An Apple And The Pasture

Thursday, March 31, 2005
[[dulan]]

Was tokin on da fone wif my best bud late @ night. Discussin abt e course.That bloody idiot dad of mine came n diao me. Demandin me 2 hang up . Threatened to pluck off e phone. Wad E HELL EXACTLY HE WANS?? E modem is off , n for once i did a sensible ting of nt demandin it bac , n juz WAIT . E meanin of shou zhu dai tu can b fully xpressed here.Instead of being totful ( hello i haf projs?) he demands more . TT xplains de chun jing chi.

WAD E HELL IS WRONG WITH TT BASTARD. I cant stand it. For an instant i nearly wan grab my stuff n juz go . To whr i duno (thou now i noe x-bee willin 2 take me in lol )

2 tink a few wks ago i claimed him da filial child. To tink a few wks ago i vowed nt 2 start a fight unless ppl provoke me.WAD E HELL , juz 4gt it manz. Since u treat me as a zhang bu da de xiao hai , i make sure i am 1. Rebellious n rude tt would be me . Take out take off WADEVER u wan n c if i care. In fact take of e phone would ya ? so tt wen i am in accident n dere is nobody 2 contact , i c how u can LAUF for losin a daughter, since all u need is ur PRECIOUS SON. WOW .

Wednesday, March 30, 2005
[[bre@k]]

Overslpt again . On e 2nd intake orientation day. Nt my fault! e album spoil hee. So din go sch. Ended up in Civic Centre doin "community service" thank god 4 my fren.

Kana hit twice by my fren coz i accidentally-on-purpose wipe my sticky hand on his sleeve. Kaoz , tot my spine break. Nvm gt 2 kick him bac =D

Abodemen(?)area is feelin damn sore. Bin doin lotsa crunches for e upcomin course. Stil left push ups n runnin ? Sian liao . lol . Might b goin 4 e kayakin course. $55. Any kind souls? Help me pay?

Wil b damn busy Apr onwards, might nt haf tym 2 blog regularly.Startin fm 30th Apr wen e course starts. Ltr muz chiong 2 take off tt stupi white strip b4 puttin on e rank.Hafta go army market buy alot of stuffs. All e best 2 me. God blast me.

Monday, March 28, 2005
[[Wkend]]

Thanks 1stly 2 LJH , 4 pang seh-ing me.Was worried wen u said u haf food poisonin hafin shit cmin outta ur mouth.Was actually worried enuf 2 wan 2 visit u @ home n look wad u done !! U slpt .. Pig.. @ least u gt e decency to apologise.. THOU E WALK TOOK ME HALF AN HR .. Oh well hu ask u 2 b my fren . hafta suffer.

Went 2 $3.80 hse instead n let her sis entertain me . Den catch a movie wif pea brain . Funny show ,but i dun bother 2 spell e name . Lauf until stomach cramp , or mayb is my positionin. Saw e gays in amk central. So sad tt we r separating. Bong look beta wif his dyed hair n edwin is as cute as ever lol .

Sunday was beta wen all my parents n bro were out =D no 1 came vistin =D Ate laksa for lunch =D this is gettin lame =D

Thursday, March 24, 2005
[[sch]]

Had a v bad dae @ sch . Keep seein that KIA face. Si bei boi dong her. Kaoz damn god abvious tt she is tryin 2 get into every tr's gd book la . Damn irritated . Reali pity meena 2 had her 4 ytd orientation =D

Got xtra workload for chem , coz e tr sae she feels bad abt neglecting us .. lol . Sae e klz is slower dan us , so gif us more stuff to do . We had 2 zap e assignment ourselves, thankfully gt e photocopi card in e machine liao so dun need waste ours lol.

Actually woke up in a bad mood alreadi . Was woken up an hr early coz my ma shout @ my sis 2 wake up . Apparantly , it was my dad'leave.N my g-ma keep askin non-stop whether he gt work anot , WHEN I SHOUTED NO .. Even wen i wake up she stil haf 2 ask ..wtf..

Den tink tink tink , tink until my com has no modem , yes e bloody father of my haven put bac e god damn modem . 1dae i gonna buy an internal 1 n install it. Cek ark can teach me how. ya.. ONE day.. It is drivin me nuts , nt tokin online wif my usuals..

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
[[p0n]]

haha 2dae release posting results. lol bac in YJ again.Pon sch 2dae wunder how is meena gonna survive wif jolynn :D

Went to tpy ,to use com 2 check e postin. Damn pathetic sia.On e way dere saw 1 cute lil boy runnin 2wards me n his g-ma ask me 2 catch him. Haha so funny ,lyk catchin small pigs lidat.

