An Apple And The Pasture

Friday, March 31, 2006
[[g|r|s]]

Women. Girls. Sometimes I am so disgraced to be of this gender. Lol. Sometimes I just felt tt we haf so many problems.

Like today, tt trio (Xiao Yan , Siew Ying and Pinkie) were discussing shopping. Kame n Jin. Stil haf that same tot, Kame is better lookin than Jin, but nt hao kan dao na li qu lol.

Den ey gt engrossed in e cosmetics conversation, wad put eyeliner on e bottom is the auntie's style n blah blah blah. Tok so much even until i cant stand it. Smmore stil state tt bf shud be equipped with e sense 2 pei gf shop. Smhow their bf's future looks dim to me.

Ken sent me a pic over frenster. Tt was e exact god damn pic i dun wish 2 put on frenster hoho, I looked disgusting. So i SHANT put it =P

[[eQm]]

It has already bcame a routine. Wake up, eat, take bus, think wif tt face to sch. Reach sch, change face. Go home. Kinda accpted the fate tt that would be all I would be thinkin every morning without fail. Just hoped that this would not end.

Switch on e com after ignoring it 4 a day =P . Saw e pic on my desktop, made me tot again. Sigh. I wanted it badly. Very badly.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006
[[+h|nk]]

It is driving me crazy. I should stop tinking. It makes no sense gg 2 sch wif this sad face, listening to these sad music thinking. It is nonsensical for me to put a facade after it. I really cant stand it.

Yet, I cant help but be cheered up by the fotos. I even put in on desktop. Why must I realise all these after they had happened for quite smtime. Why? Why only till the end that ....? Why must it happen to me? I lost it once, i dun wish 2 lose it a 2nd time.

I wish to pursue. Take a chance. I can't. I wun. I have my pride. It would be a failure. I know. Yet, I really cant stop tinkin...

[[f0+0s]]

Just uploaded the ccu fotos jus now. Thanks 2 my dad hu brought home e card reader n luppy 4 lending me e fabulous d.cam. God knows wad happen 2 e d.cam in ur hands tsk tsk lol.

Had a fun time editing e fotos. Love mircosoft la. Gotta put dem up e min i take foto wif manda nel n sze hong.

Sigh, unsure of wad 2 do now. Go fer it? Or jus back out. It is irritatingly stupi, yet @ e same time wunderful. See wad e future holds ? Lol

Tokin about lauf, we laufed @ kenny compo 2dae, despite him gettin like 40/50 ? Stil damn hilarious. Well, I shouldnt lauf @ him. Budden stil damn funny !!!

Need to haf distractions , tings 2 do to distract me. Yet @ e same time, i feared tt i would forget how 2 feel...

Sunday, March 26, 2006
[[p@ng]]

Woke up after a fruitful slp since ytd fm 8pm to about 12pm 2dae. Still feel like slpin thou, so I slpt on after lunch fm abt 2 to 3 plus. Yea yea a pig.

It was hard. Trying to fall aslp @ 2. Not because i wan't tired. I am "dyin" 2 slp. Yet had too much tings on mind. Kept on replaying those scenes, relishing those moments. Felt a pang when i realised all these would be gone in mths to come.

We had everyting, yet not time. When you told me that, I went to search my whole room just to find tt piece of paper. I found it eventually, n couldnt describe how relieved I felt. Tried to fall back to slp after that, yet had too many distractions. Finally she wanted 2 pay up, I tot tt i would feel very happy budden I wasnt, jus neutral.

I treasure slp even more now. Not only it is the time 2 recharge your body, you can forget your pains and wadever else in slp. Dreamin would be a bonus of course.

Should I spend tt kinda money jus for all of us to get together one last time ?

Saturday, March 25, 2006
[[t@nK]]

It would appear rude of me not 2 thank these ppl:

Ziqing, my dear IC for all those meetings. Never had i enjoyed meetings tt much
Cheng Han :calling me smellie :P No la for laming wif me 2dae
Sze Hong :FINALLY LAME WITH US
Manda :Doing the admin for Fnp n called those horrible helpers. Nt all but..
Nelson : Teaching me how use staple gun lol. N sharing stuffs wif us
WenJie :AWOL @ almost every meetin n as he claimed " brighten our day"
Cynthia :Askin me 2 join e com, otherwise I cant learn so much wunderful stuffs n of coz many other tings.

