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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
[[s@d]]

So i cried, bt nobody died. Y am i denied such opportunity? No1 can help n no1 in their right mind would. Y did i choose e wrong ting? Y wasnt i informed? My aspiration can onli remain as dream , an untouchable n impossible dream


Monday, May 30, 2005
[[ub|n]]

Cycle in ubin 2 recee e place. Found e route 2 e campsite w/tin an hr bah i tink .
Den spend e rest of e tym cyclin rnd lo . Crack lotsa jokes wif vampi , haha a gd companion for such stuff sia. Comfortable silence , fun times haha .. Thanks again sooooo very de much since it is reali nt ur task 2 recee e place ya..

Saw interesting stuff over dere. 2 dogs make love in da middle of road , blockin ppl .. lol . Saw 3 lil kittens kana abandoned.. so sad la.. look so fragile n all..den of coz how smart can i be.. of all place 2 take a breather.. i go rest near e tombstone area.. kinda hintin me i shud go huh .. lol

Legs r killin me wen we reached mainland, e effect is damn obvious wen i reach home .. arugh.. cant stand. Goona crawl 2 sch tml le.

Haiz tink dere is communication barriers, cant seems 2 get a msg tru .. hopefully e receiver wil c e light b4 i go take actions..


Sunday, May 29, 2005
[[n3ph3w]]

Went out shoppin wif me auntie , cousins n nephew. SO cute la hee ! He lyks pikachu haha. Went dere 2 borrow a bag fm my cousin ended up goin out wif em. Went 2 those fortune teller tingy , n gawd he stil recognise me. haha says i look even thinner , how could tt b possible?? lol

YTD was duper sian . CSSP seminar , wich makes up almost half a day yipee ! Saw a shuai de policeman lol . n os a prev CI fm amk ! so cool la. Find him sibei familiar den comfirm my suspicision tt he is e CI ! haha my CI de gay fren , as in nt technically..stil remembered he ask me 2 catch 5 live female mosquitoes coz i speak chinese durin ATC..

Haf a prediction tt e ATC wil fail. Wich i am damn happy abt ! lol ..


Friday, May 27, 2005
[[irrit@ted]]

Was duper irritated 2dae , partially coz of mr ngam lo . He nt gonna teach liao . Damn it la , he is e best bio tr i seen lo . E FREAKIN SCH IS LETTIN HIM GO .. shuo lai shuo qu os tt freakin sch fault la. Cm on la , he is damn freakin capable n u ask him 2 teach J1 easy topic hu wun feel insulted. Haiz , gd trs r gone , sayonara to gd grades too ..

Den smmore i duno wad hell la , juz feel irritated n been shootin @ tings ppl sae .Kinda feel bad , budden os feel sibein gd . Coz 2 shoot ppl nt easy , need tink 1 . shit i am mean ! lol , juz a apology lo if i reali shoot dao u ppl .

Tml course liao . haiz so sian . Hope e hell pass quickly !


Thursday, May 26, 2005
[[lashings]]

met vampi 2 do our lesson plan. Kana rope burn hahaz. hope tt day goes well n i wun cock up . lol , of all place i go choose carpark since no cars no ppl kajiao me do lashings.

Finsh liao wen walk ard sb . Damn it de i kick can os wan sae me .. ;p . He os very mean la go lie 2 me , tot i injure him la. freak u la .. no father day tis kinda of JOKE os can play .. Ltr ur crush cm dwn kill me , wo bu jiu si..

Thou a ger , i stil hafta sae , women boss r e worse. Their moodswings n attitude hor sibei hard 2 catch. Juz a single dae kana ap fm 2 women on management.. FUCK em la.

Call tt course manager requestin a letter 2 gif my sch. Mayb 2 her tis is sibei small la, dun need TROUBLE her 1.. budden 2 me is an EMERGENCY yea? Izzit very hard 2 lift ur finger n type a letter , y muz she sae in such a sarastic manner , " N u expect me 2 help u lidat? " hello PA IS DESPO for CI n u tok lidat 2 CIT .. whr is ur PR manz.. Wish u all e best nxt tym .. Dun tink u rank hi i scared u ..

Den tt fuckin VP of mine os lidat 1. YJ can sae everyting is perfect xcept 4 their management team . W/o tt P n 2 VPs n of coz tt garnesh , life would have nvr been beta . I comfirm tt.