Went to limper's hse use e com. Dad stil haven install e modem .Draw his hand until v song, hu ask him draw mine.. teach him chem , *vomit blood* lol

Haiz wunderin wen my ipod mi wil cm , wunderin wen i can i use net @ home , wunderin wen e course wil be !!
Ya am goin 4 e course again, realise wad my fren said was rite.Realise tt til now i stil cant fang xia np.Realise tt i wanna bond with e sec 1s.Realise tt i nt gonna get over np anytime sooner. Thanks TTS !

Sunday, March 20, 2005
[[c@mp]]

Juz "book out" fm e np camp. Overall rating : ***/*****! Basically was dere juz 2 help out under "unoffical CI " budden ended up runnin e camp wif e ncos...

Keep saboin 1 guy name richard. Cute lil sec 1 guy lol. His grp was francium , so no doubt ey were os sabo by me la. Anyway , here's a quick report on wad happen on e 3days. :

Day 1 : ey reported to sch @ 8am. Me went 2 e Ci bunk 2 put my stuff. Damn tired.Wasnt reali tt active @ 1st , coz i stil feel tired. In e afternoon den start to reali play with em . Esp francium lol , pity tt grp . Ncos were askin me do i noe tt boy or wad . Haf 2 reply n sae no la i pick on him nia.Haha os duno y wan pick on him. Mayb he looks lyk jeremy bro tt y .
Had a night treasure hunt @ bishan park at night. Haha was with Francium again.Nt bad sia ey actually gt listen to e NPCC history lecture , wich most of us wil surely slp.FRANCIUM gt 1st !! thanks 2 their wunderful gamemasters, me!! n boon hou.We let them 2 relax n lie on their poncho lookin @ e stars @ e same tym donate sm blood to e mosquitoes =)

Day 2: E CIs slp lyk pig la, @ 1st tot FX wil go 4 PT , in e end he woke up ard .. 7-8? Went out wif Mr.Shan , Mdm Chua(?) , HO to eat roti prata. Not bad lei , long queue n delicious .Da bao sm 4 lihui hu is stil slpin .
Was reali kanchiong abt e campfire , everyting is so last min. E campers stil haven gt their performance ready in e AFN!!
Taught e sec 1 campcraft. Started off with e stupi n idiot-proof knots : thumb n reef knot. Den taught them bowline. A pretty challenging knot 4 their 1st lecture but ey manage it !! Manz. Hafta give COBALT sm sorta prize for tyin tt knot under 10s. Was expecting tt ey CMI lo . Haiz. Thankfully , nt my $$ lol .
Campfire----Was a success to a certain xtent. E whole ting was pretty muz disorganize n nt many ppl hu reali give a damn abt e guest hu were cmin . Mayb we placed too much emphasis on tryin 2 get into e sec 1 parents' gd books. hmm. Overall it wen on smoothly la. Was actually a bit relieve to noe tt our yr e campfire went more smoother=)
Called my fren n tok abt e CI course. Feel bad abt pang seh-ing him again.Budden stil duno la. I reali want to sae yes, guess tt my mindset on e course stil haven reali changed tt much fm dec . I agree with him tt i was stupi enuf 2 actually go bac 2 help out @ e camp. It was reali a thankless job.Smmore if i were to cm bac most prob take e Sec 1s wich is a gd ting . No, make tt wunderful ting =D

Day 3 : Pretty lame la to haf a fire drill juz b4 PT , i tink is for convience sake. Haha , was slpin lyk a pig , but e whistling woke me up . Ppl , nxt tym dun slp on classroom chairs , freakin hard lo . Will gt sore all over one . I assure u coz i did tt.. Wanted to slp on tables , budden e cadets wil c directly in coz there is no curtains. Lihui had tt privilege haha.Dun give a damn , woke up @ my own tym n juz join in e fun. Den cms e prize presentation :
Sec 1 best camper - Richard (lolx) n erm.. a malay ger , A... smth 1
Sec 2 best camper - Aishah (Richard's wife) n kok heng ?
Sec 3 best camper - Elton(shockin!) n Shu Huey
Best grp cheer - Arsenic
Best grp item - Gallium
Treasure hunt winner - Francium (yay!)

