec ... isnt tt wat the chinese ALWAYS like to use ?

I had to slap on one unwritten condition on my "guy-to-be" jus cos of this... tsk tsk..

Watched the island again =) Tt time.. watched wif bee? Anyway, looked up n dwn for the songs, damn cool =) lalala~. Tml CIP trip to sentosa, abit dun feel like gg bt wad to do no cip hrs.. tsk tsk.

Monday, June 12, 2006
[[p|+s+0p]]

Gang attendance ALWAYS not full. Thanks 2 tt 2 buggers... Now i noe y they r fm 4A. Tsk tsk. 4/6 nt bad liao, least maintain hoho.

Met around 2 plus @ tpy mrt, mar bought the RABBIT ! Ok fine.. jus lidat lo lol, black color one seems huggable if nt angular. Den of all times RAIN =(

Tt din dampen our mood thou. We stil "bravely" made our way to PITSTOP. 1/10 of my jeans wet, nonethelss we reached ! Ooo we walked past eski bar (closed) budden looked really cool, bee was telling me go 2gh e min i turn 18 lol. -20 to -25 siao de i duno can ta han ma.

2hrs of gaming @ pitstop freaking short lo. Shud extend, budden i tink cek ark de pocket will burn. Shall return.. smday. The foodie os nt bad n we were tokin abt stuffin the glass into mar's bag, so ah bo is nice la. Tink can be found in ikea ?

The swap! game was a game of waking us up, coz u c, travel to dere tired liao. Coco was always the last... so ya lo draw hand. V minor de penalty liao, we r gd ppl =) . Den tt cek ark, fang ying zhui man tsk tsk.

Railway, game of strategy lo. Den idiot 1 lo , i nearli can finish buildin TT LAST TRACK den! ey dun lemme, win liao lo. Ended up havin "I'm the worst railway builder" on my hand. Wah lau, marker paint leh, need scrub out liao. I am very convinced if nt 4 e last track, cek ark would be e one wif tt tingy 1 grr...

Jenga, a game tt is found in SG, nt bad.. about 16 lvls higher dan the normal state b4 toppling. Cek ark toppled it n shit we 4gt 2 draw his hand grrr. Nvm he treated :) (thou he sae brown cow head on our doors, nvm)

Vandalised the wall, ok nvr. Draw legally on the wall. 6 of us. All of us apparantly gt a body, with sian being the shortest, den irene - with onli the geek specs dere. HOHO. my idea =) . The 3 peeps have such gd service, no gst , no service charge smmore wor. Damn cool =)

Den jalan fm dere to suntec. Toking abt mf trs. How ja lat sm of dem r, or rather ALL of dem xcept for ah fong ? N tt "kok wai scandal" stunned dao wo. Nvm, ate cozze @ pastamania(long time din go liao). Laufed @ those tings cek ark said abt the cambodia trip. (esp the bladder 1 erps)

Walked back fm M sq to raffles again, passin esplanade. Of coz "pinos" like us wun miss it for the world to take pics wif the durian la, the fullerton la etc. Den cek ark tried to take those professional shots ? Hard w.o a gd cam n tripod i guessed thou those he took, i cant reach tt standard liao. We ka jiao-ed him , kip waving our legs n hand in front of e lens. WE SUCCEEDED ! in one of the pics (chey...)

魚與熊掌﹐不可兼得 last yr learnt e word. This yr apply =) Act. suppose go for a wedding @ hyatt one. Abit bad, ps-ed my dad for gang OOPS ! Budden i sincerely duno hus wedding ma. Admittedly , dere r lots of opportunity for me 2 ps-ed dem half way go hyatt. As much as i loved tt shark fin n scallop ( my dad onli mentioned these) , gang stil come 1st =) . Smmore gt 16 hyatt chocs 2 savour, nt bad liao =).

Shit, i cant stop smiling. Comfirm tml mouth muscle cramp 1. Till now stil smiling n is like 2hrs since i gt home. Sheesh. Of coz nid thank bee la, stil can help me maintain tt smile for so long. Budden! Is 2dae tt made me =) . N those ppl I kj-ed paiseh , hee.

If nt for anything for the gang....

Saturday, June 10, 2006
[[t|m3]]

Last yr de tis time... where r u ?

I tink i am @ ubin stil having my CI course. ATC. A total disaster, smth i dun wish 2 relish in the yrs to come except for a few scenes ? Like crappin with hisyam n shit ! i 4gt e name, kayak with kok hiong , campfire with tt stupi song...

Last yr de tis day (or ratherone of these few days) was the end ATC. We were happily ascending fm the bus , tinkin of how to go home. 2005 de police wk carnival e only single carnival tt i din go ever since i noe gt such ting. Sigh. Last yr one seemed fun, unlike tis yr. Chey.

Jus ate orange. Feel like gg 2 be sick :S all ash n li hui fault, so sick stil play wif me juz now grrr.. but anyway , had 2 thank dem 4 jalan-ing wif me =)

[[w3|rd]]

The carnival SUX.No excitment one lor. U would expect the last (i tink) carnival @ PA (thomson) to be realli fun n hyper. Totally NOT. No adverts no marketing, wth, is onli wen ms loy posted on the yahoo grp tt i knew lo. Too many thieves 2 catch until no time 2 plan ? NO time den dun plan such half hearted ting lei... I wan fun de lo

In the end travelled on 132 to orc to meet with another disappointment. Agreed wif lihui lo, tt lime de flea market omg, e space so small, the "shop" so small n is like in such a ulu place kinda like a drug addict hangout. Those in front of ngee ann city y WAY nicer.