Learnt a lot from this short collaboration.

Wad looks nice on paper not necessary meant a gd result after
Realli pampered myself too much
Why I love np so much
Interpersonal skills
How fate realli liked 2 make a fool of people.

Really gan chu liang duo for e last point. Such perfection, yet unreachable. Felt like killing myself after I ran tru all e incidents we had. No matter.. tt destiny we shared was a fragile one. Once e whole ting is over. There would not be a destiny to begin with. Fate awaits...

[[f|n@ls]]

Finally! The finals r OVER !! NO MORE SK. Top guys team was Tanjong Katong Sec n girl's team was Nanyang Girls. NY girls are damn sud la, nt onli in terms of skills but bearing as well. 2 thumbs up indeed.

Had some slight cock up here n dere and a VERY major 1.. nonetheless e chief judge was able 2 lie w/o blinkin his eyes.Eiyer... lying skills damn high, how could we trust e judging sia lol.

Wanted n told ZQ tt i was 2 be e pampered princess 2dae, budden due 2 e orientation of e pitch, my mod tent tio sun. Wth. Ended up slackin @ log tent during e judging.

Pretty sad lo, the whole comp came 2 an end. It also signifies that 31 March is here. Sigh. N it took Cheng Han n Sze Hong SO LONG to lame with us. Kip calling CH smellie lol. N tt SZ .. speechless. Congrats 2 Manda n SZ thou, their schs made it 2 top 10.

Ate @ da food court in United SQ. Nice time dere. Lookin 4ward 2 AAR. I mean AFTER the AAR. =)

OH YES. Happy bdae Li Hui! So sorry 4 ytd sai kang, thanks again!

[[f|rs+]]

Some ppl tot tt gettin sun burnt is no big deal n I am making such a gigantic deal outta it. If I tio sunburnt because I was havin fun.. sae.. on e beach or smth, mayb I wun complain.

BUT i was doing sai kang ok. I was doing SK for a striaght 11am to 8pm n tt got me sun burnt. N IT WAS SO FUKIN UNFAIR. THEY TOLD US TO CHANGE E ORIENTATION OF E WHOLE DAMN BLOODY BITCH.. I MEAN PITCH AFTER 5 HRS OF SK. WAD E FUCKIN HELL. IT WAS SO FUCKED UP TT I COULDNT EVEN FEEL THE JOY WRITING "FUCK" DOWN.

Sk.. 9 hrs. To some is realli no biggie. But to ppl like me IS REALLI TOO MUCH. I WAS SUPPOSED 2 REST @ HOME AFTER MY TESTS SLP TILL EVENING TT KINDA TING N I AM @ HQ DOING SK AND SMILED @ THOSE IDIOTS HU WASTED OUR TIME FOR NOTHING AND BE SO HYPER AFTER THAT??? i AM REALI TIRED ALREADI. MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY.

I should haf known. Bad hair day, I shouldnt even step out of e house. Den again, I could not leave luppy 2 die. N looked wad he did 2 me. He made me cry la. So damn guilty abt 2dae. Should haf told him not to come down as well.

N those ppl hu came dwn later? Tot ey r so damn great, kip complaining abt tired n injured, realli wanted 2 use e mallet n hack their heads off.

Thou my mom was like giving me disapproval looks bt can tell tt she was heartbroken by how burnt i looked. Her zhang shang ming zhu had nvr experienced such stuff b4.

Good experience thou nt e way i wanted it. Thanks "old fren" 4 e tok. Shant b stingy wif my compliments so yea tt helped =) . Oh of coz tokin 2 bee abt "perfect" helps as well , thou i sweared tt he is getting greener n greener by e minute =)

HQ treated us Fish n Co. after this whole sk? Like fine, even if ey dun I would stil pamper myself. Which was wad i did. I took cab home. Fish n Co. mussels tasted splendid. Ate quite a lot, hoped i dun get hep B.