Women , haiz. Reali reali ashamed 2 b 1 sia. All tt maddness , all tt evil plotting. Nvr provoke a woman .. reali ..


Wednesday, May 25, 2005
[[pW]]

Anger management. I tink i wen on another lvl of it. All thanks 2 my PW grp . Duper irritated wif em . Thanks mr d . in a way 2 give me such GREAT ppl 4 pw..Givin me a test of my patience.

Freak em for digressin so much n ended up me n Gris doin e work yea? Teamwork . This i predict shall b worse than my ATC grp .E more i c it , e more i agree wif my frenz , how could i actually bother myself wif such a duper disgusting person . Prehaps tis is e last tym i am gonna bother myself wif tt irresponsible person .Lest this nt happen again .

6 mth wif tt freakin grp . Wif a person hu obviously dislyk my idea fm e start.I swear if any1 fm dere were 2 provoke me again , dun blame me for juz droppin everyting. Crap . beta get ur acts up man.. if nt i reali gonna scream



[[bdae]]

Ken's bdae 2dae.. happy bdae ! half of our klz held a mini bdae party 4 him @ e bball court . took foto n stuff. so funny la . wen e 2nd foto abt 2 b taken , ey splat eggs on ken n ashwin . of coz sm went on 2 other ppl , pinkie 4 instance hahaz.

Had fun wif e whip cream , accidentally on purpose go spread sm on james n he revenged by puttin ALOT of it on my hair . smelled lyk sm1 hu juz vomitted milk on me .. OMG .. urgh.. 2 tink i haf cca ltr.

Had a mini quiz @ cca , haha duno how 2 do ! stil can get 70% nt bad sia. J2 stepped dwn 2dae le , tym 2 nominate committee le. Gd sia , 4 outta 8 members in committee fun rite??? lol

Thou smell lyk shit wen i go home , is fun la. 124 rox !


Tuesday, May 24, 2005
[[nP]]

went bac mf 2 get O cert. tmd de .. e lamination so suxy la.. another purpose was os 2 put bac n tie bac e flag stuff lo.. it seems tt e ncos haf "feelings" for e flags their grp made for e camp.. n we happen 2 dismantle it..

anyway , thank god yeong deng n jeremy were dere lo , so make e work less troublesome , thou i muz sae tt jer suannin skil stil nt bad la . Yeong deng is as quiet as ever lol .

Den suay suay richard muz appear in front of me .. nearly vomit blood wen he told me he 4gt how 2 tie bowline.. den tt stupi OM had 2 plant his butt on e canteen bench , hai me hafta isolate vampi in e np rm since he nt fm mf.. so sorry n thx 4 ya help !

Had dinner in e lib cafe, long tym din go dere le, brings bac memory sia , O lvl , sec 4 n all . n my freakin gang kip ps-ing. onli irene is dere lol e rest .. wings harden liao la.. can fly liao la. mei you yong de.


Monday, May 23, 2005
[[s|ckII]]

Woke up ard 9+ reply msg 2 tin .. thou technically woke up ard 12 + 1 hee. Ate my lunch ( a pathetic cup noodle) . tt was e worse i ever eaten n it has a weird smell.
Withtin few mins i ate chiong go toilet le. Vampi was suspectin food poisonin lol .

Ate panadol , appears tt it made me worse .. had a hard tym holdin e fone while tokin 2 vampi. Ended up goin 2 slp w/o much work done. Felt beta now le. Thou wanted 2 vomit wen i smelled tt cup noodle smell again .. urgh .

Saw shengxiang msg 2 hand in last draft 2dae . Chiong it out. hopes tt ok.. Haiz .. finally gonna hand up my PI tml le. thanks tin 4 printin.Sibei jalat la , gt printer cant print. Thanks vampi 4 printin e improvised IC , e proposals , my sch work n nt "complainin" @ all hee.

Kinda irritated 2dae. Was alreadi so sick liao n my dear sis dun even bother help me bring in e clothes wen is abt 2 rain. my selfish g-ma onli 2 bring hers in . WAD E FUCK IS TIS ? e g8est ting is my gma actually look upon as if i am a circus animal hu noes how 2 bring in e clothes . WTF .. Smday i swear , e moment i turn 21 i gonna leave tis place n marry a rich guy .. lol . ignore e 2nd part . i go slp le nItz


Sunday, May 22, 2005
[[tRa|n|ng]]

Gettin worse le . Now damn scared tt i actually hurt my tailbone. Haiz. Wad e hell la.