Walk walk c c look look. Li hu said nxt time dun1 come out wif me liao, bo liao walking made her ti-red. Nt my fault rite. I wan buy stuff de lo, No money wad to do ? Tml stil nid go pitstop 1 lo. The bling bling i wan os din buy sob sob. Went apple n saw the new mac.. abit e keyboard nt nice lol. As if i can complain.

Den 2dae sibei weird. Gt tis 2 customers suddenly cm n tok 2 me. Told me WE GT FATE 0.o etc . Well erps. Den the other 1.. sae wad ? Suddenly click my name wan tok 2 me 0.o i stil tot she chasing me for goods. Tio stunned. Is fine la i enjoying crapping =) Yeps tts abt it =)

Tuesday, June 06, 2006
[[w3]]

U stepped in really @ the right time.

I got irritated n frustrated by this particular idiot.
Obvious he knew nuts about the " art of ____".
U said that angle is very impt.
After wasting my time on him, i agree with everyting u say liao.

Studies really split us apart yea ?
Yet I learnt quite a lot fm u : Rebranding , logotype =)
Tt sort of confidence not everyone can have.
Thou in order to have tt confidence...the sacrifice is untinkable.

Nxt wk ur hols!
Serious, sakae ?
Sushi Tei leh lol.

所以說。。。
老公嘛
一個
就夠了。
男人嘛。。。
一個。
好的。
就行了。

=)

[[m3l@nch0|y]]

mel·an·chol·y (mln-kl)n.
1. Sadness or depression of the spirits; gloom: “There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass” (Charles Kuralt).
2. Pensive reflection or contemplation.

I just realised (abit too slow perhaps), that as a person grows older, they get melancholic ( no, nt shooting u vinc). Every lil ting can juz send dem down the memory lane. This is wad i call pensive reflection or contemplating wich can ultimately lead to depression, horrible, bt melancholic is always the mood i have wenever i am alone.

That classroom.

That monitor.

That teacher's pet.

That teacher.

That night.

That pathway.

That block.

That streets.

That food.

That meeting.

That gathering.

That message.

Those times.

Yes i decided nt to del those 26 msges away,until reali i am ready to let go.

Monday, June 05, 2006
[[dun]]

Don't get close 2 me.
Don't stick to me.
Don't be dependent on me.

I wont b dere always.
I will go away.

I don't want to be there.
I don't want to know.

Stay away.
Keep out.

Let this safe distance remains.
Don't come nearer.
Go away.

Don't let history repeat.
Please.

Sunday, June 04, 2006
[[c|0s3]]

One step closer.

Friday, June 02, 2006
[[p|@y]]

Pin. Check
Osmose. Check
Mex. Check
MNG. Check.
Gloss. Check

Time. Check
Food. Check
Seat. Check
View. Check
Play. Check
Humor. Check
Style. Check

Aftermath. Check
Green Tea. Check
Bus. Check
Hyenas. Check
Talk crap. Check
Bee. Uncheck. Sigh
But,

Fun. Check =)

[[p@s+]]

" I wish time could stop @ sec 3 n 4" So do i. If nt i wunden haf met u , wunden haf tt student hub to do all e fun tings with dem.

"So long nvr see u le" Ya its been long. 28 dec till now. Want to see wad hairstyle u haf, wad color izzit.

"Once my hols start find you go eat Sakae" I'd wait for that.

"Theories all A's, so far all A's" Really glad for you.

Why must almost all our conversations be mixed in tears n smiles ?

Yes i am stil glad that we r stil in contact despite others' disbelief =)

Thursday, June 01, 2006
[[gp]]

It's 1.25am rite now and abt 12.5 hrs later i will be having my chem lect. Just 10 mins ago i finally finished my gp essay and 5 mins ago i sent those foto to the presumably dead (ok aslp) luppy. Latte ~~~~~~~ Nvm.

This blardy essay took so much of my energy n brain cells ( n luppy's too i tink) . It is also by far the longest essay i have ever written. All that crap abt pt counter pt, COUNTER COUNTER Pt ? I frankly couldnt care less abt tt shit. Yet this shit is the requirement 4 this essay.

I swear i am gonna drill into david's head to mark this essay n return 2 me. I want to know how suxy it is so tt i can improve it.

Thanks luppy for killing off ur brain cells with me. Hopeful the score is to ur expectation ( thou dun expect too much =P ) Treat u coffee smtime... n shall i lauf abt L&C story HOHO.

I tot my ma was flaming mad wen she told me 2 enter the comp. No way can I win de la, c other ppl de alr demoralized liao. Gt time den slowly learn fm cek ark , which remains me tt toopit guy haven been online for so long...mugging for tt term test i suppose. Aiya, seeing him on jun 11 ... qiao ta yi bi ? Hmmm...

Go slp liao *poofs*