Thanks :

Luppy for doin SK wif me, n u did like so much more.
PA uncles hu dun minded wen we had 2 shift e whole damn ting
To those idiots hu kip saying feng liang hua
To those hu actually steered clear upon seeing my face
To the sun which gt me sun burnt.
Tin.. yea u noe wad
Bee hu kip tokin abt perfect. Yes he is perfect. =)
Ziqing n Sze Hong hu r owing me treats.
MF CIs for nt killing me 4 choosing HQ b4 unit.
Cab driver hu bought me home safely
HQ for e treat thou... it was stil nt enuf 2 appease me

My hand aged by 20 years... no 50. My face looked like an Indiana hu likes red color. I looked like a ang mo inside and a malay outside. SK sucks. Realli sucks. OR rather such SK sux. I rather join CI course any day.

Friday, March 24, 2006
[[bBq]]

Had bbq @ kenny's hse. Damn fun la, unlike tt time... they finally digged out e reason y we .. ya.. lol cant stand dem asking SINCE last yr, tsk tsk kpo peeps.

Tt toopit ash n ken woke me up, I was stil dreamin la... so I took my time, wait 4 my hair 2 dry, eat sm chips n go to his hse. Ey were shocked tt I was wearin skirts, so i juz lifted it n told dem is a "skirt cum shorts" ting lol .

So we ( Ash Xian me) helped out kenny. Technically i din do much. I suddenly bcame a bimbo n haf no culinary skills. Refused 2 do anyting except 2 peel e potatoes. Went novena sq wif xian juz coz we wanna escaped e kitchen scene. Lol, yep e news spreaded tt I din noe wad a spring onion looked like. Actually i did, i juz could nt find okay...

Quite a number of highlights for e day :

Xian will surely be nice 2 mao ... i tink
Ash would bcm a g8 mouth catcher of e marshmellow... smday
Ken jumped over ash on blades.
Everyone was blinded by e numerous flashes of e d.cam. thanks 2 me =)
Lyin 2 e taxi uncle abt us working n gg home
Cab driver tot tt we were stead.. n commented tt wah sb park such romatic place , like wad e hell ?
Ken n ash had 2 do smth for 5 secs
So did James n Simone

Shant sae too much. All in all it was fun, thou I worried abt gettin skinned for going home so late, I was glad tt I stayed till e end. Ash was a real gentleman n we share a cab home, unlike tt toopit ken, child abuse.. Lol 224 really rocks !

Thursday, March 23, 2006
[[g|f+]]

Sue me. I am hyper. Too hyper for my own good. Jus realised tt Ziqing owed me another 1 =) For gg 2 Jurong Point n picked out the shirt for her sis, thou she technically picked it out, but hey we gt help lo =)

Hoho, got bee over his anger over tt stupi bias tr and started ranting about qiu zhe in tt "rang ai zhi you" show. In the show he was a wad? Ooo interior designer.. haha kinda remind me abt some1. He was dumped by his gf with e uncanningly similar reason I would tink tt SHE would sae to HIM. well is over. Nonetheless I sacrified 0.5hr for this show instead of studyin bio. Is well worth =)

[[YJ]]

Like finally ? I finished my papers so happy =). Had CCU meeting today. Even more happy =) . Oh yea, I was pissed in da afternoon. Sze Hong asked me 2 buy our school collar pin. Eeks, wad a horrible experience. I tot I could sorta "pull strings" n asked Jolynn to help me, but e stupi club actually used sm idiotic order forms.

The queue wasnt tt long, but tt stupi cashier hu happened 2 be a MATH TEACHER took such a fukin long time counting the cash, n those freakin freshies took SO LONG to verified the order form as thou as is sm old valuable artefacts.Urgh. So cool now ZIQING (saw it ?) n Sze Hong owed me ren qing muahahahaha. ops.

So happy almost full attendance for the meeting, but sadly is da last one. Really have to thank the committee for a fulfilling HQ event for me. My one and only. I sweared I could feel Ziqing n ChengHan lookin @ Sze Hong n me while we called, coz I tink we said e same ting @ e same time ? Kinda like robotic phone operator tt sort of ting ? Hoho , so funny. Nearli wanted 2 lauf out myself, like as thou we r trained by our IC to said it.

