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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
[[bd@3]]

My sis , yi ting , yi ting 'sis , ah xuan , teck hao n ryan's bdae. Happy bdae 2 u guys!

How sad life can b . Ppl bdae n i am dwn here sick . G8 news.. fever is bac liao , thou nt as jalat as e 1st 1. Kaoz. Nvr eat med os feel lyk slpin . cannot. For e past few days:
Streps had been my staple food
Drown galleons of water each dae
Black out more dan several occassions (P/s thank pinkie 4 buyin e panadol :)
Wad more can a ger wan? Thank god tml no parade otherwise i wil probably faint in mf .

Wen i am ok , i am so gonna eat wadever i wan n reali slp lyk a pig. This few days have been hell . SIck + Exam . how lucky.. Not 2 mention tt it counts @ e final yr. Ya alreadi preparing 4 my funeral , so ppl hu r willing 2 donate sm $$ tis is e tym 2... Sob sob, bdae cake i os cannot eat. Nvm .. my bdae i shall haf a choco cake ! See u guys ard soon ...


Sunday, June 26, 2005
[[s|ck]]

How g8 is tt.. 2 b sick on e 2nd day as a PCI.. Kao.. Bad enuf havin tt sorethroat la..(thanks 2 cek ark.. is ok...) now gt fever la. Haiz. looks lyk i am goin 2 flunk gp. Reali flunk

Thanks vampi 4 wakin me up la.. even thou i went bac 2 slp anyway . Head felt so goggy n so heavy. Haiz. nvm wil get well de.. ciao den..


Saturday, June 25, 2005
[[gR@t|+ud3]]

They sae thankin ppl wil keep ur feelings upbeat n i guess tt's so. So here r e list of ppl i am offically thanking :

  • Kenneth n Irfah -- for ur guidance and forgiveness to e squad. N of coz e faith in us tt we can perform. We had learnt a lot fm u 2 and reali wish 2 learn even more
  • Squad 5 -- for motivatin each other in e course . Be able 2 stand up again despite tt fall n maintain e special bond. We are n shall always b unique
  • J05-- For being dere . E spirit of motivation n enthu-ness is reali undescibable.
  • OC Mr Shan -- None of these would haf been possible if he din send me for e course
  • MF cadets--Givin me e motivation to carry on e course
  • YJC -- for being so compromising esp e sports sect, ruby george
  • Mr Fam--for tellin me nt 2 go 4 e course , yet i did n i will manage my tym n show u ! haha famism rocks!
  • Best buddy , Tan Tien Shen -- Giving me guidance despite tt u din made it for e course yet wish me well. Of coz e gift ! Polish my boots .. buy my stuff.. carry my stuff.. u rox!
  • Loo Jenn Huei -- For agreein 2 cm 2 my p0p n put my rank ! Haha did u bring Wind?
  • Soh Li Hui -- For cmin 2 my p0p n stil remained as my mad fren despite tt we r in diff sch
  • Liu Yu Hong--For all e treat , my fotographer for e p0p n being such a wunderful fren!
  • Melvin Chan-- Helpin me do tis n tt for e course. Being an excellent lesson plan partner as well as a wunderful squadmate =)
  • Mao Shen , Jie Ying , Tin An-- For letting me go up another lvl in my anger management
  • Empathy , ATC grp 3 -- For tt best ever performed CAMPFIRE ITEM !!
  • My parents -- for objecting me 2 cm 4 e course, yet support me nonetheless
  • My gma-- For cookin food 4 me wenever i cm home late
  • Neo Wen Jie-- For tt "scandal"(?) n of coz a gd batch mate
  • Kian Min--For cmin all e way to Sb fm NP juz 2 teach me how put my white rank =)
  • Siti Sarah-- For lendin Damai grounds for us 2 train our drill n pioneering
  • Hi5 -- for e nice song ey had tt we adopted for our squad cheer!
  • HQ-- For e wunderful food n e bunk beds wich i missed reali! N e 2nd chance 2 join CIBTC
  • Zhi Zhuan--Lendin me tt duper big n useful bag. Encouragin me all e way
  • Wei Loon kor kor-- Ur bag too + ur "jia you" hee
  • Indah--urgin me 2 bring bac e old np spirit
  • MFSS-- so willing 2 lend me use e spars n all despite .. erm.. haha
  • TOs--for being so supportive n caring
  • Kok Hiong--for being a very patient kayakin mate. yea.. i owe u 1
  • Ezaline , Eddie , Hong Lee--For e wunderful flag drawn
  • Jia ying(?) , Ezaline--For maddin wif me during e campfire!
  • Ivy mdm--For those words u said 2 b durin e last day of CIATC
  • Evon--Pei wo tok abt np , CIs stuff n being my intruder n beautiful lady!
  • Ev0n , Jiaqi , Udaya--For being my 1st ever made frenz in CIBTC