Went 4 NP in Damai Sec , wad a long journey tt is , had fun buildin e catapult , though it wasnt tt much of a success , @ least tt "ball" flew n erm.. we haf fun crackin lame joke (ikan bilis) of coz e few of us bonded once again.

Slpt on e bus ride home, so comfortable lol . Bath after reachin home n fell promptly to slp .Woke up @ 1030 juz 2 chiong out e proposal n send 2 my CII ( yes yes i noe i shud haf done ealier .. oh well.. ) I wan 2 slp again .. ( ya ya a pig after 6 hr nap stil nt enuf.. as alwaz..)

Tink gonna get scoldin fm me buddy ba.. he told me can rest cannot slp n yet i slpt 6 hr .. teeheehee . Shui ran feel lyk dyin here , budden ya wil alwayz tell meself i am nt sick! i cannot b sick! hopefully tis self-psychoin works


Friday, May 20, 2005
[[f@llen]]

Isnt tis g8 . Thanks 2 tt freakin icy cold LT 4 , my flu got worse , n my sore throat is stil dere. Mao mao is soooooo considerate la ,2dae bake choco cookies. Smmore e cake 2dae is OS choco. Damn . anyway , both of e foodie are nIce =) thanks mao mao thanks ms seah!

Went for pe , do high jump . Aim wrong n kinda landed on e floor . E pain was so i nth 2 sae. Reali black out for a moment , smth juz pull me bac 2 life otherwise i may hafta gif tax 2 send dreams 2 my family le. E pain was i reali duno wad 2 sae lo . Lucky gt ppl ar.. otherwise reali cry out. Manage 2 lauf .. waist dwn sibei pain . Jolynn juz bursh her hand aX n i wanted 2 scream .

Wads worse is , i hafta go MF to borrow spars . Imagine e look of disbelief wen i saw tt e NP ONLI HAF 4 USABLE SPARS .. omg. Waited quite a long tym for vampi dad 2 come fetch us. Hafta wait 4 vampi 2 do nice nice den go eat dinner @ YCK . Cool man. Went aunt shop borrow toilet ,ended up help em pack up . damnz . PAIN!

Laufin lyk siao for e whole bus journey home , anyway cant reali tell e whole story here coz i haf a headache le. Juz wan sae vampi ar.. sae e child name so nan ting 1 .. change la lol


Thursday, May 19, 2005
[[sIck?]]

Woke up feelin queasy. Was made worse after eatin cheese wif bread n drown it dwn wif tea. Tok on e bus wif my "neighbour" gt 2 noe tt she os fm np .. ssgt !! same!! lol . crap alot . joke alot.

Drank coffee b4 goin 4 chem. Shit. too cold le. Was worst wen e weather turn bad. Stomach pain . Cold days , haiz so much tings cant eat . Got home , watch show. Wanted 2 vomit. Wunder y . Now hungry. Wad e hell is wrong wif me...

Sore throat le. G8 juz a day b4 i can eat cake . Ms Seah treat de WAD E HELL LA.Hope tml wun feel queasy , if nt i wil vomit out e cake. L8rs



[[hmMm]]

When was the last time u cared enough to cry? My nick in msn. Saw his blog , n felt a sense of concern. He kinda lost a lot at a shot . A gradual yet significant change i guess. Bcm less motivated , less cheerful . More depressed . Hidding e real him fm others. Wanted 2 help n realise i cant. E link is broken n can nvr b fixed. Unless both r willing. Hope tt he can see e light soon . So wad if i hope thou ? Wad can tt do ?

Si bei tired 2dae , fall asleep e min i reach home . Accidentally locked e door n no 1 can cm in wake me up . Until my ma shouted tru e door @ 9 pm . As always a pig lol . Eat e cold cold dinner n watch e chn 8 show. Saw many death scenes n gan tan dao life is reali a delicate state. Esp e accident part , many a times i nearly got knocked dwn ,n many a times was saved. A step foward n a step backward can reali make a big diff.So ppl cross e road carefully , u nvr noe wad might hit u .



