An Apple And The Pasture

Wednesday, November 30, 2005
[[h3@d@ch3]]

Regretted my choice. Weaker. Each batch of ppl is getting weaker. Hopefully the eqm position will be established later, otherwise SG is gonna fall soon. Wad the youths r e pillars of tomorrow.
Tink e pillar is made up of sm bloodi weak materials lyk sand n compact it...

Soooo much 2 sae abt 2dae. I guessed I gave up on dem le. Unplaced ba. I frankly dun give a damn le. Thank god I am gg in Jun, hopefully earlier dan tt. Abit evil budden.. WADEVER.

Headache got more serious. How i WONDER y. Excuses, excuses...sigh

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
[[bUsY]]

Woke up so damn early. All Ken's fault. Sae meet @ 10am... Since u treated us Mac's so fine lo.
Watched Jus lyk heaven. Nt a bad show. Nt tt gd either.Xian came n took neoprints wif us. We had a lot fun mutating each other's face.

Went for meeting @ KFC. Ey sae I hardcore NP. I AM NOT LO! Bo bian de. Tml gt competition shit. Meeting went quite fast.. haiz tis yr UOPA sux.

Tml another long day........

Monday, November 28, 2005
[[859]]

A mistake to take tt bus -859 . Nt onli was e bus ride long, it brought back so many memories.

Jus realized that thou sb is a very nice place to walk, is it very small. All the pathways we took, what happened on the exact spots, all can remember so well.

Really hafta thank this few gentlemen who kindly sent me home after a day outing. Thou i dun see much of a need to.. budden thanks.

Did really lotsa tings i guessed. Run aX a small field juz wearing slippers n it rained b4.. so imagine how disgusting...Kicked smbodi's butt wenever I feel lyk - Of coz tt comes wif a price.
Became speechless when I saw e person's weak spot. Nearly get thrown off into e canel , into e abandoned plains. Leg cramped after walking for so long.

Lesson plans @ e carpark. Celebrate my bdae @ e carpark, eatin.. 7-11 mash potato lol. Ate mash potato again after MF CO concert. Passed my dear reebok bag to sm1 for a camp. Got a drill cane for my bdae. Cooling wind blown aX my face. Sigh~ longed 2 do all this again. Guessed there would be nt much of a chance wif sm of e gentlemen le.

Hohoho, luppy havin annual camp 2dae. A camp he suddenly feel sian abt. Hope all turns out well for tt lamer...

Tml... movie day =) tml.. UOPA meeting. Haiz..

Sunday, November 27, 2005
[[robbed]]

No. I wasnt really robbed.

I shall take back my words. I don't want it to be a success anymore. I don't even want to attend it.

I hate doing things that you guys did it with other people.

It was supposed to be for US.

It was not an activity that you test-drive with others.

Sue me. I am not going.

Never.

Saturday, November 26, 2005
[[CCC]]

Slpt @ 3am in da morning after ka jiao-ing ziqing n bee. Woke up @ 5.30am. Was so damn shagged. Thank god my ma made breakfast for me.

Walked 2 tt new bloody sb interchange. So freakin far. Luckily I reached hq juz in tym. CCC briefing started n all da crap. Setting up da pitch. Cant understand y those KS ppl hafta copy dwn e exact position wen it is STATED in the handout. Then dere r those hu r so DESPO to noe e twine grade. Others tried 2 weigh e brick. Touched e spars as thou as ey r treasure. Disgusted. Do ey actually tink tt by doin all these stuff ey can get top 10 ??

Went ah li hse after tt eat her bdae cake -_-". Again saw smth I dun wish 2 c n felt very disgusted after seein it. Hope she doesnt feel tt way otherwise I'd died 2 haf such person as an in-law. OMG.

Luppy kindly came 2 SB to help mi scan my chem wkst. Hohoho, he gt cop. ops. Baddie wan throw me into e canel. Anyway, thanks la. Nxt tym treat u lo.. wen ur bdae comes hohoho.

Friday, November 25, 2005
[[sp|urg3]]

We all nid 2 splurge once in a while.