N e list goes on n on n on ... My apologies to those whom i din credited . Feel free 2 strangle me if u must. Anyhow , thank you guys for all e support u haf given for these past 2 mths




[[PCI]]

PCI liao ... FINALLY!! after 2 mths of waiting , torture ,sweat n thankfully no blood. Was very very very happy wen my best bud , bee , cek ark n lihui came. Soooo cool la 2 actually haf best bud n bee 2 put on my rank ! Manz i bet no1 can beat tt lol . So kool lo ,all da guys wear until so shuai , nearli cant recognise em. Haha.

Had a debrief after tt, kinda cool . Budden quite strange , i guess every1 is excited over e rank n no 1 bother 2 feel sad lo. Haha , was quite surprised 2 b da onli ger 2 receieve e testi fm ken. haha or mayb i am permanantly noted as a guy liao oops den joeyee how lol..

Went 2 eat @ thompson , haha guess e trio were hungry liao . Eat a lot , nt bad lo . din expect nice food fm such place. Best bud send me home wich is g8 of him =) gave me a prezzie for p0p! i am sooooo happy ! Din reali xpect tt - a gift for being PCI.

So happy 2 have so many ppl 2 care 4 me , despite e cold shoulders fm my parents.Learnt a lot fm e course. Tings nvr taught in e 4 conventional walls of a classrm.So many gifts in a day , some big sm small. Nevertheless precious. Ask me wad wil i save if dere is a fire. I guess these wil b e tings i wil save. Esp tt letter of resignation ... manz.. can nvr 4gt wad got me 2 pen tt dwn." One for all n all 4 1 ? " indeed we had abused e quote , n indeed we had learnt e true meanin of it.So much 2write yet so lil space. Shall thank e ppl in my nxt entry ...


Friday, June 24, 2005
[[div0rc3]]

Am i evil ? Selfish? Duno y juz all of a sudden felt tt i am . Reali duno how 2 ans wen ey ask me e qns. Haiz. Managed to cheer up onli after tokin 2 tis guy i meet on a particular webbie. Kinda funny, been heck carin him coz i dun lyk tokin 2 strangers , turns out he is nt bad afterall .

Anyway , tt is nt e purpose of this post. Heard fm my mom tt my kindergarden fren's parents juz gt a divorce.Shocked , thou it was inevitable. Kinda ey r facin a financial crisis , no hse no $ . The kids hafta work part tym for their own pocket $$. Xtreme touched by my fren gesture. He gt a 9 for N lvl , yet decided nt 2 take O's . Simple rationale of cant catch up wif e work n scare waste his ma $$. My best bud dwn dere chided me. Tell me 2 grow up , cant always he take care of me. Tt got me tinking. Every1 ard me is growin up , even bee. Wen wil b my turn? Wen wil i c e light?

What's more shockin is wen i asked hu gt e custody of e children. Their father outrightly gave em 2 their mother. My god. After spendin 17 yrs on e son , he dun1 him? Wads rong wif ppl nowadays? No committment . Nt even a sense of " i-cant-bear-to-let-u-go". Y get married wen all u wan is a divorce and another woman ? If u cant stoppin lovin women , y go marry a woman ? Dun ey noe love is mor than juz sparks ? Tt to love u need frenship too ? Adults.. haiz


Thursday, June 23, 2005
[[b0o+s]]

Woke up earli in da morning abt 9+ by a sms wich til now i duno hu send de. Went tru all e morning routine n settled myself studyin biology. Soon gt distracted by food , or rather my cravings for food.

So jalat lo , turn e whole house upside dwn i stil cannot find any decent food. All of a sudden i wish tt i was ah li la ,her family open a provision shop . Damn .