[[grasshopper]]

Freak tt grasshopper la. earli morning jump onto me. DO I LOOK LYK GRASS?? . So freakin big n make me yell out. Thanks man , wad a nice way 2 stretch my vocals.

Lao shi so wunderful ! Order pizza for us 2 eat. So nice sia! Reali feels lyk she is my 3rd aunt . So gd so blur as well . Saw mr david de baby boy ! So fair la. nth lyk him !! as in e skin .. ahem . Got his nose thou . overall , he looks damn cute la!

Some of e fotos wil make u tink of : lyk father lyk son" same pose same expression. come 2 realise tt i tink tt a baby is reali a i duno how 2 sae. Saw those pics , feel xian mu ? bt 4 wad? Tink i cant haf a baby ba ( nt tt i gt probs or wad la.. ) is juz tt grass looks greener on e other side , i would wan other ppl de tings. A child of my own = burden?= i wun lyk it anymore ? or mayb dere would b motherly love?

WAD THE HELL AM I TOKIN ABT WEN I CANT FIND A GUY ? lol . nt despo ar..


Monday, May 16, 2005
[[s+udyIng]]

So late into e nite liao n wad was i doin .. tokin 2 tt vampire coz he gt a test tml n was worried abt it i guess .. diow. apparantly dere is lots of formula 2 learn . kinda lyk physics yea mel mel ?

11 am n tt freaky vampire is stil asleep ... was aski him whether comfirm abt np course izzit on 13 n 14.. he dwn dere yes, make me depress 4 an hr . Coz wan go nus play de.

Turns out tt he was wrong. n i was so happy abt it :D course in NUS !! @ least he gt his "medicine" for tellin me false stuff. knocked his head on i duno wad la so damn funny haha. Was laufin lyk siao la .

Aiya hope tt crappy vampi pass his test ar.. if nt.. i gonna skin u in e course 4 e tym 'wasted' on u hor..


Sunday, May 15, 2005
[[CIBTC]]

e may course ppl came bac le. Juz gt sm survivg tips fm them . Can alreadi c tt is HELL in dere . Haiz .. since wen a police training is a hell ? haiz. contemplating abt writin a will le.. hahaz muz b strong , prove dem i can !

Cant wait 4 all tt 2 b over. den i can b a full pledged ci in probation hee.. Long tym din scold fuck liao .. tis tym tis word seems very suitable for e situation . 7 days of hell . Lack of slp n den break cmap . den wad .. NXT DAE IS UBIN CAMP! . how e hell am i suppose 2 haf e energy 2 pitch e tent n go for sentry duty @ night??!?!! Why e hell did i volunteer 2 b e IC ?

Prediction : wil get scolded in e course . wil haf alot of prob in e course certainly lack of slp . reali v tired . bt most imptly , i wil change . 4 e beta n nt e worse. Bonds wif my squad wil certainly b very strong. Stronger dan ionic bond.
Wun give up , nvr wil . Chiong my best n let all this fade . Squad 5 we can make it de !!



[[m@th]]

did math for the whole afternoon . 10 yr series . AP n GP . hahaz finally catch e ball le. can feel a momentum building up le .. weee ! (mel : i din do e whole bk , bt i do finish e chpt i wan 2 finish) hee .

now no hw 2 do currently. everytin finish le!! omg damn happy .. haha . Lyk go bac 2 3mths lidat .. no hw so carefree . haha i go take foto liao need it 4 ez link card .. ciao


Saturday, May 14, 2005
[[joY??]]

Went 2 do e stupi lesson plan wif mel mel (vampi) .. B4 tt went polyclince take report.Haf 2 walk stairs damn it . 10.30am , saturday , 15 may 2005 : Melvin Chan !! u 1st tym play see saw !! 3 Cheers !! lol
anyway , i m nt adopted !! 0+ my parents gif birth to me de lol ..

Do e lesson plan in lib lo , freak la hafta walk so long.Coz i lost my ez link card. thanks alot 2 me .. Went back nrthpr ltr 2 buy stuff fm popular. Use tt $30 tt mf gimme de , so happi lol . e file color so nice !!

