An Apple And The Pasture

Thursday, September 29, 2005
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Things took a turn for the worst after chem lecture. Ms Seah tok 2 me abt my progress in chem fer T3. Said tt I wasnt doing well as xpected. An A student dropping to B standard in other words.

Used to think tt I nid not worry much for chem. Much more attention could be paid to math and even bio. Now I reali duno wad am i good @ anymore. Tio stunned wen i realize only today tt my exam starts nxt monday. Tt brought me even "down-er"

Ya, as expected my mood rapidly changed by some ppl. Come on la. Joke abt me being a bad chem rep i seriously dun mind. Give u paper u sae u done liao wad am i suppose 2 do ? Throw e paper away? Use initiative do again will die izzit? Lidat might as well tell me I eat dinner ytd 2dae shuden eat. WTF ..

If until now I stil din wake up, I duno wad i am doin le.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Had a nightmare.Thank god my ma woke me up for e fifth tym, otherwise I wun noe how 2 wake up. Was on a bus on da way home. 3 guys started to cycle in front of the bus, until the bus was crawling at a speed of lyk 1 km/h .

Naturally I was damn pissed by their bloody slow action, so I threatened to call the police. Guess tt was a wrong move as one of the guy killed the bus driver. The scene changed and suddenly was on a new guy's bike, he was cycling as fast as poss away from those 3 guys. Looked lyk he was tryin 2 save me. It din worked thou. He was shot. I practically had to
cycle tt dead coprse as well. Called the police , n yea well nobody came and save me. Finally lost them in a nieghbour that happened to be damn crowded. Never had I felt such a fear while I was dreamin. Whole lot more details , bt rather nt write it down.

Woke up and went downstairs to cycle. Had tt sudden fear of touching the bike. Had a sudden tot tt I would forget how to ride. In the end ya, conquered tt sudden fear and juz went downstairs to ride.It was all mad riding from dere.Besides the occassional fear that I will sprawl on all fours if the speed was really too fast, I rode really fast.Got into a very close encounter wif a car. Thank god the brakes worked. If not I just might be famous for being e 2nd person who lost her life to bike riding from my block. Thou I din do stunts on tt bike, bt ya beginners esp, dun try tt .

The cycling did help me let it all out. Felt more relax and safe after that.Learnt a lot of things after these 2 incidents. On a lighter note, I din get see the mystery guy who "saved" me . All i know he wore a white shirt. Wad a pity =)

[[p3]]

My hands damn pain la. Damn red. All tt volleyball fault. Had volleyball for PE. Tt tells me I prolly shud eat more. Quite fun la, if e ball acually bounce 2 e correct place.Xiao Yan's skills were superb.

Den finally after 1 mth, finally gt bac by GP.In a sense quite happi abt e results, budden aiya shan complain.KC so much abt WR... waste so much $$ ... Grrrr

Saw ShengXiang @ nrthpt. Stil as dark n fit as ever.Din go sae hi coz i was on e escalator le.Saw XiangYou too. Duno him @ all la , bt @ leeast we noe each other exists. Is nice 2 c ppl u recognise on streets =)

Now @ nite le, tt toopit luppy nt here 2 crap, shake slp le. Bee @ chalet sian by half. Fwine shall go slp.

Monday, September 26, 2005
[[p0dd|3]]

I guessed I haven mentioned how I lurve my ipodie ever since I offically owned it. Ok, I love my ipod. Yea nano may roc , bt MINE mini is stil da best.

Crazy over a song entitled " Goin Crazy" Yep, u shud b hearing it if u r readin tis =) ( Ironic isnt it? ) Anyway, during tt song I wil ask sm silly qns ie. How do I feel rite ? or smother things la. Tt poddie actually gave me an ans!! . To e qns abv, e nxt song it played was " U set me free" Kinda spooky as I told luppy i suddenly felt free..

My mini os noes my mood. Wen I am happy, it plays my fav song outta duno how many. Wen i dun feel tt upbeat, it plays those song tt suits tt occassion. All in all.. my ipod mini rulz !!! Ok enuf of madness.

Sunday, September 25, 2005
[[dR3@m]]

My ma dropped a bomb on me.Not literally.I ran out of the hse.Into AMK central.There was a constrution going on. E ground cracked under heat.It bcame a very colourful ground.Glowin colors.I wanted to touch it.Yet my hand would melt if I did.

I jumped over each broken ground.Running away from home.Running to safety.Knocked over sm1.E scene changed. We 2 were at a hotel lobby.He was finding Cin.For a long time.He loved her.I knew what happened to her,bt i refused to tell him.