Anyway , was m-taskin : studyin n polishin boots . So proud of myself , 4 da 1st tym in 4yrs my boots shine! smmore by my own effort yipee! Gt al hype abt e cmin p0p. Reali very happy tt my mad fren , cek ark , bee n my best bud can go ! Hope tt i din choose wrong ppl 2 go , i mean sm ppl cant appriciate e honor n pride to b in a parade and e precision of it.Shant mention names thou is very very temptin..

Polishin e boots n tot of my dear squad 5. Din noe how much i gonna miss them til den. Mixed feelings , duno how 2 descibe. Tis was e 1st tym i ever felt so strongly for a squad. Way over wad i felt for my own squad even. Waves of sadnees,happiness n pride all rolled into 1 . Reali haf 2 thank u guys for e wunderful times spent in e course. Squad 5 rulez n wil always rox!


Wednesday, June 22, 2005
[[m@th]]

Spent e whole dae studyin math.Proud 2 sae i noe how 2 do e qns!! Juz hope tt e test wun b a killer :S . Ask vampi woke me up @ 9 wich he did. Thanks 4 tt yea? Budden e tymin was a bit wrong. Cos i was dreamin halfway! Den e fone rang, i 4gt wad i dreamt liao lol .

Mom cooked lunch, long tym din eat lunch @ home le. Stil as nice =D.. or mayb i was too engrossed in math until wadever shit will turns out 2 b nice? De-stress myself by watching spongebob(lol , childish , yes bt nicee) den brought my bro dwnstairs 2 walk walk . Again , another ting i din do for a long tym. Time - 4 letter word tt actually means so much .

Chatted on msn wif my 1st 3 mth gd fren . Haha , seems lyk nth ever changes wif her. She n her bf stil steady bo pi pi 1yr plus goin 2 ? haha lucky lucky. Yet stil cant get over e fact tt ey nvr fight or argue.. Invited 2 go 2 her bf de bdae bbq in dec. Kinda cool , lookin 4ward 2 c her , bt wil feel damn out. Nvm .. shall go anyway. Noe tt love cant b measured by $$ budden was reali shocked 2 hear tt she intendin 2 buy a duper expensive gift for him , payin e expenses of e whole ting. Thank god he is also a v gd guy 2 b . if he gonna swiddle away her money , sombodi is gonna get hurt real bad lol .

Smtimes , i tink tt my tots r sibei contradicting. One moment, envious of those in relationships so happy so blissful . While others may jus eek over sm tings ey do , me feel e warm fuzzy feeling. Yet on e other hand , i wan not such ting 2 "befall" on me. Dun wan tt burden , tt responsiblity n most imptly e committment. Failed experiments here n dere make me realise tt single is e way 4 me. Haha , wad e hell am i crapping abt now. Pia school liao !


Tuesday, June 21, 2005
[[wr0ng]]

Din noe wad i did. More specifically , wad wrongs have i done. Wrote e testi in a relaxed joking manner , turns out 2 haf such big rxn fm sm1. Wad can i sae? Wad shud i sae? Do i even haf e chance 2 explain ?

On a birghter note, i spent my whole afternoon studyin chem. Wich i tink so far stil hangin dere. Kinda wasted half a day slpin until .. 2 + ? Den kana food poisonin fm e chicken rice my ma bought. Eat 1 bite went toilet , eat another went 2 shit again. Wad a gd way to detox my alreadi skeleton body.

Mayb stil nid cek ark teach me more stuff b4 anyting else. For now , i guess i shant write any more testi unless sm1 write 4 me. If wad i do haf such conseqences , might as well dun do .


Monday, June 20, 2005
[[cD]]

2dae bring e sec3s go CD course.Kinda reminded e reason y i go 4 e course. Cos ey reali provide laufing therapy , was laufin lyk siao in their course.

Anyway 2 start fm e very beginning, we went 2 e wrong HQ. Tt freakin kim keat hq closed dwn lyk duno since centuries, made us go all e way 2 queensway! aurgh! late until duno wad. Waste my money.. nvm. My sch de officers win liao lo , gimme such up-to-date de loc. Duno wan vomit blood or lol.