I just did. Bought tt 2 bks fo a total of $38. Initially had $60+ in bank.. so erm.. hehe. Heng,now jump back up to 3 digits le, otherwise i wil get.. let's c hacked. Expected more fm da books, budden it sufficed for now =)

Mom called n told me I gt bursary. Haiz. @ least i gt $300 extra yipee! Hopefully nxt yr os can get. Nan lo ...

Thou we nid splurged , stil tot tt it wasnt a gd tym 2. Budden , if out of stock I wil cry lol. WADEVER ! I GOT E BOOK TT'S FINAL.

[[chaos]]

Woke up to the sound of my hp. Sigh, wanted 2 go back 2 slp budden was takenabacked by e msg. Woke up in such a fluster tt I told ppl 2 transfer $ 2 my sis acc. Damn it. She technically owes me $125. Thou she insisted tt I was being generous.

Walked 2 tt bloodi SB MRT for god knows how many times. Until I boi ta han. For my own convience, I went 2 sign up for phone banking - which was quite useful la I shud sae. Nt bad sb interchange , spacious. N SO FEW BUSES.

Want sue tt POSB. Damn it. ATM located so far. Cant ey lyk put @ least 1 for each estate. My legs nearli broke. N damn it ONLI 1 CASH DEPOSIT. SPOIL SMMORE . When I go @ nite, E BLOODI REPAIRMAN is STIL REPAIRING. IT WAS ALREADI NEAR 10PM !! * horrorified*

Reali appriciate for once I got such cool customer - alison. Auntie as i always called her. Helped me so much , so damn touched ! Cool accountant seh. Hopefully u get da fotos n da .... lol. Stil cant blif e person uses all these emoticons thou =)

Hab 2 thank my customers hu made my day.
Prompt transfer : Auntie , Candy , Shenglian, Jeanette,Eleen,Elsie,Hui Ling

Cute customers hu made my day : envelope stuff..
Kai li , Rui shan.

Frens hu eased my tension :
Bee( all da reassurance, reali nid tt) , Cek ark (for scaring me again n again) , JS n Bong for da sweet testimonials. Dhdongheng - fren in china. U helped me damn a lot sia, thou is juz those few words...

Reali hope all da tings go smoothly...hectic day.. bt living in bliss.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005
[[t0uCh3d]]

Sm1 did knock sm sense(cents) into me. Unfortunately the sense isnt enuf 2 xchange into dollars... ( ok lame. )

Atrocious maybe. Incorrigible maybe. Stupid even. Mean most prolly. Demanding too much, complaining too much. Sounds lyk a bitch in making.

Told bee abt it. He told me nt 2 worry. Told me is fine. Told me tt I din force him. Thanked cek ark for it. He tio cua. Told me nt 2 anyhow thank him, he will scared.

Dun noe wad I did 2 deserve both of dem. Dun noe y ey trust me wif so much $ . Dun noe wad am i gonna do if it fails. Sweared in front of bee tt I wun touch it again, unless e need arise.

Getting touched thrice withtin a short span of tym is nt a wonderful feeling. U nvr noe when e feeling will bcm guilt...

Tuesday, November 22, 2005
[[s0r3]]

Owww.. Arms sore fm ytd pegging. N tt injuried part aint ok. Freakin funny, i whack da ting wif my right hand n now is my left arm wich is pain. Sheesh.

Din haf e mood 2 write abt ytd stuff... Anyway.. WE WATCHED HP ytd. Cool show. Finally a shuai character in da movie. Cedric Diggory, shuai sia. V sad tt he onli screen for 1 movie... den die le . Lol. E part after his death was e saddest part. Voldermont dun even look the least bit scary. CHEY. N THEY DIN TOK ABT E S.P.E.W . Skipped damn a lot sia. SIAN DIAO...

Hope tt transaction arrive in SG safely. Damn it, cant seems 2 get it work. Stil gt a few more 2 go lo .. SIAN...

Monday, November 21, 2005
[[sc@r3d]]

Din reali xpect my day to reali turn 360 degrees. Was having the intention @ 1st to blog about CCU . Abt my hand injuried.

Reali stepped into the reality le. Reali paid by VISA le. Reali shipment cmin le. Reali worryin le.