We walked n walked down the pavement outside.Past the shops and into his aunt's shop.I finally opened my mouth and told him about Cin. He stared at me silently and @ last told me tt he knew all along.

We walked out in silent and flagged dwn a bus.I whipped out his fone and started playing Gunbound on the phone.Won the game easily.He asked me why did I finish the game so fast without making special moves.I replied tt I wan e whole thing to be over soon.

He prompted me to tell him what happened.In btn tears I did.He did not comfort me nor did he scolded me.We jus sit there quietly and fell asleep on each other shoulder.........

[[The abv was my dream. Reali a damn weird dream. Esp e 1st part, reali wanted 2 wake up bt i cant. Trapped in e dream. I could feel e fear in me as I attempted jumpin e hot grounds. Well thank god is a dream.....]]

Saturday, September 24, 2005
[[3v3n+s]]

Had pw 2dae. Grish carried tt bloody heavy lappy 2 sch. Wich we found out in e end din haf any use. Grp members were late. As xpected? Yea prolly. All in all we finished e whole WR again. Abit pissed abt smth but reckoned tt if i dun c IT again i wun b pissed =)

Happi tt i finally found e "art" of creatin a blogskin. For avid readers of my blog i guessed u guyz noticed tt dere was a mad changing of blogskins after tt "shattered glass" . Yep u guessed it e rest of e blogskins were done by me. SO HAPPY tt i dun nid 2 credit my work 2 any1 else xcept mayb 2 deviantart.

Decided to put up sm fer public use too. 2nd one wasnt tt well done, bt was happy thou coz @ least bee n me tok more abt tis " common interest" on color combi n designing. Used 2 feel out wenever he pulled those design jargons. Not anymore =)

Friday, September 23, 2005
[[BS]]

Damn irritated. SY all ur fault start all e ting den e person os. EEKS. Gimme creeps. N tt bastard tok so much nonsense , words tt r obvious said out b4 e idea was processing in e brain. TT means blunt. TT also means. LOW EQ. Reali wanted 2 say out e truth, bt thank god i tot twice. Otherwise, I wil b even more dead. My reputation is reali SERIOUSLY DAMAGED by tis idiot.

N now my bro is havin one of his diff tym. I am pretty sure i AINT tt stupi n unreasonable. HE dunoo how 2 write e letter B after 3 yrs of education. N he blamed my dad for - Not guiding his hand 2 write b. WTF ? N wad he xpect an apology fm my dad. Hu does he tink he is , even i dun do tt. E crap abt him being young is no longer an xcuse. Damn fuckin self-centred, tink-he-noes-it all guy. N now he can actually tel my ma in tt case i dun1 go sch on monday. Wich wil be a damn gd ting fer me coz e $$ for his education can b shared by me n my sis. If onli my ma din haf tt.. haiz.

Wad turned out 2 b e day i can actually bounced up was so totally spoiled by these 2 bastards.

Thursday, September 22, 2005
[[d@mN]]

Had chem prac. Nope din cocked up. Nearli did coz i din wear my full sch u . Thank goodness elicia lent me hers.Realized @ every spa smth "special" would haf 2 occur b4 i could step into e lab.

Tokin abt chem.Majority of my klz ppl r startin 2 hate e lectures. Reali hafta comment tt not every1 was inclinced 2 go @ such a slow rate. Damn freakin easy things , plz dun bother gg tru over n over again. Ur concern for e weaker students r much appriciated, bt sorry survival of e fittest. E ting abt e break mite give us a chance 2 actually re-read wad was taught bt sorry again, if u reali tink tt worked, tink again.

Survival of e fittest. Biology. Evolution. Interesting topic. I am certainly more towards e idea of neo-darwinism. Haha, Duncan reali damn kool la relate sci-fi movie wif bio, budden abit bad lo , show halfway dun show liao. Meena said he getting either engaged/registered/married 2dae no wunder so happy.

Finally got 2 watch "Child of our tym" n linked it wif evolution. Mayb nt tt much link, bt u noe abnormal person gt abnormal tinkin. Realised e mistake our family made was treatin my bro lyk a baby wich in actual fact he is a child nt a baby (get it?) We din reali go instil e sense of responsibility n independence in him. What was commendable on tt show was tt a disable mom actually take care of her kid way better than those with all 4 fully developed limbs.