Mel came @ lunchtime,kinda finally! another CI liao was duper happi 2 haf company all e IC are NCOs , even e officers tink i am nco la,kinda sia suay? nvm..Smmore ey sae i look fierce, e comment sent my cadets laufing la.Nvm. Show em my power..Haha

Nvm, had 2 thank a few ppl. e officers : for beings piggy n stil slpin wen i called em
kian min: for givin me sm soln 2 e prob and lauf @ my suayness lol
sec3s : Help me lax in tt situation wif lame jokes(jun rong garfield)
Mel: for cmin n e ice cream ;)

Thanks ppl



[[s+uDy]]

Woke up duper earli (8.30am lol) 2 go find cek ark in amk lib 2 pass him e baobei d.cam. ended up i waited 4 him instead.. Guys.. lol.4gt tt is father day , so din gif a ting. I tink morning pei him n my bro go eat breakfast can count as a gift rite?

Anyway , brought my bks 2 amk lib n study wif him lo, den lihui came n take her mp3.He showed us e grad nite vcd tt he made. @ 1st was sibei touchin lo . All e memories of e sch , esp e old buildin den stil + tt song sung by our v. own mfians even more heart-warming.Always complained tt mf sux , tinkin bac , it rox! How i wish i am bac in sec sch again . Oh well , move on .

Such a gd fren as ever he treated us 2 jap food. Abit salty , bt time spents 2gh is mor dan gd? 3 of us dwn dere jokin abt , listening 2 his poly stories,kaoz sibei interestin la. Wad e hell am i doin in yj ?Is ok .. is ok ..

Tml had 2 bring those ncos 2 e CD course , i hope i wun get lost since i nvr go dere b4. (Yes i din get tt badge wen i was a cadet ok?)


Saturday, June 18, 2005
[[assessment]]

in e midst of excitement, i 4gt 2 add. I PASS MY WRITTEN ASSESSMENT !! thou nt a high 1 .. a 59 !! cool ! wen e highest is 69 !! yippee.. smmore cm fm our squad 1 . Yvette !! *applause*

So cool la , except 4 my mei yan jian ren de classification shoot score. I pass all e rest of e assessment. On 1st try basis. i am sooooo happy. ok . enuf of madness ciao ppl



[[p0p]]

WEEEE!! we r e FIRST batch of CI to haf a POP so cool! Wen dwn dere prac 4 e parade , feels lyk bac in GOH again. All e solid bangs and of coz fallin out. Fall out lotsa tym. Prob coz i din eat breakfast ? Woke up an hr late thank god wasnt late 4 e whole ting. bt i 4gt 2 bring alot of tings. poncho la socks la money la mel's torch la . So unlucki .

2dae was damn freaky fun la. Had our dril comp. 1st tym hear such a sibei nice solid bang lo . (*applause for j05*). Had e 2nd shoot 4 e course. i improve le! by 12 marks . until 22 wor.. thou stil fail, bt wif more face le . aiya din shoot e crest pity. lol.

Pioneering comp . Even more fun. Sent all e CIIs laufin. Sm ppl e catapult reali cmi , instead of fly in front fly behind de. Ours even more funny la. Sheng Xiang used too much strength ended up breakin one of our most important spar,nearli cauin e death of our catapult. Of cos e CIIs wil laufin lyk siao . In fact every1 was .

Wadever it is . 2dae is a gd gd gd day despite some accidents. even e DI firdaus was all smiles la. Kinda hard 2 take it , cos tt tym trained under him , sibei xiong 1 lo. Mayb cos we r reali tt gd yay ! Go slp le nitz


Friday, June 17, 2005
[[jUr0ng]]

I am in LURVVVVE. Wif a place call NUS. I am so gonna get in dere u guys wait n c . I am so gonna stay in e hostel despite objections. I am so gonna find a shuai 1. (saw a few nt bad de wor). I am so gonna graduate fm dere . I am so gonna .. erm.. run outta tings 2 sae le.

Was contemplating abt spendin my afternoon dere 1. budden since yt n j r goin off. So follow lo. A pity 2 leave, nontheless i wil b back ;) Feels lyk a 2nd home liao , a feelin tt YJ haven given me yet. In terms of tr student relation mayb YJ did la, budden e lecturers in NUS , i tink even beta lo. Kinda funny in a sense , all of a sudden any1 ard u is a prof or a doc . Havard grad la n all e sorts. Heard those tings @ 1st n went WAH , now as thou as it is nth liao . Haha , mayb i need go get Nobel . Shit. too ambitious liao. Nobel reali is can c n can nvr touch de.