Hopefully , ppl turn out to be what they suppose 2 be. Was so damn touched by bee's words. N ya , for 2 ppl hu dislyk each other fm e start, ey can pinpt each other gd pts. Reali is a good tym to sae I LOVE YOU guys.

Really very scared. Y e hell did I haf e idea of playin this bloody ting. Cek ark sae risk damn high. Truly know why now. Am I always this lag? Great weeks of worrying .. wee...

Sunday, November 20, 2005
[[whr]]

Where were u wen i am happy?
Where were u wen i wan 2 share e joy?

Where were u wen i am mad?
Where were u wen i need to rant?

Where were u wen i am sad?
Where were u wen i nid tt shoulder?

U cared abt wind
U cared abt glacier
U even wan rain

U were never here
And always there.

U were always at work
And never home.

U mite b here
But ur soul was nvr here.

Sigh~

Did I mentioned e above ain't a poem? Ok it isnt. I was feeling bored. I was searchin high n low for u. N damn it, u r @ work. Wtf...

[[yip33]]

Meet rene @ TPY 2dae. GT THE POSTER WOOT~ ! Fm e seller whose name is .. haiz. Dun sae liao. 2 yrs noe THREE ppl with this name. Damn it, how suay. Eeks~ shant rem such bad memories. Nevertheless.. THE POSTER !!!!!! Suddenly gt e urge to customise my own (nt my face duh.) 2 put on ceiling. *Crazed*

Kpo @ tt School superstar audition @ j8. Well. Erm. Let juz sae , dere r sm ppl hu dun1 their face n dignity. Nt tt i am tt g8. Yea, dere r gd ones thou.

Waited so long for their performance @ <> , a disappointment thou. 1 bloodi song. but nvm...

Poster...lol , in defiance my sis hang up her daniel's one. wadever.

Saturday, November 19, 2005
[[|0n5]]]]

Is been so long since i blogged. Nth much 2 update. Thanks 2 mar, our big adventure din happened. Grrr.. Nvm.

Had 1 big adventure in sch thou. Lol, 3 gers laufin crazily in e container klz. Haha as a np member i did an illegal ting lala. Horrible aftermath thou. Guessed i wun b eating spag for a very very very long tym. Splurge on cab fare coz I reali wan to slp le. thank god e cab driver din charge xtra. I guessed i still looked dao even thou i was tt drowsy.

OMG tt splitting headache. It was a gd choice nt 2 follow pinkie 2 IKEA thou i was sorri i din.

Had CCC meeting 2dae. Nxt tym i dun1 present le. Fm e flags signal , can digress until i duno wad. Made me stand dwn dere si bei qian da. Quite fun in a sense. I os duno in wad sense. Help luppy tell kiki wad he wanted 2 sae. Lol , e moment was priceless.

Tml gg tpy . Long tym din stepped into tt place , since.. god noes when. Go dere os duno for wad. Tt suwati beta nt be late...

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
[[v@|u3]]

Everyone was caught in this craze.. So i tot I try my luck. Din noe tt it can worth so much. Wonder how ey cal...

My blog is worth $15,242.58.
How much is your blog worth?

[[+h@nks]]

Grish, JieYing, Yuen Shein, Mao Shen- My PW mates for helping me making this PW cycle more or less relaxing(?) ,easy going for me. ( Yuen shein is da most bhb "handsome" guy)

Meena,Jolynn, Yangthong - Assisting me in my hmwk area. U guys had been a great help.

Siew Ying , Grishma - My 3 masketeers. Thanks so much for the yr or less crapping, screaming, shoutings, joking, rantings. Best mates in YJ

Ying hui, amirah - Seeing u 2 sweet(les) couple made tings looks so sweet =)

Ying hui, jie ying - hating me the min u guys saw me n bcmin my friends in e end

Kenny - for being e slacker klz rep (oops!) n sm toopit jokes. Oh ya n e xcellent flair of chi tt nvr fails to make me lauf

Simone - for being e math rep ! thou we r trying to bring her dwn =)

James - for being our bio rep (thou e notes cm onli on e lect day itself hehe)

Ashwin- for e craps we ever tok abt

Yi Xian- for being so cute

Fifi- for being funny @ times

Jui yong - ur silent presence

Jia Hui- for cmin in @ ard mid term n yet stil get along so well with us =)

Xiao Yan - for being unexpectedly lame hehe

Isacc- for being smart n smtimes guide me in my work =)

[[c|@ss]]

Really din want to go school today. The whole atmosphere feels so weird. Especially in the morning.