Prolly e highlights of 2dae was witnessing Meena's 1.5lit bottle dropped dwn fm e 2nd floor outside e lib dwn e ceiling of e Western stall. Tt was damn freakin funny. Grish hu was so kuku tt she din noe wad 2 do wif e pick n mix after gettin wad she wanted @ Mini toons.One tink fer sure, she totally loved marshmallow =)

On a final note, had 2 show my appriciation 2 ppl hu r actually concerned abt me 4 e past few days. For once reali wan 2 say tt plz dun look on e tings too deeply. Smtimes tinkin too much is nt onli nt fer ur good , it caused other ppl 2 get irritated. Nth is wrong wif me. If dere is I would noe. I am not so dense, dun gimme e crap abt nt being able 2 get in touch wf ur inner self. Or wadever. Regardless of wad i said abv, dun feel offended or wadsoever, thanks anyway.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005
[[t|r3d]]

Felt so tired 2dae.Nearli wan 2 fall aslp in lectures. Been flying into and out of the blank space tt i had created specially fer me self. Decided 2 change e blogskin. Actually not much changes since I was merely huntin e pic tt suit my mood.

A red ball. Smokes cming out. No longer bouncing. Wad could all these b ? Anyway in case any1 tot tt I needed help or stuff lidat, sorri 2 disappoint nah. I nt tryin 2 A.A here , juz conti this red white minimalistic theme fm e previous skin.

So bo liao went MF juz 2 let ah shan sign e postin form n had a damn freaking short meeting wif e ncos. Felt g8 wen u r alreadi stoning n wanting 2 avoid any1 in sight e kids bother 2 greet u =) . Was touched. Handed famy e form 2 put on ah shan table ( shan went 2 mark N lvl papers). Famy was disapproving me continuing NP, tellin me now step dwn liao muz study. Lol. Damn it thou, coz he wanted all A's fm me ESP. MATH. g8. Extra pressure, xtra stressed from ur x-tr. If i were a gas, i would prolly xplode =X

Tuesday, September 20, 2005
[[h@ppi]]

Was late 4 sch. Actually could had reached in da nick of tym,but ended up OTOT. So reached sch juz in tym 4 PE. Realized tt i getting badder each yr. Used to b damn scared of getting late,bt now a wave of calmness rushed over me.Haiz

Guessed u r wundering y my title dun linked 2 e 1st para.Well , finally one of my bdae wish!!! Vampy gimme e DRILL CANE!!! THANK EU. Reali couldnt help smiling on da way home =) Damn happy la, my bao bei II lol. I tink call lao gong II lol.Coz np alwaz use tis term.

Anyway, 2wards e end of e nite,got irated. Dun reali wished 2 tok abt it.Thanks Mel =)

Monday, September 19, 2005
[[bd@3]]

Thank you guys 4 tis wunderful day =) My day started wif a heavy rain in wich many were drenched (Grish lol.) In all e irony, wad she said rang tru. "Wad a cold bdae." Yep, wasnt as upbeat as e previous yr. Mayb e sudden missing of my gang?

Smth was wrong wif me last nite. Saw bee's msg n luppy's was touched lyk hell thou those r simple words. Pretty coincidental tt e tym bee sent tt msg was abt e same tym i sent 2 him his. Tt did made my night.

2dae. Found it harder to smile as e appropriate tym eg. sing bdae song etc. Glad my skills din fail me thou =) . Meet ash 2 take my prezzie. Ken ey all saw us n started singin bdae in NORTHPT!! lol.. tt was cool , much appriciated !

Luppy help me buy e badge n tt nth beta 2 do guy came all e way 2 yishun fm army market.. (zhuai la.. HOLIDAY =P ) . Since stil nt feeling tt upbeat so decided 2 walk 2 sembawang again .. 3 times tis yr. Ok i am mad.

Well @ least e walk made me happy. Esp hearing luppy speak chinese. Funniest event of e yr. No, e century .. lol. Oh ya. He sang happy bdae in during e walk. So loud n ( out of tune! opx i din sae tt) no la nt reali. Both eng n chi version. Haha so damn funny n so damn happy =). Took sm spastic pics of him while we ate mashed potato lol my fotographic skills not bad sia, can transform him 2 a shuai person .. OOPS hahaha. Luppy is gonna kill me *bites*

Special thanks : Bee - E sms reali came in tym
My gang. Gang members 4eva =)
124 ( U guys rox!)
Yangthong , Jolynn haha i nid those stuff .
Tin - thanks 4 da gift
Ash - yea i try 2 bathe more in case tt is wad u r hinting
Luppy - For 2dae's walk n lameness.
Nadine & Peijia - Din reali xpect tt fm u guys bt damn touched
Zhi zhuan - U remembered!!!
Shake - For e testi =)
Melvin - For playin maple story wenever we r on tt fone =P
Chee Yong - my cadet hu actually remembered.
N so many more ppl. If ur name nt here. Complain n i wil put it =)

[[19091988]]

Tt number abv aint any prisoner's code. That was e day i was born. 19 Sept 1988. 6.40pm @ KK hospital. U guessed it. This is e story of my life. Nearli 17 yrs had past ever since my existence here on Earth.