Ended up goin JRL do bio. tink i saw my cousin dere , den again , i am pa jiao de. So peaceful lo . A table for 4 occupied singly by me. Wif xceptions fm e vibration of my foney , e place is so quite. Lurve it. Damn i tink i am in lurve wif jurong n buona vista le =)

A pity e science focus ended le. Reali lookin fwd 2 travel 2 nus lo. Haha yt n j cant understand y i love e campus so much. I os cant. Juz tt i can feel its independence n lotsa tings 4 me 2 xplore ba. A place whr i shall truly grow up ? Manz! Sch is startin n is nt in nus !


Thursday, June 16, 2005
[[m3eting]]

Went 2 nus 2dae. Apparantly smbodi shud call me in e mornin la.. budden lol . nvm . Quite cool la e math lecture. E lecturer sibei cute lo . Realise 1 ting , all e lecturers i seen , once ey r involved in their own lecture , ey started 2 rant in an excited tone which is kinda funny haha , instead of falling aslp was dwn dere silently laufin at his moves..

Was shivering in e LT , damn freakin cold! Onli gt 1 sleeveless shirt 2 cover e rest of my body wich is so useless oh well . Was expecting nice foodie after tt , budden those selfish craps go take away my fav food. Wadever la . How considerate can ey get .. stil can proudly wear their uni sayin tt ey r fm those top 5 schs. Reali manz , study makes one forget manners.

Anyway , after e whole ting , rushed lyk mad 2 damai 2 meet my squad. Feel sibei redundant over dere la , meetin was endin n all . Ended up instead wastin money eatin pizza hut wich happens 2 b my least fav restaurant.Nvm la stil fun la. thou i shud b doin smth more constructive..

Duper irritated wif e guys in my sch . Damn it. Always lyk 2 kajiao me @ e wrong tym . Nt once nt twice bt MANY TIMES. I am all out 2 shoot em wenever i can lo. In fact juz let em disappear la..


Wednesday, June 15, 2005
[[w3ird]]

mircotome. TEM , SEM , EDX. So cool la e practicall 2dae. Saw e ultra big EM . So ex too. E technician showed us mango beetle under e SEM. SO CUTE looks lyk elephant haha. Gt trunks n all .

Getting irritated by e prescence of somebody in e Scicence Focus. Thank god din take e same bus wif him/her.

Had a fun tym in Jurong Regional Library. Despite tt we went separate ways. By e tym i reach sb was abt 8+ ? Gastric pain n cant eat much . Now stil gt strength 2 type n den sm short fone calls here n dere . Haha , too engross in books le ba. (BOOKWORM!! LOL) Tml goin for lecture again . so cool lo . Kinda feel tt i am uni student liao . Campus so big n lyk can feel e independence in the air ( of coz .. e $$ ..)

My dad was askin me u can make it meh. Den i said yes la. Den he conti , u tink ur dad can make it meh . Ya back 2 e same old prob of $$ . Haiz . No more Inworlds liao , now no more uni ? I reali duno wad can i do le . Stop sch now suddenly dun seems lyk a bad idea. Education is indeed an expensive aspect of life..


Monday, June 13, 2005
[[nUs]]

Went 2 NUS for lecture quite fun la. Xcept tt no energy after e camp n all . So nearli slp in e LT , budden try 2 ren. Ren until e last lecture. Sibei boi tahan n juz slp in front of him wen he tok lo . Such simple concept sae until so chim for wad. Slpt 4 20mins liao woke up , stil @ same pt.. omg..

Go WRl for pw. Finally see a head for e proj le. So happy! Tokin 2 vampi now.siao de.. moodswing worse dan mine lol . Nvm , let him b la.. lol . He happy i happy everybodi happy ! yipee !


Sunday, June 12, 2005
[[ub|n]]

ATC over le. Charcoal. gerfren of many wife of 1 lol .Kinda cool 2 see guys dwn dere care for gers. "No! cannot u dun carry this!" "Too heavy liao i take i take!" Comical. Wen i practically carry nth .