It seemed that 1 bad news ain't enuf 2 last for the week. I tink these 2 bad news suffice for the rest of this wk and god noes? Mayb nxt yr too.

Ms Seah is leaving. 銝�銝�瘝⊥��銝��銋�摰游葉. I got to understand this phrase more after these 2 major incident.

First tym did I ever encounter my fellow klzmates retaining. It nvr occur to me how heart-breaking it was. Surprising, it was comparable to CIBTC course. It din hurt that much wen the gang was split into diff klzes during da sec 2 streaming. Mayb cos all of us promoted?

The full impact really caught me in shocked. Till now, I am unsure whether to juz stone or to be in joy. The air was really thick with silence whether we want to admit it or not. Ppl who dun usually interact, interact more today. Ppl hu are alreadi smwhat out-casts, are even more I guessed.

The loud ones arent here : Daps, Xian. Making the silence even more... i duno. The crazy ones arent here too : My masketeers. Sm1 told me tt she was scared of cmin to sch. Scared of experiencing the diff atmosphere I guessed.

Haven been thanking the klz for a very long time and I tink it is an app. time to .

Tuesday, November 15, 2005
[[ch|n@]]

My blog is worth $15,242.58.
How much is your blog worth?

Realised tt e previous entry was... nvm.
Yippee, din noe my blog worth so much. I haf xpected it to be lyk $0.00

Yep, haf sm deals wif ppl fm china. Pretty surprised @ e tot since I dun really lyk china. 2dae totally change my mindset abt them. Nice ppl ! Mayb cos we all r chinese?

Fm bz deals, e ppl started telling me abt their life. Pretty interesting too. Thou is damn hard 2 read e pin yin. My sis was askin me w/o those symbols how i read. I tio stunned @ tt qns, coz i tot tt shud b a reflex by now. Isnt it ?

[[r3su|+s]]

I gt promoted. Finally the results were here.Still stoning. Nt sure when could I truly snap out of it.

We were joking about ways to commit suicide and who to huant after death. We were choosing the loc to jump, and whr to steal the chemicals. I was even tokin abt a high class suicide.

We were joking about the dead cockroach. I was even counting dwn e tym. We were deciding whether to come sch tml.

Thinking back, I felt guilty doin all these. Pretty ironic, I was e one shedding tears for her and she remained abnormally calm.

Asked her a qns earlier on, why do sm ppl cry upon receiving the results slip? Izzit cos of e marks? Or the realization tt ey r nt gonna b in e same klz? She told me tt she would tell me ltr.

I got to noe e ans later. By myself. Is e separation tt makes ppl cry.

My 2nd good non-chinese friend. Ms Seah was commenting us being 3 masketeers. Yangthong was telling us tt we haf an unique walking style. E ABC...

We went n buy alcoholic drinks from cold storage. Since she insist she dun drink wif underage, e 2 of us had 2 take jolly. Of coz we steal a mouthful or 2 fm her bottle. Nice. Crap n joke abt e yr in general, abt e ppl in our klz. Our first get 2gh outside sch, is it also our last?

Thanks JY for e gift. Must haf cost u lotsa $. Gd luck 2 whrever ur future takes u to. Glad tt we r enemies hu bcame friends =)

Monday, November 14, 2005
[[business]]

I realised juz a mo ago, doin business is hard. Is way harder than throwing phamplets @ ppl so tt u can call it for e day and walk by the bin lookin @ e phamplets u juz gave inside.

Language barrier
Is hard 2 tok 2 ppl who cannot understand ur language, n vice versa. Tis scenario, I haven encounter since.. duno when as thank goodness, i noe how 2 read type english n chinese.