Was borned 2 an abv average family - The Cher. Most part of my childhood was spent wif my aunt n g-ma. Like many parents @ tt tym. My parents were @ work n often pamper me by giving me stickers.

After tt I was booted off 2 Chong Pang Childcare. Cried every single dae i was dere. E teachers dere were mean. Ey took away my slippers n til now i haven got it back. E cooker liked me thou, brought me ard Chong Pang n give me food dere. One idiotic guy tot tt it would make me feel beta by kissin me cheeks everyday. Haha felt violated? I wasnt tt sure now.

Not long after my sis was borned. I din c much of her since she was under e care of another aunt. Due to her being pampered, she wasnt tt willing 2 share her tings wif me. Seeds of hatred grew wenever we were 2gh since we often got into a fight. One of e more memorable one was she stomped on my foot. My poor kindergarden teacher had 2 carry me ard.

1995. Pri 1. Was enrolled 2 a new school - Ahmad Ibrahim Pri. Basically meant tt i was a pioneer student dere. 1H, 2/7, 3/9, 4/9, 5/1, 6/7 . Meet a few interesting teachers while i was dere. Mr Chia haha hus thighs we joked abt tt we can eat for 2 mths. Mr Ngo a damn terrifyin tr whom parents complained. Mr Ong til now we stil kip in contact. Went 2 his hse last Christmas n had a hell of a tym =)

Lotsa memories in pri sch. Bugs bunny , my ever so clever table partner. Did so many projs 2gh. Best partners in crime i supposed since we were always punished for tokin in clz. Loud hailer - Our klz monitor. Tr's pet basically coz he is actually a quiet guy. E very 1st diskette I opened on my dad's laptop was his. 2 simple tings were in - a calendar n a song. Yet, i knew wad exactly he wanted. 2 Yrs of unforgettable memories and regrettion. Reali longed 2 tell him i am sorry for slappin him, makin him cried. Reali wanted 2 tell him Yes, bt i din. Tt was e one n onli tym i realize wad love is. Unfair? I was too young to comprehend. Graduated wif a pitiful score of 228 n i was posted 2 Mayflower Sec.

My 1st fren dere was Felicia since i knew her back den in pri sch. Juz a mere 2 days n i joined another grp. Cant stand jas n her teasing me abt Jian wen we were only neighbors. Like in any new environment, I appeared dao. So my PW grp took me in coz ey pitied me i guessed. It wasnt long i rose 2 b e leader of da grp n here came e formation of e gang.

Sec 2 came an incident of Irene VS Iris. Til now our gang stil duno whether 2 blif tt story. Coz it happened in reality. By e tym most of e members were in xcept Marilyn. Ey cant stand her @ tt tym n told me abt it. Boycotting was wad we did, thou i dun feel e slightest joy. Streamin came n we all prayed 2 go 2 e tri pure. Mar n me din get in even thou those who r more suxy did. Bio , chem , geo n hist were e main O lvl sub we took. Got 2 noe new frenz, n was glad tt i could keep e old. We all missed campus II food, n hence we skipped recess n often sit @ e pavillion 2 tok crap, strengthening our bonds.

June 2003. Tt was e tym i knew bee. Tru net of all places. Helped him a lot @ tt tym. He in turned made me happy by crappin wif me online. MSN n Sms were reali e soure of our communication. It wasnt until tis yr tt we started gg out n tok crap.Lyk Saturday. Hope he wil get wad he wans.. Dec 2003. E tym i knew best bud. Thru a NPCC CCU briefing. A competition wich we lost badly.

Sec 4. Had a crazy idea 2 capture every moments in print. Told dem my bdae wish during e 1st half of e yr and we started 2 take pics lyk nvr b4. My wish was granted. Was os quite surprise n touched tt vinc actually bought e SPF bear fer me. Thinking back, reali felt guilty for rejecting him, guessed even @ tt tym i stil din 4gt abt my monitor. Trs said i was all stressed up abt e O's, wich til 2dae i wil deny tt fact. Coz i personally feel tt i was an organized person nt a stressed one. Din fare tt well onli a mere 13. Saded tt i cant go n join him in tt JC.

Pre-proms : Went 2 high end boutiques wif e gang. Tried lotsa wild dresses ey made me tried out coz being fussy, i was e last 2 get it ready. Prom : Damn exicted. 1st tym a makeup artist came n do make up fer me. Felt so much lyk a model? Bimbo-ish now... yea. Had a fun tym @ prom, took fotos n sent 2 yuhong n he compiled all our fotos into a disc. A very commendable effort i must say. Tt tym ,i ought 2 be @ CI D04, bt i din. Some gave me dirty looks wen i withdrew, thou i felt guilty, i din stirred fm my desicion.