Sm interesting facts :

-One sec 1 guy , actually play wif barbie dolls, yes a guy. Yes stil playin
-One sec 1 guy , gt leg pain , juz coz his briefs were too tight
-HO actually can understand chinese (he is a non -chinese) though i noe tis long ago i cant accept e fact den . Until now .. lol
-One NCO revealed his undies coz he din wear e trackpants well.
-E other NCO had his pants pulled by me. It was so loose.. No i c nth . *c no evil*
-1 NCO lose so much weight tt i tot he was a sec 2 lolx
-E air con in e theatrette was so suxy tt we were in e sauna for 2 hrs 4 ee history tok.
-A stiff person can actually lame ard.
-Richard n Aishah reali look lyk husband n wife =)
-sm in sec 1 squad actually telltales ( " u noe hor blah blah is actually a flirt la.. " "He reali blah blah blah")
-I broke a frog head wich is e holder for a container.
-I broke another ting again
-Labelled as violent
-Sec 1 know me as : popiah mdm.
-Sm were laufing lyk siao wen ey heard tt
-Had a reali wunderful tym @ e camp thou is a new sch n all .

Tired.. fun..memorious..all e way to CI course ?

Monday, March 14, 2005
[[shop]]

Slpt @ 3am in e mornin & woke up @ 9:30.6.5hr. Half the amt sufficient for me. Yawnz.Damn tired.Had to bring me couz bac 2 her shop n help them to tend it. Sm idiot wil cm n bother em.Was reali on e verge of slpin while sittin @ e counter.U can roughly infer how gd was e bz la..

Looked @ my couz de sms. Realise tt gt ppl like her wor. One of them fm wad i c fm e way he msg is reali a nt bad one. E other was obviously a sucker . Think e main quality of hers is her blurness lol .

Feel lyk @ idiot sitting @ e counter nt knowing e prices of tings. One customer haf 2 tell me e price. Feel so shitty.Meanwhile ey r eatin snacks @ e bac. Nt bad sia . Throw all e work 2 me. Fun la , takin charge of $$ bt stil get bored.My 1st wkday of e hols...g8.. JUZ GREAT.

Sunday, March 13, 2005
[[f0odcourts]]

Went to temple wif my family 2dae. I actually volunteer to eat @ foodcourt. ppl hu noe me noes tt i dun eat @ such places.Wad i wanted was parco foodcourt. In e end we ended up in a foodcourt wich is nt so sucky but stil sucks 4 me. Was v v v dulan n i put a very obbvious boi song face. Ended up slpin @ e table was too tired 2 b hungry. Anger saps energy :D .. Finally after ey r full liao den willingly gimme $$ 2 go eat. Stil v dulan so walk damn damn fast , sm smart ass actually noe how gif way 2 me . so is kinda cool . N sm idiotz actually dun , so i os haf fun knockin in2 em . For once i wasnt e one flyin.. but em wahahah.

Went meet limper @ tpy 2 get bac my cushion. Ended up in amk 2 buy smth 4 his fren .Ate e ever so delicious western food.Den went lib de cafe. Sm idiot actually kick on smth while walkin.Bleed , aiyo .. hafta stable him waste my energy lol.

[[foodcourts]]

Saturday, March 12, 2005
[[nUs]]

Is a v big sch. no. a big campus. Sm of their halls r so cool ! juz lyk condo !! oh man. Ex lei e rm type tt i wan. $120 per wk muz work damn hard.. lol. Sm parts of e campus on v high place so e road damn steep sia. Bus os abit hard 2 go up.ALOT of ppl. ppl go c courses i go c halls lol. Damn fun , but juz a teeny bit too hot. N e company was g8 ;)

After tt went 4 lunch in fish n co. both zhizhuan n me 1st tym go dere . Wah e fish so delicious. His was a big whole fish. I was laufin darkly.E day ended perfectly . Thanks 4 everyting zhizhuan !

Friday, March 11, 2005
[[|nteresting]]

Nearli vomit blood durin e chem tutorial 2dae. Thank god pei wen lent me her mp3 , otherwise i duno how i can survive.. Jolynn juz asked a very very qian bian qns. Wad does e oxidising agent do ? Frankly a pri sch can tell u e ans is : oxidise tings. But she stil dun understand.Our ever so kind meena go link 2 another ting : I am a murderer . Murderer murders. Juz lyk i am an O.A , i oxidise. SHE SITL DUN GET !! MANZ !! i used tt mp3 2 make myself deaf to e surrounding..