Place
It would make more sense to sell a product to a fellow countryman since the shipping is way cheaper. Imagine tryin 2 buy smth fm sae USA, imagine how much more u hafta pay. yikes!

Attitude
Very important aspect. The buyer cannot be too demanding. The seller cannot be too money-minded. Otherwise the deal might be call off anytime. Nt onli tt. The way u speak is very impt too... dun oi here n dere n leh lor la. Ppl might nt like it. These r signs of impatience. Like juz now.. i rather nt mention it. Try nt 2 make ur words sound crude. Example u shud sae " Did he went to heaven?" instead of "Really ? He died?" See wad i mean?

Organised
Being organised is impt esp if u haf so many tings 2 record whether as a buyer or seller. U got to record the tings u r buyin n e cost. U got to record ur client's contact and information. U got to contact ur supplier to get ur goods as well!

Wad the crap am i tokin. Tml release results n i am here yappin abt business... FYI, juz sm reflection after dealin tt business wif tt person. Zhen nan gao. Considerin a part tym occupation. Sounds lyk a sinful act.. budden.. i duno ... e sutra din sae anyting abt it.. How?

[[l@m3]]

Bei leng dao~ !!! Mr Ang is a true blue lamer!!! Until now I still duno how 2 react. Shud i juz punch him or ku xiao...

He told us last fri tt dere r international students fm pri 6 joining us on monday's tutorial. During da tutorial itself 2dae, he reminded us again. So ya, sm ppl gt nervous since nid ans any qns the students posed. Yangthong ar, kip instisting she wan to change seats.

Ard 0835 he told yixian 2 go bio lab to wait for the kids. So 10 mins went by , he den sent meena to fetch all of dem up. Turns out tt.. dere wasnt any kids.

THE KIDS HE WAS SAYING WAS JUZ 8 "students" IN DA QUIZ HE IS GOIN TO GIVE US. Our initial response was priceless. Too stunned and surprised tinking tt the kids ps-ed us. IT WAS JUZ HIM PLAYIN THIS GAME,MAKIN US TINK TT IT IS REAL.

Wad was even more hilarious is tt apple took abt 5 .10 mins to get the whole situation. I tink
-_-" . -.-" 0.o aren't enuf 2 show HOW LAME IT IS. Hiliarious...one of the lamest tr i had. Yea.

Saturday, November 12, 2005
[[m33+|ng]]

Triple booked 2dae. Wah sian. Gt NP, gt movie, stil gt 1 more i 4gt le.. Ended up choosing NP since.. they booked me 1st....

Had da 2nd ccu meeting @ CWP. Ziqing, Sze Hong and Nelson. Sian, everytym no full team de. Discussed everyting @ Mac. Way too noisy. Anyway, I gt a feeling e 2nd proposal wun tio shoot so much. Lol. wadever...

I tink walking @ nite alone really helps make us think. Think about what, I guessed really up to the individual le. Listening to song, walking home n suddenly had a lot of flashbacks.

Flashbacked the most to da tym whr bee n I were walking home. Tok so much, n most aren't crap. Den suddenly it was too much fer me 2 take. All I wanted was juz to run to escape....

Friday, November 11, 2005
[[s+uffs]]

Got an earli msg fm tin. Tt was a surprise i guessed, since i was expecting luppy 2 sms n tell me he would b having fun in ubin. Wich he eventually did... at.. 1900 plus. Haha, poor ting had 2 study b4 gg 2 ubin. YES no more lame-ness for 3 days!! Yipee. opx.

Got a few thanks fm my grp members. Read jieying's blog as well. I decided nt to tagged much on the op and pw in general. Not tt there wasnt much to tok about. More lyk i am afraid tt e more i reveal, the more people are going to see the real me. Such ting, can onli b revealed when i am alone....

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Thursday, November 10, 2005
[[OMG]]

OP is finally over. In da morning, e bloodi ppt had 2 cock up. I managed 2 salvaged e situation to be met with another. E bloodi ppt refused 2 save. Thank god e tr allowed us 2 use our own lappy. If nt...

On hindsight, tis minor set back reali showed me A LOT abt e class. Showed me who r able to help me in times lyk this. N hu were e ones NATO. NATOs ppl, for once I hate them to e core. For godsake, if ey cant do anyting helpful. Juz SHUT E TRAP n let us work in peace.