3mths @ YJ. P24 was a fun klz 2 b with, thou i did regret nt 2 b a tiny bit more enthu. Pinkie told me i was dao, she hated me. I am glad thou we r frenz now =). College Values Day, another important chapter of my life. E 1st tym i willing step into wad ppl called love. A moment of madness I'd once said. Izzit or not, i guess is no use contemplating now. It din last long, juz as i had expected. Thou thank god it din haf e coldest end. Was during those months in YJ tt i began 2 missed NP, took up e challenged n joined J05 n dere here I am a Cadet Inspector after tt 2 mths of torture? sweet memories?

Nth much can b said abt my college life. Guessed JC is a tym 2 mugged n nt 2 play. So except for e occassional ki siao tym wif Apple n Banana , dere reali wasnt much 2 sae. Thou i reali hafta sae tis 124 ROX !

In retrospect, I realized tt I became more quiet. No longer tt ger hu shouted aX e corridor or dwn e 4 storeys for my fren. No longer e girl hu used violence on everybody she knew. No longer e girl hu was so very e lame. I am now e girl hu is willing 2 make sacrifices for her gang. The girl hu placed her kids (cadets) b4 anyting. The girl hu chose honour bt nt love. The girl hu every1 might love to hate. The girl tt she wasnt as before. E clock strikes 12 and here she goes wishing herself a Happy 17 Birthday...

Sunday, September 18, 2005
[[bR3@+h3]]

Inhale...Exhale... Tml no bio test :S ok mayb i wasnt listening... BUDDEN Y SO LATE DEN TELL ME DUN HAF !!!!! Arughhhhhhhhhhh. I waste my tym ( ok well not technically) I COULD B OUT!! HAVING FUN!!!! Omg... e very 1st monday w/o test n i din treasure it.. sob sobx.

So u guessed it. Such a beautiful sunday n i spent in on mendel , not exactly e most handsome guy. Nt exactly e best tym 2 count PEAS. Ok breathe easy....

Mid autumn festival. The 15th in chinese calendar. E tym ey all say e month is e roundest( it is proven 2 b 16th thou..) My fren bdae. Happy bdae Marilyn. Haha, saw smth i dun wished 2 c, n dere was i thinkin : It is reali tt gd ? Did i reali feel wad i say? Guess is oveR.

Ya dun mind me, while i go knock my head on da wall...AHHH tym wasted...

Saturday, September 17, 2005
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Cant find a 1 word title fer e day. So i guessed tt emoticon said it all =) . Bee prebooked (yea i am a busy woman =P ) me 2 celebrate moi bdae 2dae. On a lame basis tt since i turnin 17.. so celebrate on 17th -_-"

Went 2 bugis n saw my cousin dere. Ok technically he saw me, i was too blind 2 c him. Sms-ed me n said he caught me red-handed gg out wif bf.. Ermz abit.. We r not la. If we r, dun need pre-book 1 hehee.

Ate lunch @ fish n co. My 2nd, his 1st tym. He gt e wrong idea tt fish n co is lyk long john silver. lol. Den went suntec watch e longest yard. Act. wan watch one last chance. Freakin tym slot. Oh well. TT SHOW ROCKS LA. Nvr in my life i lauf thru out e whole show. Worth e money seh!

Haha, since I decided 2 take a backseat in e planning of tings 2 do, we picked whr 2 eat fer dinner with e help of e directory. Walked e basement 1 rnd n smhow landed up in millenia walk. Finally stepped in2 candy empire, but din buy anyting. Shall gif myself tooth decay another tym. Ended up in pasta mania.

So glad tt diff sch din create much impact. Stil gt much crap 2 tok abt. Abit damn it la. Heard so much poly stories fm so many poly frenz. Sounds lyk their hafin fun =S . JC well seemed so much no life in contrast.Memorable dayyyyy thou u wun b seeing tis bt thanks bee!

Friday, September 16, 2005
[[MAF]]

Mid autumn festival @YJ. Quite ok. Quite fun =) . 1st hand exp 2 interact wif those old folks fm blk 701 or smth.. Da 2 under SY n mine "care" was quite cool ;) Thou u cant get tt mad ard la..budden stil c those ppl tt i wanna c =) n stil had a g8 tym.