Mr David saw us in e lib n was shock 2 see jolynn n peiwen play mahjong online lol . He gave jolynn choco on e acc tt she is e rep . Made him gimme coz i gave him 1 b4 lol .

Went 2 e com fair. Kinda erm. quite funny wif lihui touchin n touchin e camera , oblivious 2 her surrounding..Crowded . but i sure nt as crowded as on e wkends.Quite fun la , xcept tt sm1 was pretty quiet . Cek ark sae i anti social , hmm mayb la. More abt e fair nxt tym .

Thursday, March 10, 2005
[[jigsaw]]

Smth possess me.Instead of slpin i go do jigsaw. Skills bcm rusty liao v hard to do. Gt reflection fm e light , v hard to c.

Realise posture is v impt while doin jigsaw.After doin for abt 4hrs , i hafta take 10 mins 2 get up. Sore n numb all over. Advice ppl : nvr lie dwn while doin .. but aiya os duno wad posture gd . sit on floor , neck cramp . I tink nxt tym i do on a table can stand can sit hee.

since i wan confort , i on e air con , den i lie on e floor . Happen 2 b marble smmore .. cool lyk siao . Leg area keep crampin , which is cool @ 1st since long tym din cramp le . But as e frequency increases , u can c me practically scratchin e floor surface lol

Tt's abt all 4 e dae thank u n haf a nice dae haha

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
[[hYp3]]

Tie 2 ponytail 2dae again. Jolynn sae tt hairstyle obviously shouting out a msg : plz pull me !! lol . n tt HENRY GO PULL !! haiz .. xpected de la . Went 2 ask moi senior abt e np camp , needin help anot . Manz his reply stunned me.. e way he used e words .. kinda unxpected fm a character lyk his lol .

SO HYPE abt e camp , siao liao , i tink i reali haf np withdrawal symptoms . tt y i am goin 2 e jun course . haiz am i makin e rite choice ? Heck , all e way liao . NP rulz lol

Tuesday, March 08, 2005
[[nth]]

nth significant happen 2dae .. xcept e sudden outburst fm ms seah .. apparantly we din live up 2 her xpectation .. haiz ..

YTD was a fun day coz i FINALLY FINALLY can fly kite . Sheesh haf no idea e kite nowadays cost way more . $2 .. heartpain ar. nvm i haf fun . Wif pri sch kids lol . Reminds me of e tym when we wil stay til e late evening to play wif my neighbours' kids . I was in pri sch n ey were lyk k1 or even younger. Feel so gd , juz lyk a leader leadin em . this remind me again of e baby contest i saw in northpt e day b4 . Oh man e babies r juz so cute !! haha guess i lyk kids , bt nvr my kids tt is kinda 4 sure. Lyk i lyk my cousins ( mauritz !!! ) my nephew ( ryan !! ) bt nvr my bro .

In fact i guess i am sadist coz he was cryin so hard , n whoa i feel adrenaline rushin in me coz i feel =D tt he is cryin .. shit i am a sadist . ppl out dere dun re wo wahhaha

Sunday, March 06, 2005
[[p@r+Y]]

Went 4 Cat's bdae party 2dae . Happy belated bdae 2 cat n minyu ! Hapi bdae huiling. kz.. wad e use ey arent gonna c it . Haiz 4 manners sake i hafta type lo .Yea haf 2 n love to admit tt tis bbq cum duno wad party is so much beta dan e one i haf recently. @ least i can tok alot of crap wif e ppl dere . n e food is delicious ! n devil reali noe how cook ;)

They sae by forcing a smile , u can actually feel e smile . Quite tru lei , nxt tym ppl muz try =) or mayb i was jus in a gd mood . lol . Went home n my sis auto wan makeup 4 me -_-!! so k lo play . Instead of e norm of pink n purple , we tried orange n green n dark orange . e green was too light , so end of i kinda haf "fire" eyes lol .

Peabrain sae nxt tym i boi song him can kick him =D i wil try v hard .. nt 2 abuse tis power...

Saturday, March 05, 2005
[[Out]]

Went out 2dae , went 2 mar's hse . She live further fm TPY central sianz hafta take bus. Nt bad her hse , cozy , straighten out my tots . Watch 3 korean movies haha nt bad either @ least i cant tink of other tings. Went home after dinner. Kz nt exactly la . Walk ard in TPY , saw crowds saw happiness . Saw a stall call happy popiah , my fren ask me am i happy , i sae no . I duno whether wil she blif . I m nt , reali nt .