2 accessors, 3 moderators. Sounds overwelming, bt I wasnt tt intimidated by dem. I guessed e best news I heard was grish telling me tt ey smiled @ e grp ppt. I tink tt was whr my effort reali truly paid off. I guessed it would be march b4 I ever touched on PW again. Thanks everyone, thanks 2 my A.A club, you guys made everyting possible. U guys reali shone 2dae.

Passed mel his long dued torchlight. He was late, oh well. Since i am happy. Went 2 da shop 2 slack again.

By 1848, we had e intention to go n buy food. It wasnt until 1850 tt we r able 2 step out of da place. TMD, e food ey ordered ar.. made us run e whole bloodi market. It would nt b tt much of a challenge if i wasnt wearing an ultra slippery slipper. So ya, we chiong lyk siao so tt we can make it in tym for e show. Thank god, WE MADE IT !!!

Got home n saw e 2 envelope addressed 2 me. Reali hafta thank rtermis n rex 4 delivering it. VCD was damn clear. Thanks irene again for sponsoring.

Reali thanked a lot of ppl 2dae i guessed. Thanks again to those who helped made this day possible, whether positively or NEGATIVELY. Life can nvr get better dan this

Wednesday, November 09, 2005
[[pre-OP]]

Slackin day in sch again. Brought mago for sm entertainment.. ended up .. kana throw around. GRRR.. melvin n yuen shein.

Pinkie told us her life story. Sounds sad. She was analysing my sec sch life, dwn dere sae me busy wif sch, wif np n other misc stuffs so din care abt finding love.... 0.o. Tru in a sense, thou i feel tt dere is no nid 2 find ba.

Mayb lyk wad cek ark sae, it is smth tt we all want bt not need. Mayb we haf 2 fulfil our nids b4 e wants. Who noes?

This is stupi, tokin abt such stuff b4 my op. Haiz. I am alreadi fakin my life. Faking a presentation in my fake life is so fake. Tt is worse than faking my life. Smile girl! Gestures. Pace. All e best to me tml

Tuesday, November 08, 2005
[[s|@ck]]

Did practically nth 2day. Watched the longest yard again on yangthong's bro de lappy. Den os tt Russell Peters.. ( YES again...) Getting quite sick of this slackin life.

David passed me my thumbdrive and told me sm slides needs editing, hence thereforth, I edit the whole ting, since.. I wasnt statisfied. Finally complete it at 11.39pm.. Wich is now.

Despite the slacking day, I was surprised by the long delayed msg fm smbody. Hope he scores well for his A's thou he said tt he din study much.

Eyes getting pain le. N those regulars r either nt here or busy... poly life.. lol. Suddenly JC feels SO much better teehehe

Monday, November 07, 2005
[[y|shuN]]

Went to sch earli. Wanted to get my thumbdrive. N e lappy. Turned out I got nth. !#$@#%$% . Tinking tt monday starts late.. so I walked out of sch.

Took 169 2 the mrt station. Went 2 transfer e cash. I stil cant blif i transferred tt ridiculous sum of money.. Tinkin tt I stil got a lot of tym left.. I walked to Chong Pang. Passed by his hse, passed by bugs's hse, passed by jian's hse and passed by ... my hse.

Thou there were sm reconstruction here n dere, was pretty glad tt e change wasnt tt drastic tt it erased all my memories of living in Yishun for 12 yrs...Was strolling happily in CP wen sm ppl told me i was late. 0.o

Since i was late. I took 812 to school. I waited for the bus 2 go tt one big round b4 alighting. I was LATE. Y cant i be later?Bloodi sch. Kept us in for 5 - 6 bloodi hrs where we could haf done smth constructive.. No brainers. As if ppl will do wad ey EXPECTED us 2 to. I DUN CARE IF U GUYS R READIN IT. HOPEFULLY IT MADE U GUYS TINK FOR ONCE !!!!

Anyway, after presenting n re-presenting e Op 2 each other. We decided to had a break. Went out 2 have lunch since dere is basically nth 2 eat...Finally after an hr half of gruelling QNA.. RELEASE fm jail!!!