Nvr been so glad 2 b in LIFE. Coz tt was one of e main topic wif dem. Tok much on e plants n spent 1/2 hr on it. Haha, now i noe it is not onli a SLACKER's club teeheehee

One of e song had a special meaning 2 me thou wasnt tt well sang since is a malay singing a chinese song. Had so much flashbacks all of a sudden.A gd ting 2 relieve those 2yrs of memories =) . Damn freakin hapi day

Thursday, September 15, 2005
[[CII]]

Juz sealed my fate tis afternoon. Jie Ying was askin me whether 2 join e NTU tingy. Tossed a coin n it said no. Lol. Left my fate 2 a coin. Wtf? Guess it meant tt I am gg 2 b CII? Not sure either. Damn it, it was juz a yr a ago when I had 2 make a desicion as big as this. Again it is NP vs smth else. Will I choose np again ?!?!

On a brighter note, finished my math promos paper again. Nt e 2005 1 lol. Hmm hopefully i haf e correct attitude on e promo day itself. Den i tink i can pass =) . Nt a bad day 2dae esp gg home time. Saw how rapid e clouds bcame grey and thick. So glad 2 b living in Sb la. Stood outside my hse n juz stone dere let e wind blow sibei shuang. Nth much le la. Cant reali xpress tt "fight" btn NP n NTU here. Duno how 2 sae either...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005
[[p@|n]]

Lalala so i din eat again~ Sad-ed.Hafta thank Siew Ying n Yangthong thou, spare me sm foodie. ya i am a poor beggar. Ironic reali coz i keep telling bee dun skip meals. Haha, well ppl smtimes dun practice wad ey preached =)

Nearli tio gastric coz is nt e 1st day i've skipping lunch. In case u guys r tinkin am i tryin 2 slim dwn nope. N no, nt aneroxia either.Once i reach tt "target" i wil eat liao ;)

Finally finished clearing n organisin all my papers into their respective files. Feel free 2 borrow fm me lol.. Tt's it if u wan junk =) So happi! Haha reali tink i woke up le coz can feel e "internal" happiness while walkin 2 sch =) . Tts abt it lo... Exam period le.. ppl tc wor !

[[w3r|d]]

Third attempt @ tis entry.. !st 1 com hanged, 2nd din get tru.G8. Reali a weird day.Mayb 2 sm isnt la.. bt 2 me it WAS .Anyway ya is beta 2 list tings dwn..

Suppose 2 onli reached school @ 9.20am , i woke up at 6.30am. That was considered earli since my hse is lyk max. 20 mins fm sch.
Instead of falling into deep slumber, I actually go reorganized my files.
Duncan annouced tt dere would b no bio test nxt mon. Damn happy coz tt reali meant a lot of tings 2 me =)
1s after i sms-ed bee.He called.
He called n ASK ME MATH.. tt is weird,bt wad is weirder is...
His form of greeting. Thank god i din on loudspeaker...
ShengXiang sms-ed me during chi period. Damn weird seh.Tot he shud noe.. anyway told him i wan HQ de ceremonial sword..
Which i den realised, i reali wanted it.
Smbody called.Yea tts u e one hu sae i helped u abit onli . Ya u. Rare occassion.Hope i reali did helped
B.Bud called.Stil in his dark time.Cant reali do much.Hope u bounce back
Din stay glued 2 e comp screen fm 7 -12. N i did my math tutorial.. Wich is surprising.
Mom "dragged" me out of bathroom coz she wan me eat e "bdae" noodle exactly at 6.40pm wich is e tym i was born.
Went dwnstairs wif sis 2 buy tibits.. since i din eat lunch again..
Guys i am close 2 r damn weird. Either too hi (bee?) or too low (buddy?).. Wadever it is.. plz go bac 2 ur original "form" lol. Nt used 2 it teehehehe
Suddenly and finally woke up.

My chinese bdae 2dae.TT y so much weird tings? No link. Ma reali took g8 effort 2 prepare tt 2 red eggs n e noodles. Reali abit ps 4 nt finishin eat. Coz i intend 2 choke dwn tt 2 eggs(pppssstt i hate egg yolk) den eat noodles.. ended up being too full lolx. Well wadever it is. I woke up. Finally.

Sunday, September 11, 2005
[[CWP]]

Went cwp wif shake n luppy. So late la, but oh well, ey came all da way fm e east so i shant complain =) Had lots of fun thou.

19min ?? secs was e tym shake took 2 finished e whole chicken. 9 mins 21sec was e tym luppy took 2 .. =P. Ya anyway if u guys r readin tis. Thanks reali for spendin e last day of hols wif me, wich beats spendin it alone @ home.

Touched tt these 2 crapster actually rem my bdae. Made me tot bac on wad bee sms-ed.Ashyura sms-ed me earlier on askin me wen meet her 2 claim my prezzie. End of hols, back 2 sch. Got such sweet company reali happy =)

Saturday, September 10, 2005
[[CII]]

Was happily listening 2 Bond - Explosive.NPCC HQ called.Was startled.Yuan lai ey nominated me as CII for D05.Honoured yes.Committed?My reply was wait til my promos end.