Must have been realli hyper 2dae (EXAMS ENDED !!) coz I suddenly turned violent n hit Sze Hong coz he called Luppy. I reserved him for e last one, so I could rant about smbody hu is sadly fm his unit.

Tok 2 bee n he was lyk so jealous abt it n stil in e end told me 2 go 4 it. What diao ? Till now stil duno my style ? Lol. Was so crazy tt i ended up tokin 2 a stranger from ... France? so happily smmore. Nahz, I blked him alreadi =) . TML NO SCHOOL Whoopee. Tml bbq @ Ken's hse !! yipee. Hope there wun b a repeat of last time thou. Who am i kiddin? How could there possibly be a repeat? Hoho, so damn happy

Sunday, March 19, 2006
[[f|@shb@cks]]

Peggy came over. Wad a good way to remind me tt I wasnt dere @ my gma's bdae celebration. God damn the stupi blk test. I COULD HAVE SPENT MY LAST SCH HOLIDAY ENJOYING WITH MY COUSINS N NEPHEWS !! How I wish Nov would juz come n pass tml...

Spent the whole day cooped up @ my room. Despite going tru the cirruculum for duno how many times, I stil gt a sinking feeling tt i wil flunk my chem. God knows wad abt e rest of e subj. Totally din touch GP. Great. Another -ve remark fm him.

Ey were playin lego. Building a house on tt base. Once or twice they might had caught her eyes glazing over, as thou she was havin flashbacks of her childhood. Indeed she was. Having flashbacks. The days then were so simple. She went home after school, watched tt ai-yo-yo making a fool of herself on the VCR. Slpt on her parent's bed till they were back.

Her only aim in life was just to please her parents, so that ey would shower her with love in terms of stickers. She still remembered the heart-shaped manner her mother placed in the book. She longed to see that again. Yet fate isn't so kind...

Her eyes refocused again and watched them played...

[[f@c3+|0us]]

U nvr ceased 2 make me lauf yes? Even when I am in e darkest of mood. That was really gut-busting thou I wun comfirm tt reaction if u tell other girls.

Yes u r normal, wearing those colors i normally c guys wearin. How could u not be ? I am normal(i tink) u noe. Dun make me cracked up too much yea ? Otherwise u wun c me around =)

Saturday, March 18, 2006
[[ki||3d]]

Yes! Finally e ugly pillow was removed fm my room. I gt e money =) Thou i could almost killed her for waking me up @ tt unearthly hour. Grrrr.

How ironic is e situation? I almost gotten myself killed. Tin, thanks 4 e info on e posb as well as e mac. Yes u could go ahead and buy 4-D thou i doubt u would win =) Muhahaha, coz i curse it. Before e treat please do not attempt murder on me, thank you very much.

Luppy : Wad another gd excuse to use 2 kill u again. Thanks 4 making me look like a fool smiling @ tt sms, as wad i told u earlier on. Yet, I wun kill u, @ least not until i gt tt d.cam =)

All these happened on when ? Oh Friday.

Saturday March 2005 :
The first time I actually admitted that I am not confident of gg tru e blk test. First time I actually tell ppl tt i am nt prepared. Oh dear, am i becoming more human. Time. Somebody, give me more time.

[[|nd|v|du@ls]]

2 individuals chanced upon one another after spending a decade odd yrs on earth. They had absolutely no idea @ tt point of time how fast their paths will diverge from that convergent point.

He was hurt at how easily she could brush it all off like dust off her shoulders.

Little did he know that she wasnt devoid of any emotions at all. She was jus as hurt thou she kept silent. She kept contemplating wad e hell had she jus done.

Years later, he forgot all about it. Or at least, he tried to. Their frenship is always that fragile. Conversations are always punctured with polite thoughts. He did not step over that invisible line, nor did she dared to. He claimed tt he din noe her at all, and she, in rebuttal claimed tt he was even a guy she'd considered at all. Yet at night, u could almost hear her craving for e touch. U could almost see how much longing was in his eyes. Why e story had 2 end this way ?

Thursday, March 16, 2006
[[R@H]]

LUPPY LOKE I COULD HAVE KILLED U 2DAE!!! Rahh.. tt was so freakin idiotic of u 2 USE MY ACC TO EMAIL TO ME. To think i was dere wunderin since wen had I emailed myself. Dun, for a second think tt u havin shit in ur brain will excuse u fm anyting.