Went to hunt fer e book wif irene (yes, is her again) n ARUGH! Dun haf !!! So .. went lib (yes, again) b4 stoppin by @ ah li's shop... Yea.. tts abt all.. I doubt tml would b any diff..

[[bD@3s]]

Lyk 2 sae congrats 2 my cousin and counsin-in-law. YAY ! I gt a new niece. Thou tis news was 2 daes late. ( I juz knew. Cant blame) .

Cek ark di di is 17 yrs 2dae. His mentality is stil as high as 71. I wil stil call him xiao di di in this contxt thou. Happy bdae.

Glacier is 0 yrs old 2dae. Sad tt her dad is busy working. N gg 2 sch earli in da morning 2dae. Hope he wun collaspse on e way due 2 exhaustion.

Yes, a day of joy. Yes i juz came here 2 babble. Anyway, best wishes 2 these ppl !

Saturday, November 05, 2005
[[g@ng]]

Went out with irene 2 j8 2 get my stuff. Ended up N.A , ate @ pasta mania she passed me e pic of e d.cam she wans.. lol it seemed tt both of us r despo fer smth. Went 2 meet up wif cek ark @ amk lib. We walked 2 Courts 2 look @ cam. E scene was so funny. 1 was lyk a businessman askin professional qns, while e other was so lost despite tt she had e opportunity 2 test out e cam.

Tt bugger went home after tt n we 2 took 132 2 orchard. Shopped(?) ard until it was e tym 2 meet up wif coco. Idiot him kept on insistin tt i shud treat dem 2 ichiban boshi. Ended up dining @ Changing Appetites, Marina Sq. Nt bad.

Went 2 suntec toy 'r' us so tt coco can get smth 2 'xiao jing' her ma. Lol. Whack e 2 of them wif e stalked flower. So ey decided 2 play a disappearing act on me. Being stubborn, i din reali go hunt fer dem coz I perceived it as being despo. Instead I walked off wif e stalked flower tt coco bought. hoho. So hao xiao. Mini adventure ...

On e mrt we saw Ayub. Tt toopit ki ka jiao me den turned back. Ended up i whacked his butt wif e mag n we joked n laufed tru out e whole ride.

Reali wished 2 haf more of such 'gatherings'(?) outings wif e gang. Hopefully this yr end "trip" will be successful. Mayb smtimes I tink too much. Budden.. hope all these will work out fine.

Had a very wunderful day. Thanks 2 cek ark n coco fer makin e dinner so fun. Thanks 2 irene fer sponsoring. Or technically my bdae gift! Also fer gg out wif me =) U guys r g8 !

Did smth that I shuden. Mite get my skin being clawed @ by my ma if she heard it.. Oh well.. FYI, I din steal or anyting illegal.. lalala~

Friday, November 04, 2005
[[ccU]]

I missed e show *sob* Nvm. Am gg to buy the vcd tml. NO MATTER HOW! Preferably the book as well =).

Sacrificed the tv tym (sob sob) for NP. Lol for once there is smth as impt as np. FOR ONCE. AHHHH after so many hours, I stil cannot get over e fact i missed the show. *Self psycho-ing* is ok! I am buying the disc, its ok! Breathe ....

1st meeting after our 1st proposal. Lol, the meeting i tink is worse than pw. Tio shoot a lot of qns which r tot-provoking .

Tokin abt pw. YES! I finally slowed down. 4.46s so proud of meself =) . More gestures too, now den i realized i nid 2 act lyk wad i did for e CIBTC in order 2 GESTURE. EEKS! Budden oh well, for the sake of PW... lalalala. TML BUYING E VCD YIPEE!!

Thursday, November 03, 2005
[[p@s+]]

I tink Internet has this effect on me. The more I stay online, e more I tink abt e past. Was travelling back home,wen i saw bugs walkin 2wards a bus stop.

F.L.A.S.H.B.A.C.K.....

Pri 4 Day 1
David Ngo put e 2 of us 2gh.N e v 1st ting he said 2 me was " Haiz, last tym my leader now table partner sian." Wif nth 2 respond I juz stared n said ya lor sian.