Decided to walk all e way bac fm ys to sb , no joke 4 me la since i nvr try walkin tt longgg b4 . Thank god gt a companion lo , hu self-boasted tt he is fit n strong . oh well . ppl mouth wad can i do ? lol . Walk walk stop stop , stop stop walk walk . Tok lotsa crap stuff , tok lots on NP . Realise tt i haf damn freakin easyin life in np manz, so "introvert" in a sense . Walk halfway , feet cramp damn it . Hahaz hafta stop @ e roadside n juz wait 4 e cramp 2 siam away . Nt use 2 walkin long dist ? duno la.

Went 7-11 b4 goin bac home . hungry after e long walk manz. n tt stupi slurpee machine had to squirt on me. thank god is light green otherwise e stain.. my ma wil kill me alive sia.

Haf slight fever , went 2 rest. Guess i am ok le .. how can i b nt ok one ??
Anyway thx vampi 4 ur "dedication"



[[sh|t]]

smth is wrong. kinda too stressed up ? mayb? nah , imposs. tink i exhausted alot of my energy le. tml stil gt meeting. wad 2 sae? i reali cant tink anymore. Was reali thankful to haf so many ppl 2 qian jiu wo. Thanks to : melvin (vampire =D) jenn , sheng xiang ,mao mao (thx again 4 e cookies , tres delicious) , n tin . haha actually haf quite a few hu wans 2 b my punchin bag. No la , hafta sae tt now is nt e tym 2 punch coz i am nt angry .

Had meeting wif SQUAD 5 ( u rox!) abt 53% of e squad is present lol . Is ok , can feel tt we r so gonna bond man. tok lotsa crap n did lotsa work . Reali grateful tt u guys can cm dwn despite e heavy duties u guys haf outside. Thou sm r juz god damn free.. i nt gonna sae hu .. meow meow.. nt gonna sae .. meow meow lolx

Went hoem @ abt 9 ? damn late la. Chiong out e ATC proposal , hope tt e CII dun1 any changes , wich is impossible. Tml hafta wake up @ 9:45 , thankx mel 4 volunteerin 2 wakey me .

Thou dere is so many tings on my shoulders , i wil try my v best 2 b cheerful 2 u guys de, act de ye hao , real de ye hao wadever it is can count on me 2 b happy (most of e tym @ least) go slp le adios amingo


Thursday, May 12, 2005
[[do0m]]

Great . 3 proposals 2 do n til tis dae i stil dun wad e fuckin hell is ATF . I duno wad e hell am i suppose 2 do for ATF . Thanks SX for givin me tis job , despite tt i sae i duno how n left for m'sia despite sayin tt i shud find u as a last resort. n e ting is u r e LAST RESORT n whr e hell R U ??

Screwed up titration wich i haf been doin for e past 2 yrs . Jus so happen tt it is gonna b my A's grade . O great dun u tink so ? I SCREW MY A's !! Isnt tt freakin funny wen i haf e intention of gettin a S paper ?? Yipee .

On a brighter note , wen "shop" wif yangthong n mao mao , found a perfect gift for ms seah wed day . So cool ! ex man.. pecious moments de. Pointed out a lot of recipes os n tell mao mao 2 go cook let us eat lol . Cookies finally done ! thanks man !

Stil feeling sibei i duno wad . Jus noe i need a punchin bag , juz noe need sm1 2 hug me manz ! y dun i haf a bigger stuff toy ?!?! Screw u , n reali juz get out of my sight ... layman's term FUCK OFF


Tuesday, May 10, 2005
[[124]]

Watch e concert . Is tt a way e sch is tryin 2 console e performing arts ppl ? if so ey failed totally . Daph was lyk da fa pi qi juz now . So scary lol .

Feel happy despite tt i had 2 study my bio . Lol , duno y . Miss Sheng xiang constant floodin thou .. he in m'sia bag packin . Fri hafta meet him 4 Atc meeting. Can juz imagine how e meetin wil go . I stil duno wad is ATF .. sigh. Sat hafta meet melvin .. damn it , my whole world now evloves rnd np le. lol . kinda COOL !

Msged me 2dae , askin me y i din go sch . lol i was in sch . kinda weirded out , i mean all of a sudden of all ppl msg me ? Felt tt smth is wrong , was proven rite after lookin @ da blog . Din noe wad iz e dao huo xian , juz wanna sae , cool it .