THAT WAS AN INTRUSION TO PRIVACY. Grrr. All e more i shant slp over tt wadever qns i asked. *bites* Nvm, I guessed e public would see a gd show wif u attemptin 2 strangle me n me attempting to kill u. Whoopee.

Lol, bee is jealous. Hoho. Den again, hu asked him 2 go rake a$240 bill by sms-ing tsk tsk. Payback time. Oh yea, stil haven return his pouch. Shall drag myself outta study 2 gif him, shun bian treat him otherwise u haf no idea wen tt guy bcms a green eye monster. rah.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006
[[npCC]]

"Do you ever feel like breakin dwn? Do u ever feel like out of place? " Sec 2's welcome song for e welcome party 2dae. If not for the duty form, I wun even be bothered to go back. If not 4 e excuse letter, I would not even want to go back.

Den again, if not for these 2 items, I would not even c my sec 2's performance. I would not even have e chance 2 laugh @ e sec 3's item. Took loads of pics on my fone, but wasnt tt statisfied with the outcome. Urgh, should have bought my dad's N70.

Went back to YJ after tt juz 2 collect my stupi, if not lousy essay. I wrote crap. Anyway, Ms Lim took e same bus as me. She asked me " se de ma ?" I answered truthfully no. 31 March 2005 seemed so close on this side of e week after e camp. Officially declared inactive after tt, I wondered how tt feels.

NPCC. Cadet Inspector. No I am not hardcore. No I am not all out to tekan them. No I did not bcm fiercer after this. On contrary, I am more sentimental ? More able to understand how other feels? Suddenly, I wished tt 31 March wun be here at all.

Had a funny incident @ CWP. Dropped my pda pen into e fountain @ basement 1. Had 2 enlist the help of 2 security guard 2 get it 4 me. Wanted 2 jus 4gt abt it n buy a new 1 budden it appeared tt no shop had tt stock. So freaking paiseh, imagine me wearin tt orientation shirt waiting 4 e pen 2 "rise" from e water. Deary. Went royal sports? or izzit sportslink ? found so many cool nike shirts. Damn is like $30 odd to nearli $50 ? I WANT IT .... Sigh..

Oh yea did i tell u ? I am disgusting ;)

Tuesday, March 14, 2006
[[sMs]]

I dun appreciate u smsing @ 10 freakin am in the morning especially after my camp, in which REST was much needed. I am also not obliged to help u go ALL the way to school just 2 ask a silly qns like that, in which the ans as u can c (or maybe not) clearly frm ur notes as well as ref book.

I shuddered to think what are u 2 actually doin @ home despite tt u could jus take e initiative n go dwn 2 sch to ask. I am also confounded by the state of ur hse, for it seemed 2 me tt u guys haf absolutely no connection to e outside world, otherwise a short phone call would statisfied ur hunger for answer.

I really marvelled @ how u managed 2 blind the class wen ey elected u as e ...... Stop all this nonsense and get to ur senses, otherwise you would c more than just me crossing out your names on my list of ppl i know in class.

There is nth in u tt is worth my respect.. maybe contempt.

Monday, March 13, 2006
[[c|v|lIs@+|0n]]

3 days of camp had just came to an end. (Technically it was ytd) Lotsa joy, as well as tears. It wasnt one of the most organised camp I experienced, but certainly one of the most slacking npcc camp i ever been to.

Disgusted by the way these ncos emphasising games. Horrified at how un-pro-active they were. Perturbed by how slackin sm ncos are. Disturbed by how much they give all the SK to the S/NCOs. Repulsed by one of the (CI/WCI)s attitude. Loathed the NCOs' greed. Resented the nco's irresponsibility.Revulsed by their idiocity.

If there was anything I learnt from the ncos, it would be "cryin would save u frm any harm". Really. It was a smart move, to cry wen u lost the sch keys so tt EVERYONE helped u find e keys while u stayed in the toilet cryin until your OC had 2 go n invite u out.

Tickled by how small n cute the sec 1s looked. Amused by how e secs 2 reacted to solo night. Gratified for the KFC n Pizza hut treat by the TOs. Humored by the means n ways the groups tried to get back their flag.