While walkin , ppl knock into me . Smhow i cant feel e pain . Sm1 actually stepped on my toe.Nearly din even hear e word sorry.@ mrt , realise i ate v fast , thou i haf no appetite , mayb another glass of milk wil help. keep spacin out on e mrt ,e gma beside me was givin me sympathetic looks tt say " i have been dere too" ..

Walk home , tinkin n tinkin , tinkin of nth .

[[Happy]]

now tt i tink abt it . I am nt happy , nt happy at all .Wad e heck. Bug off n beat it . Sod it . F u get out off my life .

Friday, March 04, 2005
[[solitare]]

Had our klz bbq 2dae , din eat anyting xcept 4 drinks n marshmellow. Help ppl melt their marshmallow, tot of e n devil times , how we successfully started a fire in e midst of rain .

Went home quite earli , actually k la nt home la. Went walkin ard sm sorta park. Tryin 2 cool myself dwn . Meena ey all gone liao . Tokin abt tt , let me divert 2 another part la. Jolynn was so HYPER 2dae lol , play majong until lyk a siao person ,so happy tt she won 3 times lol . Anyway bac 2 e subj . Found quietness in e park , tt allows me 2 reflect. Walkin alone by my own feels gd , thou scare of ghost cm la , bt nevertheless , it certainly cleared my tots on sm tings , smhow e clearer the tings , e more frustrated i bcm . WTF to e hell wif it .

Thank god i gt @ least a 3 days break b4 i hafta go c sm irritating bastard faces.
How pathetic of me 2 actually quench milk for my dinner .

Thursday, March 03, 2005
[[Doc]]

Went to visit e doc 2dae .. haha tok alot wif me. mayb noe me since young tt y . ask me how is my results . He sae 13 is nt bad (bt i stil tink is v bad) anywae he suggested 4 me 2 switch sch . AJ , NYJ .

Haha y alot ppl ask me change sch ? I AM HAPPY HERE ! guess i hafta clarify me reasons of stayin in a "lan" jc despite e 13 pt tt ppl tink is nt too bad. Gt a habit of if i cant get the best i go 4 e last . tt doesnt mean tt if i dun go nj i go yj , i noe my limits =D . nvm 1 la.. i noe whr i belong lo , ppl out dere force me smmore i go overseas study den u noe =P den u all wil miss me lol

After e doc visit , went walkin ard e market , a pretty ridiculous idea coz it was rainin n all .. Not much change thankfully , bought wrappin paper 2 wrap moi fren gifts ,gt so many tings 2 whole , hai hao i gt gd grippin skills . imagine if everyting drops dwn onto e wet floor eek !

Xiao zhu zhu reach home slp again lol , siao liao now everydae cm bac muz slp de . I win le hehe .

Wednesday, March 02, 2005
[[Crash]]

2 of my frenz came crashin yj 2dae .. haha lihui was invited 2 our klz bbq lol.. Canon was lyk sayin he noes her n her name .. so in e end turns out 2 b a lame joke coz her name was on e stupi mf nametag -_-"

Mr Sim wasnt himself 2dae..He messed me up wif siew ying n jolynn , wich is kinda hard if u noe these 2 person . WE DUN EVEN LOOK ALIKE . He os tot tt i was sellin stuff @ e cafe durin e play . Haiz .. mei xiang dao nxt tym i wil tend a counter . Lol , @ least gt 2 suan him laz

Overall 2dae went quite smoothly la .. coz duncan ang din come .. PHEW !! major relief .Kinda scared to copy e campbell :S

Rob me fren of $$ went to sakae 2 eat lol hate 2 admit bt "cek ark" was rite , coz e quality reali drop . Felt damn full after tt , went home slp after eating . Feel lyk a snake lol .Die le gain weight hahah . Haiz , gt sorethroat manzzz...

Tt weak peabrain was nt feelin well . toopit hafta waste 5 cents 2 send him a sms . Was happy lyk siao . Kinda is onli a sms lo -_-" saw wad i suppose 2 c on ur blog . Haha so ma fan muz highlight hee..

Tuesday, March 01, 2005
[[c0nstantine]]

Watch constantine 2dae ..nt a bad show interstin show infact . FINALLY ! saw keanu reevs .. shuai shuai shuai ..i mean e handsome shuai. The plot was simple , effects were gd but matrix trilogy de stil beta.

Went to slp wen i reach home.. slp until 10pm song ar .. but hafta eat noodles for dinner sian lol

wan watch constantine another tym.. haha beta borrow fm my cousin . thanks pea brain 4 e treat :D