1st dae was pretty tense bt on 2nd day we bounced bac n gave it our best shot durin e campfire whic i am very very thankful abt. Credtis r given 2 : Eddie (AIC) Hong Lee Eng Hian(Main!!) Wei Quan Li Quan(Gay!!) Brandon Alex Khow Ming (bf!!lol) Sharul Hishyum Royce Wilson Denyna Ezaline (Les bud!) Nazirah Shikin Xiu Min Melissa ! We guys rox @ e cf !

Quite happy or shud i sae honored 2 receive e np collar pin fm ahmad sir. Got compliments fm other CIIs too. Happy , happy , very happy =)

Dun reali wan go home. E cf nite was so fun la. Everyting was . I miss ubin liao . nt e mosquitoes n sandflies thou, Kana quite alot. Kayakain was fun man . Kayak e whole afternoon. until e northern tip of ubin. Nt bad sia, xcept i hafta 2 treat kok hiong or smth for being such a perfect bf 2 let me rest my hands ;) haha

CIBTC , total new exp fm e rest of e camps n courses. Reali thank e CIIs for their plannin n so glad tt i din make e wrong choice 2 coop myself @ home 2 study !


Thursday, June 09, 2005
[[RC]]

I am damn freakin proud of my squad ! We survive e RC ! We r so much stronger since we had a totally unique experience wich i now call it e incident.. E bag feels lighter wen i was goin home , perhaps cos we carry it twice up n dwn ? So much tings happen , cant reali put details dwn.. I miss my bunk bed ! I miss my squad! I miss my CIIs!

P.I.C.A.R.D.. actually dun 1 put tis dwn . Den realise it is impt in a sense . Punctual Initiative Commitment Attitude Responsible Discipline .
Proactive Integrity Comitment Attitude Respect Determination . Such simple words , yet e strong impact can b felt nt onli by S5 n also e rest of J05.

7 Expectations : Efficiency Discipline Proactive Awareness Knowledge Critical Independence . These r e tings i doubt i can 4gt .

E last debrief indeed was a solemn 1 . Though warned by eddie tt ciis wil say sm sad tings de , prepare 4 tt liao . Stil cry .Bitter exp can b a sweet memory . Indeed indeed. Grew up a lot noe a lot more things . More soft skills den ever b4.

Nvr did regret joinin e course n was happy tt i did. If nt i wun noe wad wil i lose out. Such tings sch cant teach . E honor e pride e exp tt ppl hu arent in uniform cant exp. E np way of life . Np nt onli rox , it is my life! Wee!


Thursday, June 02, 2005
[[RC]]

Tml RC. Packin my bag.. so interesting to note that ppl actually leave u in lurch.Lyk smbodi in my hse .. ask 4 shorts n refused 2 lent me .. wad e hell..Sm even worse.. ask for so much tings.. Kinda i shudden say this pt since i go chao vampi 2 help me buy lock n all hee..

Excited? Nervous? Scared? I duno , mixed feelings. Juz hope 2 survive this whole ting n live 2 tell e story lol. Keep this short la. 6 days ltr sure gt lotsa crap 2 write one. ppl dun miss me hor lol



[[0k]]

tok 2 my junior jer juz now. tok for a long tym i guess. Din xpect his call. Told me news abt e nco posting n all. Old news , yet new. Wad hell am i saying.

normally onli suan him n kana suan. *vomit blood* , this convers, kinda get e idea tt he matured a lot ba. Fm tt cute cute sec 2 kid ,bcm a DI puttin unit b4 self.Noble yet hard 2 acheive. Kinda glad 2 haf such junior wen others r stil dwn dere slackin. Such ppl cm once in a while n reali happy tt mfnpcc gt such person.

Vampi came my sch n pass me e shirt. So thankful la, cm all e way fm serangoon thou u haf nth 2 do =) RC cmin le, duno wad 2 feel wad 2 tink. haiz hope everyting goes on smoothly ba..

"How sure r u sure?" tt was e last qns my dad posed.Even him dun blif tt i can make it. Y no 1 does? Y do ey jeer n lauf? Izzit smth wrong? Izzit smth way outta my character? We cant afford it. Reali wanted it. Mayb tt y ey gave me e sport shoes as a consolation ? i duno . i dun1 2 noe. He told me nt 2 give up , yea felt lyk tt smtimes , bt ya once i do tt , i wil b doomed. Noe very well wad i ought to do , bt e qns i haf 2 posed 2 myself is ,"How? When?"