@ 1st it was quite awkward, coz we din noe each other thou we were alreadi in da same klz for 1 yr. Ice started 2 melt n soon we were playin lyk long lost childhood frenz 2gh with doreen n fazil. Paper soccers, paper wa, pepsi cola, eraser game, catching. competing our speed (which i won), n even how fast we write. You name it we got it.

Did a lot of projects together. The more memorable one was our social studies project on Yishun. Stil rem we haf 2 go 2 his hse n do. His mom insisted it. Ended up han ming n me standing dumbly @ his doorstep. As fierce as I was @ tt pt of tym, i was scared of his mom.

She poured HOT water 2 serve us, no ICE @ home. Admittedly, we haf fun doing the proj. Actually more fun exploring his hse. E # of g2 refills he had, # of correction tapes ( it was e latest fad), 2 whole selves of assements books all done and marked whereas I had difficulty completing jus 1.

It seems so ironic for these 2 person 2 get together and be such good partners in almost everyting - partners in projs, partners in crime. WTF, I was even asked 2 join e boys' club, which was so exclusive tt onli doreen was e onli ger in it. Apart from the academic differences(he was WAY smarter), we are almost on par.

I tink we 2 r e worst students a tr can get. Tok non-stop ever since we stepped into the klzroom. In one particular math lesson, we were tokin abt cruises. Apparantly he was telling me * cruise is beta dan tis dan tt. LEO 1 nt tt good. I was so green with envy den.Till now, not once haf I stepped on a cruise.

Of coz lyk all frenz we had our bad days. Stil remembered he made me so fukin angry once tt i IGNORED him for.. 2hrs. Lol, tts kids for you. He tried so many means n ways 2 apologised, bt I refused 2 accpt. In e end outta desperation, I turned 2 him for help in math(shit), tts wen we knew we were frenz again.

One ting I learnt from him was 2 be strong, be independent. He was nvr good if u seek comfort. Stil rem wenever I was unhappy, he would juz ask " R U OK?" once. Tt's it. No more. Wich was y mayb till now I cannot stand ppl hu constantly ask me am I fine.

I was glad 2 be e ger he trusted, I was glad tt we were table partner nt once but twice in e whole of my pri school life. He taught me joy, he taught me violence, he taught me MATH. He taught me to be strong, he taught me to be more extroverted. Indeed, one of e guys hu had a g8 impact on me while I was in pri sch. Thou we treat each other as strangers now, I am glad 2 spend my childhood days with you. Thank bugs!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005
[[cr@zy]]

Wad a slacking day 2dae. Dumbo sch, every1 was telling me their promos grades liao la. Shitty. FOC la, BBC. AAB la CEO. Wunder wad wil b mine. FFF ?

Din reali wan to type this otherwise it wun happen. Seems too good to be true. 50% + buy 2 get 1 free. If tt is reali e case, I wil 100% go n buy e BOX SET ! Going crazy again. Sheesh. Thank god tml hol, can be crazy fer 1 more dae b4 gg back 2 sch.

Contemplating whether shud i spend tt kinda $$ @ kino. Buying smth wich will fall in others' category of bo liao-ness. Shall go n c how 1st.

Finally found wad I wan, technically 50% of wad I wan. Wich is quite good since I am usually soooo picky over it. All I need now is da $$. Shant b so $$ minded, bt reali all of it needs $$. Haiz..

[[biatch]]

I din reali accept the fact tt I have a biatch living under e same roof as me. After today, thou a minor incident, it made me accept the fact tt I am sadly, living with a biatch. Used to half-blif wad my mother said, now really accpting the fact. Biatch.

Thank god for mago, was suffocating her while I trying to cool down. Quite effective i shud sae. After tt took about 40+ photos of mago. Lol wich is a bit crazy. At least I haf fun. Which eventually meant tt I was to be doin my hmwk now. Which I did. Lol.

Changed blog layout. Cute seh! One of e fotos I took lalala. As much as I wish to curse her. I wish u well biatch, for at this rate, u r going to suffer in society nxt tym. Let's hope u r onli treating your family members this way and not the outside world. My Condolences