Monday, May 09, 2005
[[p@|n]]

Go sch late as in i nt late bt late go sch ? tok sense ? guess not lol . Had a damn painful trip 2 school . Duno wad e hell is happenin juz feel a lot of pain ard abdomen area ? was so painful tt i reali wan squat dwn in public . bt since is so unladylike ( do i care ? no la.. budden .. image.. ) i decided against it. In case u ppl r wunderin .. no is nt PMS..

Freak .. eat wad shit wad. Whr is my nutrients goin .. sigh. Tokin half way 2 mel mel , wen e pain cm again . Had 2 put dwn e fone , n juz stay dere willing e pain 2 go away.

Ate my dinner @ 7.30 , i stil feel hungry despite tt big bowl . Shit wad e HELL is wrong with me ????? hopefully i din contracted sm illness or worse gastric pain !! Ironic it seems , that i am tellin ppl nt 2 eat late .. u noe hu u r la.. n i might b e one getting gastric .. damn .


Sunday, May 08, 2005
[[course-partII]]

Jie xiang was askin me jokingly whether izzit possible for him 2 b in e course . @ tt tym i din noe he was joking. Wasnt e only 1 hu asked me that. Ash os . Haiz. Made me tot bac 2 e tym , wen i was accepted 2 d04. Noe tt i was comfirm in , bt os haf mixed feeling. Unlyk now , was jumpin wif joy .

Was all my fault 2 back out of e course , hai e unit lost 2 capable DIs (nt me , dun sae i bhb) , hai e unit lost 2 capable CIs. Hai dao unit . Hai dao e cadets . So mayb tis is my way of sayin sorry ba ?

Tok 2 mel mel abt it , chances of him joining half way is certainly nt high. Quite a pity coz again communication barrier had caused us a problem. He din noe i was goin , tt y din sae yes . Is tt wad happens 2 ppl hu arent close 2 start with ?


Saturday, May 07, 2005
[[d@yII]]

Happy NPCC day to all.. thou nt a happy day 4 me thou. Such stupity , we act. haf a history of NPCC on NPCC day. N e old ppl holdin high rank were lyk so thankful for it -.- . Freak . Now i noe y those seniors citizens r in np n nt conti teachin career. Coz ey obviously cant teach . 7 hours of lecture.. Dun ey noe tt u CANT CRAMP INFO STRIAGHT FOR 7 HOURS ?!?! .. i4gt dao 7788 le..

Wu yuan wu ku b e IC for atc.. Haiz.. Brandon was lyk telling me tell u dun act smart liao . tink i wan meh .. nobody do a ting la.. Had 2 meet mel on tues abt lesson plan . Send sheng xiang term paper. wad e hell la.. budden i nt regrettin comin for the course.. lol ..

Hope e days can end fast n real fast . Reali reali shag liao ..

Daddy wen for e PTD . Sim was tellin him tt my math is poor. kinda unexpected. Haiz i alreadi knew long tym my math CMI liao .. damn it . after e course i reali gonna chiong le . Gonna book tym wif ah sim n duncan . Si le la.


Friday, May 06, 2005
[[d3@th]]

2dae a lot of Singporeans sent our ex president Mr Wee Kim Wee on his last journey .He was known as e 'ppl's president' . Reali was a shame tt i was born too late n din noe how gd he is. Fm so many reliable testimonials abt him, can reali tell tt he is a humble person . That he is nt arrogant n kind. Reach out to everyone's need w/o makin them feel small .

People's president. That is a higher prestige dan president. To win ppl respect is a v hard ting. Nt onli u must show thru ur actions u must show tru ur tots too . Reali a shame , tt i cant c him in action . Coz he grasp e tru meanin of being a president . Power is nt everyting. When can we learn that ?

Hahaz actually cried 4 his death thou i dun even noe him . @ 1st even tot tt he retired fm politics , no idea tt he was a president. Saw those "in a memories of .. " type of show abt him , compared 2 my idol reali a distance apart sia. Hilter uses -ve motivation while he +ve. 2 diff idealogy , wich is reali e best ?