The sec 2s were worried abt e solo night. A new found "relationship" btn Jun Shen n Rashiqah. Lol. Min Yi n Lai Di bcm "water bottle mdm". Had a last n final water bomb game with zhi lun n kian. Smsed "look cool,be cool,stay cool. Quit smoking" to richard. Surprisingly pleased with the sec 2's attitude upon hearing my departure.

All in all the camp was fun. Thou dere were a lot of revolting situations which arose. Smtimes I wondered whether was I in the right state of mind to have embraced her return. Suddenly I relished the tot of the impending arrival of J06. Thou I would scarcely wished for any1 to be trained under her.

Thanks to :
CIs (n onli CIs) - for makin my camp experience enjoyable
Sec 2s - for making e whole solo night a worrying n hilarious experience for me
Sec 3s - for letting me know how "despo" u guys r 4 ur flag
OC n TOs - for the treat =)
Luppy - for tryin 2 kip me awake on the 2nd day
Bee - Msn-ing on the 1st day
SJAB tr- for scoldin me (female species of the carine breed)
YD - For being such a co-operative NIC

Back to civilisation... back to reality...

Thursday, March 09, 2006
[[touch]]

Played with mock blood 4 bio spa 2dae. So damn cool la. Thou is onli ADH milk or smth. @ 1st we tot was rose syrup hoho. Supposed 2 do onli 4 readings and den get dwn 2 theory. We ended up playing.

The drop of mock blood would actually turn brown 4 sm reason and bcm dispersed despite tt a layer of copper proteinate formed. So it is actually.. fun? watching tt disc shaped ting floating dwn the measuring cylinder.

How could the fun juz stopped dere? Sm of us when as far as putting methyl blue (or izzit thymol blue ? ) into the cylinder. Others jus make the whole cylinder brownish with the mock blood, or jus cant stop gapping @ how the blood sank dwn.

Mr Seoh was commenting tt we r worse dan pri sch / sec sch kids. More like kindergarten. From the way we behaved.. I agree lo. Lol. In fact he was watching me playing jus now HOHO. Everyone was like having fun la. It reminded me of the tapole tingy we did last yr so fun =).

Wednesday, March 08, 2006
[[l@+3]]

Thanks 2 my g-ma, I woke up @ 7.20 2dae. She was askin me " ah bin ah, kia jing bo ke tar zhi ah ? " tt simply meant 2dae dun nid go school ? Yea yea, tt sentence woke me up with a start and i practically jumped out of my bed. Brushed my teeth,washed my face,packed my bag,wore my shoe. @ lightning speed. My mom gave me 5 bucks n told me 2 take cab.

While I was preparing 2 go, angel popiah and popiah devil was arguing. The angel told me tt I could made it. The devil was rationalising tt since I will be late, y not jus be late and slowly eat my breakfast den go ? Of coz I dun1 2 tio e warning letter, so I went ahead with angel's reason.As well as this tot " Jing yao guan tou bu fang qi, jue wang ye hui bian cheng xi wang"

Left my hse @ 7.30am, flagged dwn a cab and got onto it by 7.35am. Was askin the driver, can I make it to YJ in 5 mins. She replied " See if the traffic lights wan co-op ma lo" Gave her $5 n told her 2 kip e change. Jus nice 7:41 reached assembly area.

@ this point I nid 2 make a point. I did not haf late nights playin games or chatting with sm ppl in particular. I was doin my homework tt y I overslpt. yes yes wad a hardworking girl Hoho. Which was y i nearli wan 2 go n hit smbodi wen i realised I 4gt to bring my assignment 2 pass up. GRRRRRRRRR

My dad sneakily bought the Nokia N70. Wad a shuai fone. So damn cool la. Darn, made me so jealous, felt like changing to N70 too. Eee... he bought it 4 $258 la. N again, I knew more abt e fone dan him. Lol. WAD IS THIS ?! Is tt a hint 2 sae tt I ought 2 kip e fone hoho...