Heard so many ppl tellin me nvr 2 step into hq unless possible.Coz ey used u wen u can be used and kick u aside w/o say thanks. Sai kang.Bt if tts e case, why Kenneth n company kip goin bac as CIIs? Wad makes dem go back ?

Nt onli my studies is stopping me.Even my unit is.Til now haven tell Kian yet.Coz i noe wad his reply will be.Indeed e dec hols wil b e tym 4 me 2 brush up my kids drill n everyting.How can i do tt wen i am away in HQ for 18 days?

Decisions,decisions and e sad ting is nth is making it better...

Friday, September 09, 2005
[[h3@dAch3]]

Inter-area comp @ NYGH. Was xpecting wad i xpected.Oh well.E kids haf fun. N i saw e J05s,weee!Jane,Udaya,Seow Hoe,Jared!! haha.Missed e J05s. Ran ard motivating these kids. Lol smtimes i do wunder y am i so toopit 2 b a CI. I can spend my Fri happily @ home (slpin?) clearing up e mess in my room(come 2 tink of it.. er..4gt it.) Seeing their happy smiles, i guessed it is worth it den =)

Felt bad ps-ing e squad meetin @ bugis.Reali cant take it.Had a splitting headache ever since i woke up. Went home n took a short nap tt ended @ 8.40pm. Yea PeiSan helped me got my CIATC foto!! WEEEEE!! Thou i seen it,budden I AM SO GONNA BRING 2 SCH ! Ok tis feels weird 4 a perosn hu claimed tt she had headache.(I reali had.) budden u juz cant help bt feel happy wen NP is involved ;)

Saw e news abt tt poor woman. Hu in da world is so sick 2 rape n murder n chop her up? Damn it shudden watch e news. Gives me creeps. I dun even dare 2 enter my room now la. Reali hafta sae tt girls / women bcareful . Coz e victims for e 2 recent "chopped" murder are women. Sigh. Yep tts abt it =)

Wednesday, September 07, 2005
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Tis entry is NT A JOKE.Cos it happens 2 me. N u r nt ALLOWED to LAUF.(even thou i cant see it.) I was happily tryin 2 do my chinese proj. Wen a cockroach came n interrupt me. Thou it was juz standin dere innocently on e wall. (stand.. wall? oh well.)

I cant stand its feelers.. n 2 my horror, it crawl 2 e floor. Or wadever movement u wan call it.
Rememberin wad my ma did b4. I took out e vacuum cleaner wif e intention of sucking it in.Tt bloody ting ran!!!!! Well, my sis hu was giving me moral support was lyk getitn further n further away.

I tried 2 b less cruel n... use a box 2 cover it. Tt BLOODY TING RAN!!! n yeah well. I os. So erm, we decided on calling my gma 2 do e job. However, she was aslp. CAN U BLIF IT?!?!? slp @ tis crucial moment!!!

My mom came out n ya, juz gave it a tight whack n dere it goes 2 heaven. May u rest in peace. NO! e horror din end here. Juz lyk our mother had lived wif us 4 16yrs. We suffered e same fate. So wad we did was 2 TAKE COVER! Coz being a psychotic mom, she wil put e bloody "deceased body" close up front 2 us 4 e sheer joy of seein us scream in terror.Sadistic.So u noe whr my genes came fm..

Wad a tiring nite. 1st my bee SMS-ed me askin : Can u help me check wen is bp bdae? I duno wan 2 cry or pengz. My bee can ask tis qns?!?! n how smart of him 2 sms 2 my fone!! N tt bloody cockroach had 2 interrupt me. I swear tt man n cockroach had e same gentic makeup- to kajiao gers.

Hehe, now tt i re-read my tis entry, i guess it is one of my more lame 1 yea?

Tuesday, September 06, 2005
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AMK lib. Reali my 2nd home. Bin takin 853 back n forth fm tt place. I lyk 853, i hate 853.

It gave me e hope tt he might b dere. N bcoz he wasnt, i hated it. Bcoz it made me felt hopeful, i liked it. Contradiction.

Crap, i saw him more on MRT dan on 853. Now? Saw his best bud, my best partner. Appeared to injure his leg.Felt my heart ache as he made his way to NJ. Those moments tt we shared.I would give it all 2 go bac to pri sch. Give it all 2 be bac in sec 2. Give it all juz 2 haf e opportunity to sae yes again. Give it all juz 2 apologise. Give it all...