On a brighter note.. i cut my hair ! finally . if nt 4 e course i dun even bother.. coz i need plait my hair n lyk i sae , i duno how. so cut short lo . eek so ugly! thx 2 my ma de DNA , my hair is damn freakin dry n wil "boom" out. so e overall effect looks lyk a mushroom head. haiz 4gt it la . nxt tym if can alter gene den sae lo .. lol


Thursday, May 05, 2005
[[bl0od]]

Went 4 blood test 2dae o.0 . Wad can i sae. Pain is dere la , sae pain nt exactly , sae nt pain kinda lie 2 oneself . So thank god i nt qualify 2 donate blood? Cant understand y ppl c their blood wil faint. It is reali e gift of life man.

Ash went wif me ! Tok alot of crap sia. Was suppose 2 go home n study math , but wad e fuk ? Had a hell of e tym in cold storage laufin n laufin . Tok abt how i keep buy soupy snack last tym , how i go pester tt guy 2 help me find lol . Wunderful memories. Saw Peijia os hee. cool man.

Tok 2 irene ytd . She was frustrated wif her grp. Damn freakin obv tt she is e outkast dere freakin obv tt her grp ppl gt AP . Haha , she was tellin me tt she miss mf de ppl . Sae wad mf ppl co-operative 1 lol . too bad i guess that's life. Dere is no such ting as nvrending .. forever.

But reali , y muz all these remained as memories ? Wen we grow old , these memories fade and wad happen 2 us den ? A person w/o smth 2 drive us on ?


Wednesday, May 04, 2005
[[l0v3]]

So many toks abt love nowadays.Esp abt mine love. Recently my cousin was askin me when i go find a guy . Sae wad i need ppl care 4 me de. Haha , bt thanks 4 ur concern la.. i dun need 1 la

Den junior saw my msn nick was lyk congradulating me tt i finally haf 1 .. Kaoz dun ey noe e meanin of how 2 break up ? Wen u r frens? keyword frenz? Ppl were askin me izzit gt ppl lyk .. duh .. no . Came aX tis phrase la , realise it spokes tru abt my current situation so put la. so simple. Basically is lyk u 2 r best frenz la , den now gt sm frenship problems so kinda how 2 sae "break up" is nt easy endin a frenship esp a close 1. So yea tt's wad i meant .

To clear wadever doubts , no . Nt gonna haf any guy rite now , nt anytime sooner either . So dun ka jiao me abt guys . 3 top most pirorities : NP , studies , frenz that's it.

Hahaz, y did i wanna clear e doubt anyway ? lyk dere r ppl lykin me lol . Duno la , kinda realise now tt i am everybody's fren n nobody's ger . Cant b la basically , coz is nt my character to lo . enuf crappin le ...


Tuesday, May 03, 2005
[[dVd]]

borrowed alot of dvd fm my cousin ! cool ! thank god dere is no tym limit , was wundering how 2 finish watchin lol . enjoy life !
Watched chasing liberty . Danm it if i haf such money .. i sure go n play 1. Plot is cool . Abt a president daughter hu has no freedom . Den went 2 europe n xplore. Freakin cool la. Lyk ang mohs sia , can easily juz hitch wif a person n he is ur traveller . Mayb tt happens in hollywood la , e guy hu gt hitched happen 2 b shuai la. I duno la . If such ting happens , wah damn g8 lo .

Sickenin , had my chem test 2dae .. Toopit de finished e paper in 20mins stil cant leave . Bt spot sm mistakes la .. kinda phew. Tml pinkie , jolynn , yang thong , mao mao go for SYF , wish u guys gd luck man !


Sunday, May 01, 2005
[[m0ther]]

Wen gma hse 4 m day . So kool! e food r tres delicious n e cakes look so nice ! Saw ryan , looked as cute as ever haha , so is mauritz . Was quite proud la wen i heard my 2 cuz were in NP , tell em i cmin bac as CI dwn dere lauf @ me lol . toopit guys. Now my family gt 4 NP ppl le. I am da onli ger haha .

Nth much had pretty changed since e last gathering. My bro is stil as sore loser as ever , damn it was so embarassed 2 b dere la . To b his sis , omg. The pits.

Feel tt my 3rd aunt is pretty xing fu . 3sons 1 g-child 2 up cmin ones . Kinda wad ppl wish wen ey grow old , a stable blissful close knitted family . hahaz wonder how wil mine b ..happy mom dae to all