Oh yea, gt e yrbk (finally) n nashrun is e prom king. AGAIN!!! My goodness, he was MF PROM KING 2003 and now YJ PROM KING 2005. How sick can tt get?? OK la.. yes he is abv average, budden.. y him ?!?!?! ops. Shuden critise my NIC lidat, oh well. Oh yea, felt tt I wasted $10 on this stupi yrbk, ppl wan c PICTURES, ey give more words. Disgusted.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
[[sup3r*]]

OH oh how could i haf 4gotten?

Went lil india 2dae. We saw Wei Lian n Jason. Yes tt 2 fm e super* tingy. Turns out ey r quite small in size. N SY was like OI 2 dem. Lol. She had 2 spoil the day by sayin her presence attracted dem. Oh disgusted.

Had our enrichment course 2dae. So damn freakin funny. " Female species of the carine breed ?" " Born out of a holy wedlock" N e long long one " He stuck out his forefinger into his external respiratory "vessels"(4gt e word le) and start excriating its contents with euphoria"

Imagine e scene of e last sentence. Hilarious. =)

[[d3|ifr@nc3]]

Urgh, smtimes i cant stand (yes.. tt y i am sitting) shops wich require you to spend a minimum amt b4 u can actually use nets/credit. It defeats my idea of bringing out as lil as possible, paying wif card.

Tt led me 2 spent $13.10 in Delifrance. Stil din noe wth is wrong with me. Y CANT I SPEND TT HALF AN HOUR IDEALLY IN SM PLACE CALL MAC OR KFC OR EVEN LIBRARY while waiting 4 e fotos 2 develope?

Got some ppl , ok fine. MANY then. Says I am pampered. No lo. I go 4 NP camp. I spend my night in ubin, I can live w/o a shower. Thou I was extremely fed up wen e air con was down, I prefer gg 2 places which required u 2 " please wait 2 b seated", take cab 4 e sake of it, apply debit for e heck of it.. I AM NOT PAMPERED!!

Errr... am i ?

Monday, March 06, 2006
[[da@rn]]

Yep, absolutely, this taught me not to do my work last min. Coz u would feel the intensity of hitting somebody at a greater level.

I STAYED AWAKE UNTIL 2AM TO DO TT 22 QNS N IN THE END ?! IT WASNT EVEN TOUCHED ON TODAY. MY GOODNESS HOW COULD U DO THIS 2 ME?!?! *vomits blood*

Must be mad, actually tot i saw my aunt's maid in NPT. Mus b thinking of Ryan, oh man he is so adorable =)

Was supposed 2 plan a team building game 4 e kids.. wunder wad shud i do ... camp is onli a few days away, whoopee =)

Saturday, March 04, 2006
[[n3ph3w]]

Went 2 meet angeline 2 pass her the stuffs. FINALLY 2 big loads off my room. More spaces =)
Was intending 2 spend e whole day @ Jurong lib whist waiting 4 her, budden tt place dun haf my rong shen zhi chu. All e tables n chairs r occupied. N sm idiot apparantly PS-ed me.

Went to aunt hse instead. Hoho all my 3 nephews and niece r dere. Ryan must be reali bored 2 death. Ran 2 me n "asked" 4 a hug fm me. Tt is damn funny cos he usually dun give a care 2 any1 but his mother dad n aunt. Oh well.

We did haf fun. Watched Doreamon. Guessed Weidi's past-time goes into his genes as well. Fed him 4 dinner. He loved sausages. Haha was a fun experience. Den my aunt bought him 2 "song" me 2 mrt. I had 2 carry him. So damn light la, put him on my shoulders while on e BRIDGE ?!?! no wunder my aunt was worried. A skinny girl carrying her bao bei sun zi. Lol.

Sm idiots tot tt he was mine n sae wah, she bao yang dao so gd. -_-" Do i looked tt old ? OH dear.. am i tt old ?

Ma told me abt my bro n his gf. Cant get enuf laufter fm tt 2. Apparantly she is stil angry @ my bro for god knows how many wks.

Her mother asked her y angry with him n e conversation goes like tis :
Ma: Y angry with Wen Qian until so long?
She: You duno meh ?
Ma: You nvr sae how i noe
She: So long liao
Ma: Wad thing so long
She: HE SO LONG NVR HOLD MY HAND.