Juz a sudden tot while on e bus. Treat it as crap ;)

Oh yea . YH . Beautiful pics u haf dere. I wan tt blanc blanc case. Both designs :P

Monday, September 05, 2005
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Wel u noe wad ey always sae : Hols = no hols = lessons. Haha, nt tt i am complainin abt 2dae chem's lesson. Had such a lauf la. Ms Seah showed us e flash on how her hubby proposed 2 her as well as wad happened on e wedding day itself.

Haha, damn funny. Thou kinda agree wif her hubby comment on leave it to fate, i stil tink is crazy to put a RING in a box, hoping tt she wil find. -_-" lyk wad ms seah sae, wad if she throw away e box???

Another way of proposing i had seen/heard of. Not e most creative, bt nt e worst either. In fact e whole idea goes rnd fate. Such ting how can play 1 ??Anyway, ms. s look so chio in her wedding dress ^^ .

Went lib. Kajiao YH, os gt study . Yes i had *fingers crossed @ e back* Reorganised e poddie n upload songs fm his lappy. A bit kiddy la , sit @ those seats, budden ya hafta agree damn quiet n can sneak coffee in. E latte sux. *pssstttt* cappuncino is stil e best ;)

Sunday, September 04, 2005
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Wads wrong wif me. I did a mad ting AGAIN. I actually go send ppl e song i sang. Thank god it din wake e dead. Ey complimented me! budden izzit juz 2 lie 2 me ... haha i dun care =P

3 mad tings: putting e fotos on my blog entries wich sadly onil edwin saw it and tagged abt it .. sob sob tt was a lot of hard work u noe =( n xchangin my baobei wif cekark's creative thank god gettin back on mon =) n now TIS bloody song. Hope ey DEL it n dun BROADCAST it *fingers crossed*

Reali alot of ppl tio sore eyes : now is siew ying's n yi xian's turn. Promos cmin le. U 2 get well soon =)

Saturday, September 03, 2005
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started my plan abit ealier. Went amk lib 2dae. Managed 2 finished most of e hols work given by ms seah =) haha. I tink too quiet liao , tt cekark chose a v nice place 2 study : QUIET READIN ROOM. For a noisy person lyk me.. Imagine tt..

My attention span was longer tis tym thou, cos he din take out lappy 2 tempt me =) . Went kfc 2 eat. Cant blif it sia, nvr bring cards nvr bring money stil spend $ lyk he always spend it -_-" . Den managed 2 waste his lappy batt fm 98% to 9% hehe.

Wad my horo sae was tru. Tel me go out walk walk may c nice tings.. Haha, saw sm nt bad lookin guys wor. Haha tt's enuf 4 me liao =) Dun wad possessed me 2 xchange my bao bei wif cek ark's creative. Hope it comes bac in 1 piece on mon...

Friday, September 02, 2005
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Had our chi-na presentation 2dae. so funny la.. 4 e 1st tym i wasnt presenting yet i felt e nervous-ness for siew ying n mao shen [p/s u guys did g8 ;)]. In case any1 wanna critise, e presentation made by me. Boi song go toilet settle lol.

Rushed of 2 np ltr , n tt sickenin old virgin go 1 rnd n shoot us.. haha quite fun thou, well is np so wen is nt fun 1 lol. Went 2 j8 again as i said 2 get sm stuff. Sickening YH, made me go all e way 2 lib 2 find him b4 setting out 2 j8.

AND..so sickening , saw quite a # of ex mf , *horrors* Joel!! smmore in yj uni -_-" . Haha, so sian la.. amk=c mf ppl. C until sian liao. I tink amk lib stil a fav haunt 4 mf ppl. Well i wil join tt "crew" 4 this hols.

Haha,saw his parents. He suddenly asked an unexpected qns. Shud i sae a qns tt both of us had been unwilling 2 touch on. Glad tt finally we clear tings up. Well , outta sight outta mind. Let e past go n juz move on ...

Thursday, September 01, 2005
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juz as promised e fotos r here.. 22 out of e 200+ . Well tats e most i can fit in. Enjoy!

Reali wan 2 thank YH for being tt wunder fotographer, producin these beautiful pictures n being e new found member of da gang =)

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Jus as promised e fotos.. onli 22 out of the 200+ enjoy!
Thanks YH , beautiful pics =)
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[[hYp3r]]

eee.. I hate eu la.. managed 2 cool dwn after afternoon's hyperness. Now started planning on e nxt gang activity wich happens 2 b my treat.

Freakin excited abt tis idea wich is so gonna take place durin e dec hols. I dun care die die muz happen =). Hope tt e rest of e jie meis can pull it off. Den wil b ultra cool seh!

Ok i tink i beta shut up actin more n more lyk a bimbo liao .. hehe nitez ppl

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