Deary.. kids these days... 6 yrs old tok abt holding hands.. Apparantly is cos of my ma la, volunteer to help fetch a girl named angie home, so she gt my bro to hold her hand n yea yea his gf gt jealous. Freakin funny... kids.. cant gt enuf of dem.

Friday, March 03, 2006
[[d@d]]

Saw e news abt e missing 2 yr old girl. Asked my dad y e polic wear red beret ( ought 2 b guilty 4 nt knowing since i am in NP.wel...) he told me is police commando. Den we tok abt his army days. He told me he was e section leader n got best recruit.

MY DAD?!?!?! BEST RECRUIT ?!?! I asked him whrs e "wooden block" with tt title. He said threw away. *HORRORS* I will died if someone throws away my BUC de. Hell, I even forbid ppl touching it. Den he told me coz he gt humilated wen getting it.

Apparantly, he cant march well ( hoho. i am evil) so everytime kana scolded in front of every1 by the DIs.

Felt tt my dad is a v funny person. Other ppl de dad so comical, so close wif their daughters. Mine.. mus choose timing. Must c topic. Stil rem-ed last yr I made him so damn angry. Quite a few times.. 4 ? Tink he gonna bao xue guan soon. Stil rem-ed once I was so defiant tt he nearli wan slap me. That was the time as well I learned 2 stare ppl into their eyes, or rather stare dem dwn.

Kip ma-faning my dad these few times. Drive me 2 HQ @ 6 in e earli morning for e comp. Asked him picked me up wenever I go home late. Sigh I bully my dad. Maybe should find someone 2 take over his duties? Find bf ? Lol I tink wil kana skinned sia. Any takers btw ? Hoho

[[221]]

Made those sweets 4 my kids. Damn it wasted $12++ sob sob half my salary is gone. Anyway, tt took so much time tt I forgot tt dere is thurs test 2dae. Thank goodnees it is onli MCQ

Had our bio SPA, which was quite fine,din bother 2 repeat the expt. Tt's e deal wif SPA type of exam. It teaches u how 2 cheat. In fact, I felt tt my brain degenerate rather dan bcmin more developed. Wadever. "Pee-ed" in the garden, as i was suppose 2 provide dem water 2dae.

Pinkie was abt 2 chop me off wen i said i nt meeting dem, so went lo. Den go thomsom shopped shopped thou dere was practically nth 2 shop. N oh yea, the bridge to Tplaza? It was shaking. Tok crap over dere and sm1 kip giving subtle hints , damn subtle la.

Dad picked me up. Tot tt he had 4gtten abt e 31 March deal, looks like he din. Sigh~

Wednesday, March 01, 2006
[[r3su|+s]]

Today was the release of the A level's as well as MTAO results. The school wanted us to feel the ATMOSPHERE of the whole scene and made us collect our results in the hall BUT not before :

They toked abt e haf-beens
They advertised the arts fusion and gala dinner wich r freakin ex
The school's progress
The school's mission
The school's values
The school's motto.

After all these ... they expect to feel the anxiety in the air which had been LONG DIMINISHED by the DRAGGY SPEECH. Anyway, my point is...

A2.

I got an A2 for my chi wif dist in oral. Hoho so damn happy. Just the grade tt I am satisified thou nt exactly pleased with, but to the hell with it. I GT AN A2 !! We went forward and thank our teacher Ms Teo for grilling us with so much work tt I tot I could die from over dose of chinese. WE MADE IT !! Ok ok, I admit when I was thanking her, all the memories of last yr lessons flew past my mind, n 4 a moment I feel like huggin her instead of the formal handshakes. She really did a lot for us.

Saw the person tt we both tot or rather majority thou was e most photographic. He told me he din do so well, thou higher dan expected. Oh well wadever makes him happy. So SAD we wanted 2 c him botak la... in e end, hair so long smmore pierce one ear. Reminded me of bee, thou he is 100times more photogenic =)

Next yr, my turn. Would I b the one cryin, or would I b the one jumping n screamin for joy ? A yr before I might sae joy. A yr later.. hu noes? David sae we ought 2 sacrifice tings tt r nt important @ e moment. Which means no procrastination for me... wth. All these self reflection aint getting me anywhr.

I got an A2 *smiles*